girls.. two part question

[Prestige]

alright.. well i never thought i'd resort to posting some **** like this on the net...lol but i kinda need some advice..

about a year ago i broke up with the girl i was with for 2 years.. we still talk once in awhile and ****.. but usually it turns into arguing and ya.. i ****ing hate her... yet i think about her everyday and i think i still maybe 'love' her haha but i dunno.. plus after we broke up she kinda got dirty.. sleeping around and ****... maybe thats what pisses me off.. i ****ing dialed that **** in and then everyone else had some... but now i find it almost wierd being with other girls... like i was with her for so long i pretty much lost all my 'game' ( which was pretty good.. cuz i scooped her very nicely).. now i cant pick up ****.. and ive had a few 'girlfriends' but nothing got too serious.. which is cool cuz i dont want anything serious, im only 18.. and the other thing.. like my whole 'mental' is ruined man i used to be all about picking up girls and piecing them and everything.. now if a girl wants it real bad I: a) have a hard time letting things happen and/or b)bust quick ones

i know i know thats ****ed up.. but its totally a mental thing.. i get all nervous and ****.. like when i was with her i was soo comfortable and i ran the show .. (plus i was the only guy she'd been with).. now its like i know the girls im getting with have done **** and i feel like i need to meet a certain standard then i get all ****ed up and i think about it too much and bust quick..i aint trying to brag.. but i can more than hold my own... but it just keeps happening...like i can be doing anything at all, i'll think about some hot female and then right away this thought -- "****, i can't **** her i'll bust quick-- rushes in and i wanna end this BS, get out there and meet some females... let things happen as they should.. and be a man and not a ***** little *****.. bascially i need to totally 're-vamp' myself.. especially since im starting school (college) in september and wanna be ****ing alot of hot broads while im there hah (but then again..who doesn't?..lmao)

any ideas/advice/help would be awesome...

 

[Prestige]

beauty.. thanx for the help everybody

 

[NHY]

Ugh, that post was a pain to read. Firstly, you REALLY need to tidy up your grammer and please refrain from cussing so much, it doesn't make you look good!

I'm going to blunt here, only way to help you, in regards to the ex, your have a case of oneitis, dude. you still think about her and ' love ' it, you should just forget about her, thinking about exes in that way is for AFCs!

Go read the bible, do a bootcamp, whatever it takes, you lost your game, your going to go through the painful process to regain it.

 

[Prestige]

hey.. man im really sorry about that, it was pretty much written in a fit of rage haha

should i re-do the post and then repost it?...