incognito42
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- May 15, 2005
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- Age
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I have red hair, and I have never accepted it because of how often red heads are reminded how weird and different we are. My cousin tells me we are our own race. It sucks to be different, but to be completely honest I wouldnt trade it if I had the chance because it is who I am. I just have this problem that I think no one is interested in red heads. I see people on here say that 99% of the time your physical makeup cant stop you from being a DJ. But I have built this wall in my mind that says I can't open up in conversation with someone without them thinking (look at this freak). So I assume that everyone thinks Im hideous, until a female practically throws herself at me
I end up being unusually quiet and unemotional (been called Iceman before for my expressionless reactions to everything). I think it unintentionally builds attraction in some girls when I initially meet them because I dont come right out and let them know my personality, show any interest, or say anything to make them lose interest. Eventually that curiosity fades into serious disinterest because I look like a mute.
I know that on a semi-regular basis some good looking girls, ones that I think are far out of my league sometimes, will show obvious signs of interest sometimes even to the point where there is nothing else to think but that they like me. I have had more than one friend get angry because their sisters have said I was "sexy". Ive been at get togethers, and a girl I meet through a mutual friend and maybe exchange 2 sentences with will tell my friend that he has to hook us up. I helped someone on a job one day, and the guys secretary (20 years old, HB 8) apparently told her boss that she would pay him if he hooke dus up on a date. At my current job there is this hot, exotic Russian blonde named Natalia who does advertising for us. One day I was in my boss office and she was standing next to him and I maybe exchanged a few sentences with them and I heard her whisper in his ear "Can I have sex with him?". My boss said "No, I know his mom." I dont know if she wnated me to hear but it was a pretty loud whisper. But personally that does nothing for my self esteem. I am a very insecure person.
I end up being unusually quiet and unemotional (been called Iceman before for my expressionless reactions to everything). I think it unintentionally builds attraction in some girls when I initially meet them because I dont come right out and let them know my personality, show any interest, or say anything to make them lose interest. Eventually that curiosity fades into serious disinterest because I look like a mute.
I know that on a semi-regular basis some good looking girls, ones that I think are far out of my league sometimes, will show obvious signs of interest sometimes even to the point where there is nothing else to think but that they like me. I have had more than one friend get angry because their sisters have said I was "sexy". Ive been at get togethers, and a girl I meet through a mutual friend and maybe exchange 2 sentences with will tell my friend that he has to hook us up. I helped someone on a job one day, and the guys secretary (20 years old, HB 8) apparently told her boss that she would pay him if he hooke dus up on a date. At my current job there is this hot, exotic Russian blonde named Natalia who does advertising for us. One day I was in my boss office and she was standing next to him and I maybe exchanged a few sentences with them and I heard her whisper in his ear "Can I have sex with him?". My boss said "No, I know his mom." I dont know if she wnated me to hear but it was a pretty loud whisper. But personally that does nothing for my self esteem. I am a very insecure person.
