For the first time in about 6 years....and of all things from an online girl...am still going out and banging girls whenever I can...took one home last night from the club ...and have three plates, but for whatever reason this one chick has me by the balls so to speak
..I think it's because I feel like my il is slightly higher than hers and it's thrown me for a loop...not used to not having all the power...slept with her first and every date...Will be five dates coming up thus Saturday...yes...I see her on Saturday s.....my normal clubbing day.....and pathetically it bothers me a little when I see her using her online dating profile...and in an ultra weak moment last Sunday when she was in my bed, I told her to only see me...to be exclusive... gay as he'll I know....
Jshe didn't say yes but I banged her about two hours later and she immediately agreed to see me this weekend as she was leaving my place on Sunday.... however the fact is her il is lower than mine so I am thinking of going ghost after this next date until she starts chasing me ....
or maybe dropping her completely.right now it's me initiating everything.....dates and the occasional text to confirm date...and any physical contact... thinking I should be content with the sex abd just let her go...
..I think it's because I feel like my il is slightly higher than hers and it's thrown me for a loop...not used to not having all the power...slept with her first and every date...Will be five dates coming up thus Saturday...yes...I see her on Saturday s.....my normal clubbing day.....and pathetically it bothers me a little when I see her using her online dating profile...and in an ultra weak moment last Sunday when she was in my bed, I told her to only see me...to be exclusive... gay as he'll I know....
Jshe didn't say yes but I banged her about two hours later and she immediately agreed to see me this weekend as she was leaving my place on Sunday.... however the fact is her il is lower than mine so I am thinking of going ghost after this next date until she starts chasing me ....
or maybe dropping her completely.right now it's me initiating everything.....dates and the occasional text to confirm date...and any physical contact... thinking I should be content with the sex abd just let her go...
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