My entire grade school, i was an AFC, not a care in the world about girls, but then something happened and I entered high school with a new motive and it seemed to work, because I was mr.popular. This one particular girl gave me signs my entire freshman year that she had high interestes in me but I was to blinded by other girls doing the same.
Well, sophmore year came and I decided to put school work as my first priority instead of girls so i changed my motive. No longer was I mr.popular but I was passing my classes unlike last year. The same girl still gave interest in me, so I finally acted and did alot of AFC things. The biggest mistake I made was that I wrote a poem about how sorry I was for ignoring her, and i read it to her. And i asked her out, of course she replied with the LJBF excuse. I was depressed and pissed for like a week.
Its been about 8 months now and I was having a great life with my new car and all, then my friend showed me Final Fantasy X. I thought it was a great game until I saw this one particular girl named yuna who looked EXACTLY like the girl who i forgot about. To top it off, my friends brother was playing slow jams on his computer. The more I played, the more I kept thinking about this girl. So which brings me back here.
I feel like I lost something HUGE. I felt like I was extremely lucky to have a girl like her give me high interestes, but I feel so dumb to just let it slip, then top it off by making huge mistakes. We still talk sometimes, and my interests for this girl is coming back. Should I hold it in? Should I change my motive again and show this girl wat Im really about and give her 1 more chance?
Advice, comments, opinions, all appreciated!
Well, sophmore year came and I decided to put school work as my first priority instead of girls so i changed my motive. No longer was I mr.popular but I was passing my classes unlike last year. The same girl still gave interest in me, so I finally acted and did alot of AFC things. The biggest mistake I made was that I wrote a poem about how sorry I was for ignoring her, and i read it to her. And i asked her out, of course she replied with the LJBF excuse. I was depressed and pissed for like a week.
Its been about 8 months now and I was having a great life with my new car and all, then my friend showed me Final Fantasy X. I thought it was a great game until I saw this one particular girl named yuna who looked EXACTLY like the girl who i forgot about. To top it off, my friends brother was playing slow jams on his computer. The more I played, the more I kept thinking about this girl. So which brings me back here.
I feel like I lost something HUGE. I felt like I was extremely lucky to have a girl like her give me high interestes, but I feel so dumb to just let it slip, then top it off by making huge mistakes. We still talk sometimes, and my interests for this girl is coming back. Should I hold it in? Should I change my motive again and show this girl wat Im really about and give her 1 more chance?
Advice, comments, opinions, all appreciated!
