Frenchbeauty's Progress Thread :]

[frenchbeauty]

Alright boys ... It's time for me to step in and do a little intro about myself.

Im FrenchBeauty( yess I'm a frenchie ) , turned 17 in August , 6'0 160 lbs ( well more like 155 ) .. I've been raised in France but I've been living in Bear Country ( Canada ) since 2005, so yeah I can sort of speak English but it's far far far from being perfect .. I guess it adds a little charm to my posts... and ladies dig it .
I've been playing sports since i was a little kid, so people recognize me as athletic : I'm currently my school soccer team captain and I also play for the varsity hockey team...
I've known this website for almost a year now ... what a year it was .. and that's pretty much it. I've been trying to register a couple mounths ago ( yeah i never really thought about registering before ) to get you DJ's updated on the BIGGEST progress ever made on this website ... but for some strange reasons it didn't happen .. so I'm getting started now.

So you guys must be asking yourselves right now ... why is this crazy frenchman doing this ... Well boys, I really want to keep improving , and to be honest I've really been slacking off quite a bit these days.. So this progress thread is meant for me to follow my improvement, but also I'd also like you guys to comment on what I'm doing etc. and of course feel free to FLAME me once in a while..

The Facts

Alright boys .. here are the facts :

Apperance

Alright .. I dont have David Beckham's smile or Arnold's body. I would rate myself at 5/10 right now .. the biggest reason for the mark being low is ... BRACES yeah it does suck having them but I'm getting them off in January so pretty stoked about that for sure . I was 150 lbs 6 weeks ago and I'm now 160 lbs , still pretty skinny though .. but I'm dedicated and I can see myself getting bigger every couple weeks so I'll keep going until I hit 180 lbs ... hopefully
My hair is medium-long I'm letting it grow more for a bit to get a nice "surfer" look ..
I'll be posting pictures of myself every couple weeks so you guys will actually be seeing the TRANSFORMATION live.. haha

Misc

I consider myself one of the most popular guys in my highschool , yes being in Grade 12 helps . I have good conversation skills, and people think I'm pretty funny.. The biggest thing right now is getting rid on my internal dialogue .. people who read Senor Fingers will understand what I mean .
My biggest inspirations on this website are the GREAT Senior Fingers ( especially the Weapons of Mass Seduction thread ) , and photo1. I owe those guys a lot of fun ...

Alright mates , you guys are probably frustrated right now .. what a waste of your time that was I know this is far away from being complete , but I have to go study. Thank for reading this boys YOU GUYS ROCK !
I'll be posting some more tomorrow so you guys know how things are going girls-wise

Stay Tuned,

TheFrenchBeauty

 

[Alkali]

I kind of got a gay vibe from your post. Weird. But looking forward to your progress.

 

[Grand Wizzard Alamar]

^lol the username is very gay... no offense.

Alright FrenchBeauty, tell us a little about your progress.
Here's one thing to add though:

You rate yourself 5 out of 10, just because you have braces?
Stop thinking like that, unless you wanna be treated like the male version of an UG.

You gotta be happy with yourself. I want you thinking you're a 9-10/10.

Might have to work on this, like working on muscles at the gym, but you call yourself ugly just because of braces?
Come on lol thats pathetic!

Anyway hope to see you get back here with some updates. Good luck french dude

 

[frenchbeauty]

Well gents it's been quite a while.
I've been quite busy these days, improving myself a lot mentally and physically and therefore feeling better and happier day after day.

The thing that certainly helped me the most during the past few months was writing in a diary every night before to go to bed.. after following some advice from my man Sammo. It sure was weird to do it the first few times, but then you start to really get in touch with your inner-self, it sounds weird I know... Then at the end of an other endless ****ty day I became particularly rude with myself when I wrote in it. This is what I wrote ( well I translated it ) : "Boris, you lazy bastard, look at you. You're sure ain't getting anything done. When you get home from school, you sure love to go on facebook and ****ing waste precious hours of your life. When you wake up in the morning, you sure love to hit the snooze button on your alarm and sleep in. When you plan during a whole math class to go talk to that HB after class, and end up not even looking at her, don't you feel like ****? You're a ****ing failure that's not doing anything done.. Frenchbeauty, that's ****ing pityful bro, if that's how you're going live your life until you're dead, you might as well end it now."

I then stopped writing, and read what I wrote once again, and I laughed. Yeah I laughed but now I really knew I had to get going .. I grabbed an other piece of paper and wrote some goals I wanted to acheive : become tougher, get bigger, get better grades.. etc.

Then I look where I am now .. I gained about 7-8 lbs of muscle, I play competitive football and rec hockey and I'm loving it, I wake up at 7am in the morning and take my dog for a walk, thinking about the day coming up, I'm able to stay focused in class, and do my homework as soon as I get home. And guess what, I'm naturally more confident, I keep my head up all day long, I look at people in the eyes until they look away, I laugh out loud, I talk about anything with girls, I joke around with teachers, I talk to strangers... Wait, everything isn't perfect so far, but life sure got way better.

I once tried to become confident and happy by smiling at people, by trying to please people, by trying to laugh at their stupid jokes, and I'd come home exhausted, when I didn't get **** done all day !
I recieved a lesson : once you set goals for yourself, work hard for them, and start giving all you have during the day, you start becoming more confident naturally, and you really start LOVING yourself. Hell, when I was an underconfident kid, I sure was liked by others, well I think I was anyways ... , but I didn't really like myself .. I hated looking at myself in the mirror. If you guys want to take a look at my first post, you'll understand what I'm talking about. Now I love myself, and that's the most important thing. Screw other people. Remember the only person that really cares about you is YOURSELF, this has been said many times, but I'm confirming it, from my own experience.

Boys, it really feels good to write this post, and I owe this forum and some of you guys a whole lot, for getting me back on the right track.

Stay tuned.

FB