Ken785
Master Don Juan
Yesterday I got into a physical fight with my little brother. Hes 21 im 25. I dont know why i do this. Yesterday at around 9:30pm i was in the garage sitting on the pool table drinking beer when i went outside to check the mail. There was a tax return there for my little brother. I gave it to him. While jokingly making a 'Borat' imitation calling him a retard. I lightly tipped his baseball cap and he out of nowhere went off...
Brother: "Why you always fvckin with me?!?" *Takes off his shirt*
Brother: "Come on im ready!"
At this point im like WTF?!? and i just went in the kitchen to grabe a knife to scare him but he wasnt budging...then i just laugh it off and go in the garage....i sit there on my pool table drinking some more and listening to music. He goes out in the garage and opens up the garage door to smoke a cigarette, gets done and walks back in his room.
Two minutes later he goes outside again to shoot pool while im sitting on the table. I just sat there in a depressed haze since i didnt really have a good day. He told me to get off the table. I refused and said i can sit where ever i want. He Got louder and told me to get off and i got louder and said i can sit where ever the hell i want and that it wasnt his table, he didnt own it.
He kept on saying it was his table and i got mad and smashed my beer bottle on the floor and he ended up wanting to fight again. I didnt want to fight him. We ended up in each others face. I only pretended i wanted to fight him but he through a punch right in my nose. I tried to hold him down but he through another at the side of my head and got me in a guillotine headlock.
I couldnt get out and my nose was dripping all over, he was talking cr@p while doing this saying "What! What!!" saying he'll let me go if i surrendered or something...so in my drunken state i bit his arm which he then bit my right ear. It ended after that to which i went to the upstairs bathroom to clean up. There is i small chunk missing from the back of my right ear.
I was getting worried and wanted to stitch it up but had no needle small enough. I couldn't go to the hospital because i have no insurance. My brother got worried and went up to check on me and i apologized i told him i was drunk. He was in a bit of a surprised saying he knew i was drinking a beer and was red but didnt know i was drunk. He said he would have never tried to fight me if i was drunk.
(On a side note: hes bigger than me... im 5'5 125, hes 5'9 140)
My problem is, i know im 25 man. I dont know why i still have this behavior. I was so pissed and had my ego bruised afterwards that i started thinking some psychotic sh!t i wanted to do to him. I know my behavior with making fun of my little brother all the time is really immature. I shouldnt even be inside this house. All he ever does is stay in his room playing final fantasy and crap on his computer.
No job just stays home and makes a mess and goes back in his room to play again...i hate that. Im not much better than him besides that i go to school and work with my parents...now i sit here with my ego hurt...everyones going to know about this including my cousins who i tried to call over to stitch me up.
Is it to late to get stitches if its the next day? How much does it cost? im worried i might get colliflower in my right ear too...
Brother: "Why you always fvckin with me?!?" *Takes off his shirt*
Brother: "Come on im ready!"
At this point im like WTF?!? and i just went in the kitchen to grabe a knife to scare him but he wasnt budging...then i just laugh it off and go in the garage....i sit there on my pool table drinking some more and listening to music. He goes out in the garage and opens up the garage door to smoke a cigarette, gets done and walks back in his room.
Two minutes later he goes outside again to shoot pool while im sitting on the table. I just sat there in a depressed haze since i didnt really have a good day. He told me to get off the table. I refused and said i can sit where ever i want. He Got louder and told me to get off and i got louder and said i can sit where ever the hell i want and that it wasnt his table, he didnt own it.
He kept on saying it was his table and i got mad and smashed my beer bottle on the floor and he ended up wanting to fight again. I didnt want to fight him. We ended up in each others face. I only pretended i wanted to fight him but he through a punch right in my nose. I tried to hold him down but he through another at the side of my head and got me in a guillotine headlock.
I couldnt get out and my nose was dripping all over, he was talking cr@p while doing this saying "What! What!!" saying he'll let me go if i surrendered or something...so in my drunken state i bit his arm which he then bit my right ear. It ended after that to which i went to the upstairs bathroom to clean up. There is i small chunk missing from the back of my right ear.
I was getting worried and wanted to stitch it up but had no needle small enough. I couldn't go to the hospital because i have no insurance. My brother got worried and went up to check on me and i apologized i told him i was drunk. He was in a bit of a surprised saying he knew i was drinking a beer and was red but didnt know i was drunk. He said he would have never tried to fight me if i was drunk.
(On a side note: hes bigger than me... im 5'5 125, hes 5'9 140)
My problem is, i know im 25 man. I dont know why i still have this behavior. I was so pissed and had my ego bruised afterwards that i started thinking some psychotic sh!t i wanted to do to him. I know my behavior with making fun of my little brother all the time is really immature. I shouldnt even be inside this house. All he ever does is stay in his room playing final fantasy and crap on his computer.
No job just stays home and makes a mess and goes back in his room to play again...i hate that. Im not much better than him besides that i go to school and work with my parents...now i sit here with my ego hurt...everyones going to know about this including my cousins who i tried to call over to stitch me up.
Is it to late to get stitches if its the next day? How much does it cost? im worried i might get colliflower in my right ear too...
