dementia
Senior Don Juan
I'll try keep this brief. Wanting to know how to best make a last ditch effort with this girl I've royally messed up with.
Day1: taking elevator in apartment. Uber hot girl gets in and asks me if I'm some guy. I say no, not me. Get outa elevator and proceed to mentally kick myself for such a bad response. End up getting a card n writing something fun with my details. Give it to the security guard to pass on when he sees her
Day2: adds me to fb but is outa town. Good response and said the note made her day. We chat most of the day. I found out she's only in the country a few weeks or until summer ends. She's not sure. At this point she's with her mum.
I set up a date and she says play it by year. Also doesnt really seem to know people here but has a night out on Friday with some friends she kinda knows. Mostly she's alone.
Day3: wake up she's in the tea shop down the road and asks me to go. I go chill for 30 mins then goto work. Later ask to hang at night but she can't cos it's her mums last day.
Day4: her mum leaves to the airport n this girl is immediately amped. Messages me looking to go out and boy do we. Go out and get absolutely annihilated and have a blast. Lots of shots. Holding hands some part of the night. She drops a comment that I'm holdin her hand like she's a kid lol so I adjust accordingly. Get a cab back and we goto the store. She grabs more bottles and we go get more trashed at my place. She's on my bed saying "I'm staying here" - lights off I go for the make out. It's denied. I think I half try again. She gets up n goes back to her place. Not angrily, just maybe doesn't want sex.
Day5: messaging in the morning talking about how crazy it was and laughing. There's funny ass photos, multi locations. Running around our apartment building. In her place for tissue paper lol back to mine. just chaos and laughter. I said I have no water n she comes up with some from hers. Sits on bed, I lazily like grab her to lie down with me kinda like "ohhhh come here I feel like crap". We go walk around n eat lunch. Mistake here is I don't reinitiate hand holding or any kino escalation. Still a fun day. We go back home n she goes to crash. I goto my place n send a msg "I wanna crash there my cat is annoying me" - no reply. I nap a bit and decide to head down uninvited. As I'm out the door she messages like she can't sleep. I say "I'm on the way to ring ur bell already" she replies "nooo!" Then to wait til she's ready. Then we go out , walk around the neighborhood n grab food and age gets DVDs to watch. I say to come up to mine to watch. She denies. In elevator we get to her floor n I swear she lingers for a sec n says "byyeeee" weird.maybe should've k.closed.
*^^my instinct says on this day somewhere her IL went down or it wasn't there to begin with
Message the next day she flakes saying she needs to go shopping for a party.
Now the retarded part (me being said retard)
Go out and get drunk with friends Friday night. Prior to this I'd told her were I'm going if later she wanted to join. She says she'll let me know.
Get home at 7am fairly trashed. She's walking outa the apartment building. (Close to zero odds) she asks if I wanna take a walk to the DVD store. I say ok and ask how her night was. She looks pretty fresh and I admit that I just got home and I'm trashed lol. Come back. She gets out and I goto my floor, turn around go back down, doorbell - she opens door slightly and I ask how long she's here, she says doesnt know,I say she's invaded my brain and I wanna kiss her. She's like half laughingly like "nooo" I turn around. (Queue part that u will wanna puke reading) - I lonnngggg text her the drunkeness gayest needy we are meant to be confession ever. Yea....I even used the word serendipity like I never saw the same person twice in my building. The odds of us meeting at all are slim really, but obviously doesn't take away from the retardedness of what I did.
Wake up in the afternoon. RealiZation hits me! Damn you alcohol! I think what to say I message "oh so I did actually text that, wasn't just a bad dream"
No reply from ANYTHING
Skip a day. Today I message "embarrassment almost subsided. Sorry I was a douche" then offer a dinner proposal.
No reply. My friends r like maybe all I got is to go ring the bell and make damn sure the first thing outa my mouth is funny yet indifferent. Ask to hang out? I tried earlier and she wasn't home or didnt seem to be.
These forums have helped in the past. Do I knock or not? I know it's last ditch. If its no, I know I can't do it again or run the risk of her making a proper complaint.
I want to do it though. I want the last ditch effort and atleast have her flake and maybe convey I'm not really weird, just drunk stuff. Orrr do I ignore. I displayed alot of interest obviously. Now ignore?? Just not sure what my best bbet is.
-considerations
Shes 20, sassy, she's a bonified hb9 ex miss pageant winner just stunning. Very rich apparently. She's mostly alone here which I think helps me a little (bored enough to gime a 2nd chance?) She's in the same tea shop every morning. Texting is not working. Surely her not wanting to do something temporary with me knowing she's leaving soon is a reason she's snubbing my advances? That seems way too logical.
