Well, it was supposed to be a casual not at the local watering hole.
I cruised into my neighborhood bar, wanting to get a cold one and relax.
Immediately as I walk in my usual seat is taken. So, I move down the bar and next to this HB7. She looks at me and we get a smile and a hello to eachother.
Next to her is some Eastern European guy (we are in Portland, Oregon) and she is uncomfortable around him. So, my presence is good.
As he leaves he comes up from behind her and puts his arms around her waist. She flips out. It was a bit awkward and way too forward from a stranger. So, her bytch shield is up. I joke about it. I tell her I'd touch her but I don't want to be bitten. She laughs.
We get to talking and I find out how LITTLE this girl has going for her. She has a great smile and nice teeth, with great eyes. Other than that, she doesn't have much to offer.
She has no education and has a son at home. I pay this no mind as I am drinking my beer and chatting her up. She offers to buy me a beer and I accept.
We keep talking and she is really digging me. Everything in my head is a red flag ie. single, uneducated mom, etc. However, I am bored and wanting to practice my "game."
At the tail end of the night she buys a six pack at the bar (yes, they sell those) and asks me if I want to come along. Why not? So, we start walking down to a park at 2 in the morning drinking a six-pack.
Things are OK, but then she starts to get emotional asking me, why I would be interested in someone like her? I tell her that she needs to be quiet or I just might walk away.
We talk some more, and she asks. "Be the man." I was like, what?
So, I make my move on some random street corner, where we proceed to make out for a few minutes. We finally get to the park. We sit, we chat. She says "Thank you," when I kiss her. Thank You!!??
I really have no idea what the hell I am doing. She starts talking about 'do I go to church?' 'I dont want a revolving door of men for my son.' etc.
'You should come to church, I haven't taken a guy there, and other guys try to take me out at the church.' "I feel so open with you."
She starts talking about stupid stuff again. I threaten to walk away (yes, I know....talk<actions) but I can't bring myself to leave a woman in the park alone at 3 in the morning.
We go back to her apartment. She showers and wants me to "cuddle" I try and advance things. But, when I realize that I am not going to get laid, I tell her I gotta go. She tells me to lay with her. I finally get up and leave. On my way out the door she says, "do you have my number?" I tell her I already have it.
I get up, and go home.
So, I really just want a local girl I can practice on. I am hoping to have ANOTHER FB, but I know that this chick has issues.
Do you think it's OK to keep a girl around for sex, just to practice and try new things? I certainly am not going to get attached to a single mom.
Am I being really stupid about all this? I'm sure maybe I am. But, hell, what's wrong with having a drinking buddy that will let me hit it on a Sunday night?
I cruised into my neighborhood bar, wanting to get a cold one and relax.
Immediately as I walk in my usual seat is taken. So, I move down the bar and next to this HB7. She looks at me and we get a smile and a hello to eachother.
Next to her is some Eastern European guy (we are in Portland, Oregon) and she is uncomfortable around him. So, my presence is good.
As he leaves he comes up from behind her and puts his arms around her waist. She flips out. It was a bit awkward and way too forward from a stranger. So, her bytch shield is up. I joke about it. I tell her I'd touch her but I don't want to be bitten. She laughs.
We get to talking and I find out how LITTLE this girl has going for her. She has a great smile and nice teeth, with great eyes. Other than that, she doesn't have much to offer.
She has no education and has a son at home. I pay this no mind as I am drinking my beer and chatting her up. She offers to buy me a beer and I accept.
We keep talking and she is really digging me. Everything in my head is a red flag ie. single, uneducated mom, etc. However, I am bored and wanting to practice my "game."
At the tail end of the night she buys a six pack at the bar (yes, they sell those) and asks me if I want to come along. Why not? So, we start walking down to a park at 2 in the morning drinking a six-pack.
Things are OK, but then she starts to get emotional asking me, why I would be interested in someone like her? I tell her that she needs to be quiet or I just might walk away.
We talk some more, and she asks. "Be the man." I was like, what?
So, I make my move on some random street corner, where we proceed to make out for a few minutes. We finally get to the park. We sit, we chat. She says "Thank you," when I kiss her. Thank You!!??
I really have no idea what the hell I am doing. She starts talking about 'do I go to church?' 'I dont want a revolving door of men for my son.' etc.
'You should come to church, I haven't taken a guy there, and other guys try to take me out at the church.' "I feel so open with you."
She starts talking about stupid stuff again. I threaten to walk away (yes, I know....talk<actions) but I can't bring myself to leave a woman in the park alone at 3 in the morning.
We go back to her apartment. She showers and wants me to "cuddle" I try and advance things. But, when I realize that I am not going to get laid, I tell her I gotta go. She tells me to lay with her. I finally get up and leave. On my way out the door she says, "do you have my number?" I tell her I already have it.
I get up, and go home.
So, I really just want a local girl I can practice on. I am hoping to have ANOTHER FB, but I know that this chick has issues.
Do you think it's OK to keep a girl around for sex, just to practice and try new things? I certainly am not going to get attached to a single mom.
Am I being really stupid about all this? I'm sure maybe I am. But, hell, what's wrong with having a drinking buddy that will let me hit it on a Sunday night?