By now you all now I am insanely in love w/ my ex girlfriend who wanted to marry me but I wasnt rerady blah blah .. I gave her space and the unimaginable happened.... she married the guy right after me.
For starters: This ruined me.
I let her go. 6 years no contact until this year. When we broke up she never said good things about the man. Just how she loves the mans daughter. Guy was divorced.
I also found out my ex could not have her own children. So I figure the little girl was a huge reason she left me for this guy. Hes not rich, at all. Just an average white dude I could kick his ass so bad.
So I felt 6 years is long enough and I contacted her. First contact I was sober
found out she was indeed married, told her she is a very special person and hope she is happy blah blah.....that was that...
So I wait another year and feel like talking to her again. I called up left a voice mail (yes i knew her hubby wouyld hear it so f-cking what)...
Guess who calls me in the morning...hubby..hahaha! He starts yelli8ng at me like a little *****. I offeredto meet up and we can handle this with ourt fists and he just hung up on me. What a *****!
Then she called me to find out whats going on. Her first question was why to you want to call me? I told her I still have deep feelings for her and i had to tell her. Then she completely changes the subject to the liittle girl sleeping downstairs.
What am I doing?
For starters: This ruined me.
I let her go. 6 years no contact until this year. When we broke up she never said good things about the man. Just how she loves the mans daughter. Guy was divorced.
I also found out my ex could not have her own children. So I figure the little girl was a huge reason she left me for this guy. Hes not rich, at all. Just an average white dude I could kick his ass so bad.
So I felt 6 years is long enough and I contacted her. First contact I was sober
found out she was indeed married, told her she is a very special person and hope she is happy blah blah.....that was that...
So I wait another year and feel like talking to her again. I called up left a voice mail (yes i knew her hubby wouyld hear it so f-cking what)...
Guess who calls me in the morning...hubby..hahaha! He starts yelli8ng at me like a little *****. I offeredto meet up and we can handle this with ourt fists and he just hung up on me. What a *****!
Then she called me to find out whats going on. Her first question was why to you want to call me? I told her I still have deep feelings for her and i had to tell her. Then she completely changes the subject to the liittle girl sleeping downstairs.
What am I doing?