Day1: taking elevator in apartment. Uber hot girl gets in and asks me if I'm some guy. I say no, not me. Get outa elevator and proceed to mentally kick myself for such a bad response. End up getting a card n writing something fun with my details. Give it to the security guard to pass on when he sees her
Day2: adds me to fb but is outa town. Good response and said the note made her day. We chat most of the day. I found out she's only in the country a few weeks or until summer ends. She's not sure. At this point she's with her mum.
I set up a date and she says play it by year. Also doesnt really seem to know people here but has a night out on Friday with some friends she kinda knows. Mostly she's alone.
Day3: wake up she's in the tea shop down the road and asks me to go. I go chill for 30 mins then goto work. Later ask to hang at night but she can't cos it's her mums last day.
Day4: her mum leaves to the airport n this girl is immediately amped. Messages me looking to go out and boy do we. Go out and get absolutely annihilated and have a blast. Lots of shots. Holding hands some part of the night. She drops a comment that I'm holdin her hand like she's a kid lol so I adjust accordingly. Get a cab back and we goto the store. She grabs more bottles and we go get more trashed at my place. She's on my bed saying "I'm staying here" - lights off I go for the make out. It's denied. I think I half try again. She gets up n goes back to her place. Not angrily, just maybe doesn't want sex.
Day5: messaging in the morning talking about how crazy it was and laughing. There's funny ass photos, multi locations. Running around our apartment building. In her place for tissue paper lol back to mine. just chaos and laughter. I said I have no water n she comes up with some from hers. Sits on bed, I lazily like grab her to lie down with me kinda like "ohhhh come here I feel like crap". We go walk around n eat lunch. Mistake here is I don't reinitiate hand holding or any kino escalation. Still a fun day. We go back home n she goes to crash. I goto my place n send a msg "I wanna crash there my cat is annoying me" - no reply. I nap a bit and decide to head down uninvited. As I'm out the door she messages like she can't sleep. I say "I'm on the way to ring ur bell already" she replies "nooo!" Then to wait til she's ready. Then we go out , walk around the neighborhood n grab food and age gets DVDs to watch. I say to come up to mine to watch. She denies. In elevator we get to her floor n I swear she lingers for a sec n says "byyeeee" weird.maybe should've k.closed.
*^^my instinct says on this day somewhere her IL went down or it wasn't there to begin with
Message the next day she flakes saying she needs to go shopping for a party.
Now the retarded part (me being said retard)
Go out and get drunk with friends Friday night. Prior to this I'd told her were I'm going if later she wanted to join. She says she'll let me know.
Get home at 7am fairly trashed. She's walking outa the apartment building. (Close to zero odds) she asks if I wanna take a walk to the DVD store. I say ok and ask how her night was. She looks pretty fresh and I admit that I just got home and I'm trashed lol. Come back. She gets out and I goto my floor, turn around go back down, doorbell - she opens door slightly and I ask how long she's here, she says doesnt know,I say she's invaded my brain and I wanna kiss her. She's like half laughingly like "nooo" I turn around. (Queue part that u will wanna puke reading) - I lonnngggg text her the drunkeness gayest needy we are meant to be confession ever. Yea....I even used the word serendipity like I never saw the same person twice in my building. The odds of us meeting at all are slim really, but obviously doesn't take away from the retardedness of what I did.
Wake up in the afternoon. RealiZation hits me! Damn you alcohol! I think what to say I message "oh so I did actually text that, wasn't just a bad dream"
No reply from ANYTHING
Skip a day. Today I message "embarrassment almost subsided. Sorry I was a douche" then offer a dinner proposal.
No reply. My friends r like maybe all I got is to go ring the bell and make damn sure the first thing outa my mouth is funny yet indifferent. Ask to hang out? I tried earlier and she wasn't home or didnt seem to be.
These forums have helped in the past. Do I knock or not? I know it's last ditch. If its no, I know I can't do it again or run the risk of her making a proper complaint.
I want to do it though. I want the last ditch effort and atleast have her flake and maybe convey I'm not really weird, just drunk stuff. Orrr do I ignore. I displayed alot of interest obviously. Now ignore?? Just not sure what my best bbet is.
-considerations
Shes 20, sassy, she's a bonified hb9 ex miss pageant winner just stunning. Very rich apparently. She's mostly alone here which I think helps me a little (bored enough to gime a 2nd chance?) She's in the same tea shop every morning. Texting is not working. Surely her not wanting to do something temporary with me knowing she's leaving soon is a reason she's snubbing my advances? That seems way too logical.
