peteywintz
Don Juan
- Joined
- Oct 18, 2012
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I have been meaning to post here for awhile, sosuave has been a big part of my learning of game and I want to start giving back. Tonight was special because it was my first red pill f-close since starting to learn game.
It all changed one fateful day when I read a sosuave post pointing me to Heartiste. It said to read every single post possible. And for 8 hours I was hooked. I read through everything I could, and somehow it all made so much sense. I knew that I had neither the balls nor the mindset to be able to pull any of the **** he described, but reading the words awakened my manly instincts. It just clicked with all the problems I had. Whether it's my deep-down hatred for women that I had forgotten during my LTR or just my manly instincts, something felt right about Roissy's words. The next few days I started branching out and reading all of the other manosphere blogs.
I had so many Beta tendencies that I felt sick. I felt like **** for all of the processed/fast foods that I had eaten in the past year, I felt like **** for all of the time that I spent playing Xbox Live without first going to the gym, I felt like **** for all of the plates I failed to spin or opportunities I failed to take due to "respect" I had for women. I dated a girl for awhile after my LTR and after a (in hindsight) very Alpha first hookup, I was a truly Beta chump. Thus, like any aspiring Alpha, I heeded the words of those who came before me. I started working out and stopped eating processed food. I started reading 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene. I started making eye contact with women and making sure they knew what kind of man they were dealing with. I started to pay more attention to the vibe I gave off with my mannerisms and started to fix them. I got a buzz cut (best decision of my life).
I quickly realized what the Manosphere preached wasn't woman-hate; it was how to be a real man and how to make yourself better. It all paid off tonight. She was a solid 7 and we made eye contact. I barely even needed to use an opener. I used body language to indicate things that previously I would have had a hard time verbalizing. She gave off all the signs. We were making out in less than 10 minutes. I held the frame the whole time through all her **** tests. 2 hours later I was walking her home from my place.
Game has already changed my life and I'm not even a year into the red pill renaissance. If any of you have doubts, stick with it. It will work out for you. Even if the game you learn from the manosphere doesn't end up with you getting laid (highly unlikely), everything else you read will make you a better man.
It all changed one fateful day when I read a sosuave post pointing me to Heartiste. It said to read every single post possible. And for 8 hours I was hooked. I read through everything I could, and somehow it all made so much sense. I knew that I had neither the balls nor the mindset to be able to pull any of the **** he described, but reading the words awakened my manly instincts. It just clicked with all the problems I had. Whether it's my deep-down hatred for women that I had forgotten during my LTR or just my manly instincts, something felt right about Roissy's words. The next few days I started branching out and reading all of the other manosphere blogs.
I had so many Beta tendencies that I felt sick. I felt like **** for all of the processed/fast foods that I had eaten in the past year, I felt like **** for all of the time that I spent playing Xbox Live without first going to the gym, I felt like **** for all of the plates I failed to spin or opportunities I failed to take due to "respect" I had for women. I dated a girl for awhile after my LTR and after a (in hindsight) very Alpha first hookup, I was a truly Beta chump. Thus, like any aspiring Alpha, I heeded the words of those who came before me. I started working out and stopped eating processed food. I started reading 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene. I started making eye contact with women and making sure they knew what kind of man they were dealing with. I started to pay more attention to the vibe I gave off with my mannerisms and started to fix them. I got a buzz cut (best decision of my life).
I quickly realized what the Manosphere preached wasn't woman-hate; it was how to be a real man and how to make yourself better. It all paid off tonight. She was a solid 7 and we made eye contact. I barely even needed to use an opener. I used body language to indicate things that previously I would have had a hard time verbalizing. She gave off all the signs. We were making out in less than 10 minutes. I held the frame the whole time through all her **** tests. 2 hours later I was walking her home from my place.
Game has already changed my life and I'm not even a year into the red pill renaissance. If any of you have doubts, stick with it. It will work out for you. Even if the game you learn from the manosphere doesn't end up with you getting laid (highly unlikely), everything else you read will make you a better man.
