So last friday was a strange day.
Went to a school party that my old school does every year and met the nice 7/8 blonde girl I had been talking since last week. She's pretty, hot, same taste in music, seems like a dream, I just didnt feel any "flame" making me want to talk to her, but I thought, hell should be a dream.
Got there, saw her and started walking around with her, one hour later we're making out, but I just felt bored.. yup, bored, and I might say a bit disgusted. And I completely don't know why, like she's hot, I felt attracted (my lower head did) but my upper head just said, nope, I don't like this, I'm freaking bored dude, and we had tons of kissing with me basically suffering xd She didn't notice it, I got to run to my friends and didn't talk to her since then (I have exams so I have that excuse), she asked me for my number and today, she said she wanted to be with me (I went to school to have only one class and got back home without seeing her). I don't wanna hurt her but, not only am I not interested, but everytime since my last big crush ( a girl I've talked about here that basically screwed my head) when I think about relationships I feel almost claustrophobic.
So I'm in a pretty bad situation right now.. I need to "dump" her without hurting her (she's a really nice girl) and need to get myself fixed, is this normal, not enjoying making out ?
Went to a school party that my old school does every year and met the nice 7/8 blonde girl I had been talking since last week. She's pretty, hot, same taste in music, seems like a dream, I just didnt feel any "flame" making me want to talk to her, but I thought, hell should be a dream.
Got there, saw her and started walking around with her, one hour later we're making out, but I just felt bored.. yup, bored, and I might say a bit disgusted. And I completely don't know why, like she's hot, I felt attracted (my lower head did) but my upper head just said, nope, I don't like this, I'm freaking bored dude, and we had tons of kissing with me basically suffering xd She didn't notice it, I got to run to my friends and didn't talk to her since then (I have exams so I have that excuse), she asked me for my number and today, she said she wanted to be with me (I went to school to have only one class and got back home without seeing her). I don't wanna hurt her but, not only am I not interested, but everytime since my last big crush ( a girl I've talked about here that basically screwed my head) when I think about relationships I feel almost claustrophobic.
So I'm in a pretty bad situation right now.. I need to "dump" her without hurting her (she's a really nice girl) and need to get myself fixed, is this normal, not enjoying making out ?
