Fvcking the wrong girl tarnish your look or way about you?

[Poonani Maker]

I, forever horny, especially when I'm free from work, find myself wanting sex so bad that I'll lower my standards for a fat one (a girl I met in my neighborhood walking to my mailbox the other day). We hit it off and talked a while (she's only been here a year and is going to University) and I am supposed to go over to her place tonight and watch a movie or just chill cookout and socialize with a few of her friends. She's tatted and FAT, nice bo0bs but and decent as5 but just chunky, even rolls, guys. Decent but witchy face, blue-eyed brown hair, pale. I'm in the beginning of a short-term relationship with another plate fvcked this past Wednesday, we're messaging a lot but she lives further away and I couldn't be with her tonight because of plans earlier in the morning tomorrow. I have to plan to be with her for half a day or more cause she is hard to break away from and would probably keep me at her apartment for days if I didn't cut it off and say I have to go. She wants children.

Anyway, the amazing sex I had with the one from Wednesday has put me in a totally magnificant state ALL the rest of this week. I feel on a higher level, for that and because she is intelligent - a rarity to be able to talk intelligently with another woman, I mean detailed scientific theories etc etc. She educated me. I gained a few IQ points being with her and she made me feel hypnotized by her. I would never want her to think I'm banging lesser women, and I believe lesser women will degrade me for the rest of next week. It's like "why mess up a good thing...a good feeling in mind and spirit?" It will dirty my waters and muddy my soul to get with said fat chick tonight. It will taint me and make me seek out more and more and more for the fix to the damage done if I go to this fat girl's house tonight. I'm not masturbating. Quite frankly, I've decided to never masturbate again, due to its harmfulness on all levels. I feel more alive when I don't masturbate, yet the urge is still all-powerful, thus the contemplation of muddying my waters with the fat chick tonight.

Do you ever feel that fvcking the wrong girl can mess you up for months, like you're only as good as your LAST lay? How a woman leaves you feeling is paramount to how many times you get satisfied per week. The Quality fvck vs. the fvck for fvck's sake. Of course, eventually you'll get tired of the girl who's quality fvcking you/seducing you/manipulating you for future gain, because especially if you get married, she'll ebb and flow most likely and interest will wane and the catering to YOU will eventually sluff of. There's only so much time in your life too, only so many hours on this Earth (for a quality fvck). You get Ruined in your soul/spirit/body looks demeanor when laid waste by an unintelligent girl. It doesn't matter if she's going to university. True intelligence is girls who seek out knowledge outside of college for their own sake.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

I, forever horny, especially when I'm free from work, find myself wanting sex so bad that I'll lower my standards for a fat one (a girl I met in my neighborhood walking to my mailbox the other day). We hit it off and talked a while (she's only been here a year and is going to University) and I am supposed to go over to her place tonight and watch a movie or just chill cookout and socialize with a few of her friends. She's tatted and FAT, nice bo0bs but and decent as5 but just chunky, even rolls, guys. Decent but witchy face, blue-eyed brown hair, pale. I'm in the beginning of a short-term relationship with another plate fvcked this past Wednesday, we're messaging a lot but she lives further away and I couldn't be with her tonight because of plans earlier in the morning tomorrow. I have to plan to be with her for half a day or more cause she is hard to break away from and would probably keep me at her apartment for days if I didn't cut it off and say I have to go. She wants children.

Anyway, the amazing sex I had with the one from Wednesday has put me in a totally magnificant state ALL the rest of this week. I feel on a higher level, for that and because she is intelligent - a rarity to be able to talk intelligently with another woman, I mean detailed scientific theories etc etc. She educated me. I gained a few IQ points being with her and she made me feel hypnotized by her. I would never want her to think I'm banging lesser women, and I believe lesser women will degrade me for the rest of next week. It's like "why mess up a good thing...a good feeling in mind and spirit?" It will dirty my waters and muddy my soul to get with said fat chick tonight. It will taint me and make me seek out more and more and more for the fix to the damage done if I go to this fat girl's house tonight. I'm not masturbating. Quite frankly, I've decided to never masturbate again, due to its harmfulness on all levels. I feel more alive when I don't masturbate, yet the urge is still all-powerful, thus the contemplation of muddying my waters with the fat chick tonight.

Do you ever feel that fvcking the wrong girl can mess you up for months, like you're only as good as your LAST lay? How a woman leaves you feeling is paramount to how many times you get satisfied per week. The Quality fvck vs. the fvck for fvck's sake. Of course, eventually you'll get tired of the girl who's quality fvcking you/seducing you/manipulating you for future gain, because especially if you get married, she'll ebb and flow most likely and interest will wane and the catering to YOU will eventually sluff of. There's only so much time in your life too, only so many hours on this Earth (for a quality fvck). You get Ruined in your soul/spirit/body looks demeanor when laid waste by an unintelligent girl. It doesn't matter if she's going to university. True intelligence is girls who seek out knowledge outside of college for their own sake.

Your ****ing... That's good. Maybe your worried that you don't have enough INTERNAL validation. I'm not sure. They shouldn't define you.

