tonight i brought a girl i've been talking to for a friend's b-day little bash. two of my friends who also came along were monoplizing the conversations, diverting all attention on to themselves which at first i was laughing and being entertained like the rest. about 20 minutes into it, i just lost any and all urges to even blurt out a single word. it felt like i would have had to yell to even make a funny statement, and i didnt want to put in the effort of being loud to be heard. so i resorted to being quiet and aloof on the verbal aspect of the interactions pretty much 70% of the night.
my friends high energy made me feel bored and i probably reeked of it.
this tends to happen a lot to me whenever theres a crowd, where i feel id have to shout to be in everyone else's decibal range of noticability.
am i wrong for feeling like that? how does it affect the way a girl thinks towards you?
my friends high energy made me feel bored and i probably reeked of it.
this tends to happen a lot to me whenever theres a crowd, where i feel id have to shout to be in everyone else's decibal range of noticability.
am i wrong for feeling like that? how does it affect the way a girl thinks towards you?