From one end to the other

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1 month ago i began my quest to conquer my fear of women, and i went all out on everything, joined a gym, got new clothes, started to cultivate friendships more focused, went to a shrink, and started visiting boards like sosoave, the results so far have been very good, my fear of women is dissipating, where ever i go i make contact with all of them, and i am noticing i get plenty of attention and thus i am opening my eyes to the reality that i can pretty much date who ever i want. Before i was a certified AFC, needy, cuddly, disgusting, and i am starting to discover my masculine side in all its glory, confidence, testosterone, i am a man and i don't give a damn. What i am also noticing is that i am going fromn one end to the other, from being an AFC, to seeing women as creatures that are there to satisfy me, and i dont say this in a bad way, but my attitude now is that women need to prove themselves to me just as much i we do to them, and i am enjoying this a lot. But this change is completely changing my life and i have to admit, its as difficult as it is exciting, not knowing where this is going and what kind of a man you will turn out to be in the end, have any of you guys been tru this?

 

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Good stuff sounds like your moving in the right direction.

What i am also noticing is that i am going fromn one end to the other, from being an AFC, to seeing women as creatures that are there to satisfy me

So you should be, as much as they will annoy the piss out of you never lose sight of the fact she is there only to satisfy you, once it becomes like too much work or a chore next her.

But this change is completely changing my life and i have to admit, its as difficult as it is exciting, not knowing where this is going and what kind of a man you will turn out to be in the end, have any of you guys been tru this?

Similar, I had feelings of guilt but then I realised that it was just a stubborn product of years and years of conditioning to supplicate and stay beta for society. Still to this day those same feelings will arise now and then and have to be identified and dealt with accordingly.

 

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Its that whole awaking to the real matrix like the movie. We all go through it. Blue pill or red pill.