 

[corrector]

Anyway, the amazing sex I had with the one from Wednesday has put me in a totally magnificant state ALL the rest of this week. I feel on a higher level, for that and because she is intelligent

You are only able to get a tattooed fatty as a result of this "magnificant state"? You mean you don't have hb 9's and 10's coming out of the woodwork and saying, wow! This guy has amazing social proof, I want to be next in line now...and all you can get is a fatty.

Are you even still seeing this "amazing girl" - I mean, are you actually cheating on her? If you were cheating on her, then how does how hot a woman is matter is is still wrong in principle, right? Any of these women from your church? Don't you think you are taking this no-fapping thing a bit too far if you are going after women you don't want because you are too horny to think straight? I think people against the no-fap thing will take your case as an example if you have to kill your standards to get laid.

If you look at what you are saying, you can't have an exclusive relationship/marriage with anyone. What happens if your SO is pregnant, or is away, or doesn't do it for a while, then you are just going to cheat with the next living and breathing thing that you can get with? Is that really the man you want to be? At least fapping (not encouraging it), you are not compromising your standards since you usually imagine someone way more attractive than you can get with anyway or at least can re-play the amazing time you had with that lady.

 

[Dingo]

Fat chicks need "lovin" too... lol

You're horny... She's down to ****. Go for it.

 

[Poonani Maker]

^It's alright man, I left early and I didn't think I was gonna get anywhere with the fattie, just wasn't feeling it, like a total mismatch with her friends there so awkward. It's not about "More attractive than" I "can get with," but more compatible in energy between us. Many girls, especially these days, don't really understand spirit or soul or unseeable atoms, protons, electrons floating through the space between you, how if you project negativity that it will boomerang back at you eventually, so the energy you put forth to a woman should always be positive energy. I don't care how witchy a woman is as long as she's positive. Many so-called hotter-than-I-can-get-with girls are very negative and I would have no desire fvcking them as I'd feel not as horny for them or as seduced or hypnotized. A woman showing high interest in me by talking to me non-stop and trying to draw me in before I fvck her raises her hitpoints with me over the hotter-than-I-can-get-with girls. The one from Wednesday, 27, wasn't "fat," no rolls, or blubber, or wrinkles and no kids, but she had love handles though taught good for gripping, not the best face in the world but made brighter and more attractive on the whole by her attitude she shone from within. Her hair was not soft, and didn't smell the best, was kinda rough, but her drawing me in and seduction of me and black magic on me, I'd say, made sex with her otherworldly almost alien in how erotic she was. So many of those "hot" girls are terrible lays.

 

[sosousage]

depends how fat


some fat chicks are so digsusting that you'd rather kill yourself than do it (or at least my feeling)


some fat chicks are okayto do it with but you dont want to be seen with her due to social stigma and maybe own beliefs and therefore you give up on it (some people dont)


i really really dislike fat chicks.imo they are all disgusting and insecure. and not even that smart.

i did read funny thing that fat ugly chicks often pursue serious carriers because they are ****ed by their DNA and wont find a provider, while their hot skinny female friends just attend university (so parents dont force them to find job) to find a provider and then give up on studying without finishing it.


therefore fat chicks should be smart but it doesnt seem so. maybe their emotional inteligence and standards are so low that they seem to be as intelligent as your dog




but honestly, what can you expect from personality of a person who refuses to fix himself?its like ****ign a homeless

 

[mrgoodstuff]

^It's alright man, I left early and I didn't think I was gonna get anywhere with the fattie, just wasn't feeling it, like a total mismatch with her friends there so awkward. It's not about "More attractive than" I "can get with," but more compatible in energy between us. Many girls, especially these days, don't really understand spirit or soul or unseeable atoms, protons, electrons floating through the space between you, how if you project negativity that it will boomerang back at you eventually, so the energy you put forth to a woman should always be positive energy. I don't care how witchy a woman is as long as she's positive. Many so-called hotter-than-I-can-get-with girls are very negative and I would have no desire fvcking them as I'd feel not as horny for them or as seduced or hypnotized. A woman showing high interest in me by talking to me non-stop and trying to draw me in before I fvck her raises her hitpoints with me over the hotter-than-I-can-get-with girls. The one from Wednesday, 27, wasn't "fat," no rolls, or blubber, or wrinkles and no kids, but she had love handles though taught good for gripping, not the best face in the world but made brighter and more attractive on the whole by her attitude she shone from within. Her hair was not soft, and didn't smell the best, was kinda rough, but her drawing me in and seduction of me and black magic on me, I'd say, made sex with her otherworldly almost alien in how erotic she was. So many of those "hot" girls are terrible lays.

Your right on the negativity. Are you a good looking dude? You have a positive attitude? Your not in their social circle? Your probably quite a bit more intelligent than them too.

 

[Poonani Maker]

some fat chicks are okayto do it with but you dont want to be seen with her due to social stigma and maybe own beliefs and therefore you give up on it (some people dont)

That kind. Wouldn't be bad to get your rocks off, but would be bad for others to suspect you're getting your rocks off on her. Doable, just risky for others you know to know. Of others you don't know know, then who cares, I'll never see these people who can add or take away from my reputation. She had a pooch belly, only saving grace was her t!itties.