Beebo
Don Juan
just an update...
In the last 2 weeks, i was juggling two girls, one girl whom i have been with for a bit over a year, and another, the catholic girl.
On one hand, i had girl 1 make me promises about how things can be that i found hard not to listen to. Words of encouragement, love, devotion, happiness etc...
Saying all those things to give us another chance as we were 'broken up'. This girl is also the bird of true love....
Girl 2 is the catholic, whom i find much more physically attractive. And there is that balance between looks and personality that i am falling in 'love' with. There is no chance of sex but our make out sessions are very nice and there is nothing to complain about there.
Girl 2 has left an impression on me that only my first love had been able to do. And all those thoughts of blissfulness and harmony come back with i am with girl 2. SHe keeps a smile on my face.
I have decided to take my chances with girl 2. We have had nothing but the most enjoyable time together. And girl 2 had complained about herself getting bored with guys after a week. Now not only are we offical, she talks about christmas and winter activities. Of course i have a slight sense of accomplishment since i got her talking like that while no one else could.
Girl 1 still sits, not knowing about girl 2. It was hard to say goodbye to girl 1, cuz the future with girl 2 is uncertain and it makes me think i hope things work out. I would kick myself if i knew i could have had something that girl 1 was willing to give that i may not have with girl 2.
Im just posting this cuz for once in 4 years i am experiencing things with a girl that i have not in a long time. And it is all good. And for anyone who is not completely happy in a relationship, get out and find that girl. But with all this, girl 2 has the ability to break my heart cuz i am allowing her inside. Something i have not done for a long time.....
In the last 2 weeks, i was juggling two girls, one girl whom i have been with for a bit over a year, and another, the catholic girl.
On one hand, i had girl 1 make me promises about how things can be that i found hard not to listen to. Words of encouragement, love, devotion, happiness etc...
Saying all those things to give us another chance as we were 'broken up'. This girl is also the bird of true love....
Girl 2 is the catholic, whom i find much more physically attractive. And there is that balance between looks and personality that i am falling in 'love' with. There is no chance of sex but our make out sessions are very nice and there is nothing to complain about there.
Girl 2 has left an impression on me that only my first love had been able to do. And all those thoughts of blissfulness and harmony come back with i am with girl 2. SHe keeps a smile on my face.
I have decided to take my chances with girl 2. We have had nothing but the most enjoyable time together. And girl 2 had complained about herself getting bored with guys after a week. Now not only are we offical, she talks about christmas and winter activities. Of course i have a slight sense of accomplishment since i got her talking like that while no one else could.
Girl 1 still sits, not knowing about girl 2. It was hard to say goodbye to girl 1, cuz the future with girl 2 is uncertain and it makes me think i hope things work out. I would kick myself if i knew i could have had something that girl 1 was willing to give that i may not have with girl 2.
Im just posting this cuz for once in 4 years i am experiencing things with a girl that i have not in a long time. And it is all good. And for anyone who is not completely happy in a relationship, get out and find that girl. But with all this, girl 2 has the ability to break my heart cuz i am allowing her inside. Something i have not done for a long time.....
