ATribeCalledDS
Don Juan
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- Nov 17, 2004
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I've readed all the importants posts in this board and yet, nothing change! I know the problems is my bads habits, fears, misconceptions of relationships, etc but I feel I have no desire to change myself! I am ****ing stuck in this situation!!! I see my life made of problems, not happiness. I got all the awnsers right before me but my mind is holding me back. I am not willing to do the efforts! I just don't want to fail cuz its hurts!!
Sometime, I can clean up those problems by reading encouragings threads and imagining them in my mind then I think of myself in those situation so I can feel better of myself. Or I can create something totally unrealistic! Just filling up my ego all the time! But in real life, it's all the same as before!
I AM LOST AND I NEED HELP! THING I WHAT TO DO OR GAIN, I'M JUST NOT WILLING TO DO THE EFFORT OF THEM
I had a Nervous Breakdown 45min ago but as I am here now, I could put myself together but I won't be able to do this all my life! IF SOMEONE HAVE PASSED ON THIS SITUATION OR KNOW THIS PROBLEM, PLEASE HELP!!!
Sometime, I can clean up those problems by reading encouragings threads and imagining them in my mind then I think of myself in those situation so I can feel better of myself. Or I can create something totally unrealistic! Just filling up my ego all the time! But in real life, it's all the same as before!
I AM LOST AND I NEED HELP! THING I WHAT TO DO OR GAIN, I'M JUST NOT WILLING TO DO THE EFFORT OF THEM
I had a Nervous Breakdown 45min ago but as I am here now, I could put myself together but I won't be able to do this all my life! IF SOMEONE HAVE PASSED ON THIS SITUATION OR KNOW THIS PROBLEM, PLEASE HELP!!!