Help, i visited a *****'s mind

[arqz4]

I will try to make this post the most resumed possible... yesterday myself, one hot chick (hb 9, top5 easyly in my college), one 25years old AFC and one really nasty ugly chick, who is nice to talk to(...) went to a bar

let me describe her:

Hot chick, lets call her Joana:
Quotes: "I'm young, i have money, i'm happy and we all just need to enjoy our youth"

I know the AFC and Joana for about 2 years and a half..
the first year i was totally AFC, didn't get any ***** etc... i stayed mysterious for 2 years, but this year things are getting nasty... when i became aware of the real women world, i already knew them for 2 years.. so i never tryied to change what she thinks of me, thought it was a lost battle...

however, after getting the "dj spirit", i changed everything, i teased her, hugging her, acted more sexually towards her etc... the problem lies on pretty stupid topics, for example they all know that i don't go around gettin' ***** just for the *****, i select and no pretty girl with no brains will get me, period...

the afc don't understand that, he would f*ck whatever has a hole... other point is that i never really enjoyed interferring relacionships.. so if i know some chick has a bf, i will treat her as I treat the ones who don't have, but i'll never ask her out...

AFC-guy always mess with me because he wants to put me down, see me angry etc.. and the HB does some shyt like that too because i portrayed "perfect" image when i was AFC, and that ****ed me....

this semester things got ugly, they pushed me to the edge, and i didn't crumble...

getting back to the bar
We were drinking, talking about sex and all that crappy b*tchy talk... the ugly chick won't be mentioned (she agreed with all i said all the time, shes 24yeras old)

she started saying this referring to me:

"look at him, how handsome, this guys is the hottest of our college" (public college, 3000 people)

"i remember the first days we met, he was using some crappy ass t-shirt, but he was so hot with all that muscles"

"he has such defined abs"
and a lot, a lot of compliments.. i can't even remember some.. there was a time i was thinking that she as afc trying to get my pants or some shyt, it was pathetic

both of them:
"why don't u **** that hot ass chick from our class? she's all over you"

me - "shes only badass bealtiful, that's just that, but shes a hoe and betray her bf for about 3 years"

the afc gets pissed, he can't even compreehend how tha **** i'm so cool about this subject...

i asked Joana "so tell me, would you cheat on your bf?"

"depends" (read: yes)

and she asked me "don't you have any other questions?"

me - "dependes? could you be more explicit then that?"

AFC: "so, ur alone at home, call joanna to come with you there"

me - "she has a boyfriend"
don't get me wrong guys, i would **** her without blinking, however, 5 months ago my gf cheated me.. i know how the guy would feel... additionally, i'm testing her... (im virgin too, and shes all "i have 500 p*ssys, i c*m 200 times and i f*cks like a monkey.. i need a guy who can do the same", so u can understand my hesitance, btw im thinking about gettin' sex from prostitute after this bar talk)

joanna "ur too mister right"

interesting enough, 2 days ago she was so dissapointed how guys can cheat or have a gf and others girls without having any remorse...
and she always say "i'll never cheat on im bf"... so this could indicate the ***** test... however, she could be lying too

we left, on the walk she said "don't get b*tchy and pissed" (in a biatchy voice)...

me - "i'm not, you know this stuff doesn't affect me, i lived my hole life hearing and being treated like that.."

me - "i know who i am, i know what i want"


i portrayed her as a *****, however she's actually very cool, got some brains and is down to earth.. needless to say she's very much of a women, acting almost exactly as we predict here with our filosophys... shes dating him for 4 ****ing years.. she has the "i'm the shyt" look.. also she told me she knows that she won't marry him...

btw, i guess all chicks dig me in my college, bcs i acted androgenous for 2 year(half dj, half afc) and i got the looks i guess... i think i could get any of the chicks of my college, after yesterday i'm almost sure...

so all in all, was all this stuff a freaking test or i'm really appearing too perfect considering my ****ed afc past? how many years will them keep messing with me trying to put me down, just waiting for me to get extremely pissed?
they want to define me, but that's impossible, since even i don't know who tha **** i'm...

should i change? get all chicks? get mad?
it appears that my game is so fine "tuned" in her eyes, thats almost unbelievable

could use some insight from experienced djs..

 

[Iamnotacrook]

Hmm... seeing as I feel it is everyone's personal responsibility to do their best to BE perfect... I am not inclined to reason with you on this one...

You are right to be choosy... however, your choices, your standards... they fall short, because you want DECENT GIRLS for SEXUAL purposes. Therefore, by getting what you want, you will effectively be ruining your own standards... unless you want a girl who has sex with players, and has common sense at the same time...

then again, I see sex as a little bit more important than, say, a cheap thrill... most people on this site are too ignorant to consider that maybe sex is for reproduction.

(Alas, if you wouldn't reproduce with her, you most certainly shouldnt... "****" her... because there's always the chance that she will get pregnant)

that's why monogamy is a blessing.

 

[DJHoolahoop]

ever heard of Blue balls? If jerkin it is the answer, then why not go a step ahead and find a chick to bang. Of course it's for reproduction, but it wouldn't be so good feeling if that was all it's for dude. Otherwise, a guy would stick it in blow his load a half second over and the mating ritual would be over.

Because even though female orgasms help suck more sperm in, sex still is made to be enjoyable so why not. Yes there's risk for STD's and pregancy and all that, but that's why you wear a rubber and wash real well.

 

[arqz4]

Originally posted by Iamnotacrook


You are right to be choosy... however, your choices, your standards... they fall short, because you want DECENT GIRLS for SEXUAL purposes. Therefore, by getting what you want, you will effectively be ruining your own standards... unless you want a girl who has sex with players, and has common sense at the same time...

I see your point.. however, i'm not looking for just sex.. i'm looking for a girl who i can enjoy life with.. just that... marriage is just a fade idea for me yet... i'm looking for a decent(with values) girl who likes sex.. is that hard to find?

and yes, i also believe that if ur gonna have sex with some chick, u better be ready to deal with the consequences...

still girls, that night, Joanna are still in a foggy and clouded part of my mind... i guess when i understand all this ****, i'll understand life itself..

one more thing, i've red a topic on dj tips, and basecally stated that girls don't have high values (like man do, honor etc etc etc) and their goals are finished in living well, living a great social life and having/being the prize...

thats another thing that i still find difficult to believe, i still have hope i guess

 

[lebRambo]

Originally posted by Iamnotacrook
Hmm... seeing as I feel it is everyone's personal responsibility to do their best to BE perfect... I am not inclined to reason with you on this one...

You are right to be choosy... however, your choices, your standards... they fall short, because you want DECENT GIRLS for SEXUAL purposes. Therefore, by getting what you want, you will effectively be ruining your own standards... unless you want a girl who has sex with players, and has common sense at the same time...

then again, I see sex as a little bit more important than, say, a cheap thrill... most people on this site are too ignorant to consider that maybe sex is for reproduction.

(Alas, if you wouldn't reproduce with her, you most certainly shouldnt... "****" her... because there's always the chance that she will get pregnant)

that's why monogamy is a blessing.

forgive me father for I have sinned. It turns out that I am in fact a human male and as such am biologically programmed to be polygamous.