god i feel so overwhelmed with sensations...

[BlahBBlah]

this is not girl related stuff...

i was hanging out with some friends earlier today and one of my friends insults me about some **** about not being a man b/c of something i said. it really pissed me off. worse part is i couldn't come up with a comeback so i feel so dominated. man, why is it when i finally open up to people they have to ****ing put me down like that. why can't i be myself around people without them being all gay and ****. this is why it's so hard for me to open up to people and why i am so shy in general. more than anything though, i got these really strange sensations that are extremely overwhelming right now and i just feel like so ****ty it's not even funny. i feel like i am about to go completely nuts...

 

[Badmannaz]

seems you suffer from low-self esteem....everyone who is shy i think suffers from it....your friend was most likely bustin your balls (F*ckin with you) and you took it way too seriously. letting him see the real you that's what he wanted to do to f*ck with you to p*ss you off...

 

[BlahBBlah]

yea but i mean he sounded all serious when he said it. i can never come up with good comebacks. i always just sit there and not sure what to say to people that would be considered a good comeback.