lol yo I understand you completely. I'll tell you exactly what's gonna happen... I felt the exact same way 2 years ago. I felt like I was in the moment wherever I went whatever I did. Then, I could feel it slipping... asked for help everywhere, but realized I had to do something about it.
you're gonna have to start all over...
The "Fun" is gonna lose its juice and you're gonna have to start all over again...
It may seem bad right now, but you're gonna have the "FuN" the juice of life flowing throughout your body even stronger and even better cuz you'll gain a clearer concept than before. Don't fight it man, just let it make you a stronger person.