Distant Light
Master Don Juan
This is a cross post from the forum I usually post at
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Yep thats right after watching fight club and researching about the movie to get more detail on the subtext. I realized it was based on a book and the author is pretty similar to the story. (His first book was considered too raw to be published)
I'm there laying and bed and actually thinking about life and stuff. An what hit me the most is that when I die everything I ever did doesn't matter to me because I'm dead. Guys who lived in 1200s I don't know them, I don't know there personality, what they did in life, there most embarassing moment, the girls the ****ed, etc. When 2100s hit I'm already gone and the chips I may have stole from my cousin when I was 8 doesn't even matter anymore. The girl who blew me out in 2005 doesn't matter...An so I said **** it let me just live my life then because the chances of me dieing is...100%.
Ok so anyway...My face is ****ed up right now. I have 3 big pimples...but do I care hell no. I put on some cloth go to school and just do whatever...funny thing is the shirt had a big ass piece of tape on it because its the first time I ever wore it I only realized it when I got home.
- I'm in the moment
- I'm just being myself
- I'm being dominate and high value
So whats everyone's favorite move nowadays. Only things equipped is DA Claw and the Eye of LUST...A big crowd is waiting to get into the lunch room, I'm so in state that I'm thinking "**** all this waiting. Lets go up front and just walk right through everyone like we own this place." We start walking up and I open up two girls
DL: Hey you guys trying to get in the club its five dollars *Clawed them in*
HB1: *smiling* yea we are
DL: Ok lets ****ing go...follow me
Boom me the 2 hbs and 5 friend go up front through the swamp of chodes, we walk right past the lady and I walk in like I was ment to be in there. Until about 5 minutes later I get kicked out and the lady is actually pissed at me that I went passed her with all those people. I chat her up a bit and then me and 2 natural friends start bringing the party by screaming to our friends in the back and were just making noise and having fun. Everyone is laughing and reacting to us.
I see a girl I know and just grab her off some chode and pull her in. I start telling her to go home and get ready because when I come were just going to **** and then she can cook food after.
We get in the lunch room and I'm just bouncing around until I see this lady with a hb9. The lady has a camera so..."Hey flash a picture *Posing like I'm a body builder* No wait" I get up and claw in the hb9. An now I'm in a lunch room full of hbs, chodes, and naturals. All I hear...
"He didn't even **** her!"
"He is a virgin!"
"He gets no *****!"
...I laugh (Was this a good or not?) and the lady looks pissed but the hb9 doesn't seem to care. The whole place is now laughing and I'm just so in the moment that I walk off and start talking to more people.
Later on in gym I'm just hanging out talking to this hb. But I'm dominating like a crazy. This hb9 and her friend are just watching me...I don't see directly but I can feel the energy from there wet panties. I just know there looking at me...The ball flys in the air and I'm waiting for it to crash down so I'm there kind of screaming and who do you think is reacting...
...An then I'm walking and see a girl from behind that I swore I knew So I walk up behind her grab her behind the waist and say "O yea baby stay right there just like that" an it wasn't even the girl that I knew I laughed hard because I thought I knew her. She didn't even complain she loved it lol.
This part right here is the only thing I wish I could've done more, but someone kept requesting to see me and as I got to the door I seen this hb9 who is one of the sexiest girls I've seen in a while. Her personality is also sexy too. She surprised me and she stops me to read my shirt. (I should've clawed but I really wasn't thinking) She then rubs my chest and leaves. (Yep I should've kept it going)
The best part was probably after school I seen hbbigbreast and she was walking by herself. I was walking by myself too. Well remember how I said I can only talk for 1 minute. Well 10 minute conversation with the CLAW clamped DOWN!! Only let it go when I dropped my army information. (Yep I took action and went for info on my dream job) But I now see what vibing feels like, the energy level was stable but there was attraction still there and the interaction was still fun.
Right now I feel like a beast. First time in my life I actually felt like I did something to improve. I didn't think I'd do all this and go to the army recruiting center and do all this other stuff. It was way out my comfort zone. But fun nonetheless.
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Yep thats right after watching fight club and researching about the movie to get more detail on the subtext. I realized it was based on a book and the author is pretty similar to the story. (His first book was considered too raw to be published)
I'm there laying and bed and actually thinking about life and stuff. An what hit me the most is that when I die everything I ever did doesn't matter to me because I'm dead. Guys who lived in 1200s I don't know them, I don't know there personality, what they did in life, there most embarassing moment, the girls the ****ed, etc. When 2100s hit I'm already gone and the chips I may have stole from my cousin when I was 8 doesn't even matter anymore. The girl who blew me out in 2005 doesn't matter...An so I said **** it let me just live my life then because the chances of me dieing is...100%.
Ok so anyway...My face is ****ed up right now. I have 3 big pimples...but do I care hell no. I put on some cloth go to school and just do whatever...funny thing is the shirt had a big ass piece of tape on it because its the first time I ever wore it I only realized it when I got home.
- I'm in the moment
- I'm just being myself
- I'm being dominate and high value
So whats everyone's favorite move nowadays. Only things equipped is DA Claw and the Eye of LUST...A big crowd is waiting to get into the lunch room, I'm so in state that I'm thinking "**** all this waiting. Lets go up front and just walk right through everyone like we own this place." We start walking up and I open up two girls
DL: Hey you guys trying to get in the club its five dollars *Clawed them in*
HB1: *smiling* yea we are
DL: Ok lets ****ing go...follow me
Boom me the 2 hbs and 5 friend go up front through the swamp of chodes, we walk right past the lady and I walk in like I was ment to be in there. Until about 5 minutes later I get kicked out and the lady is actually pissed at me that I went passed her with all those people. I chat her up a bit and then me and 2 natural friends start bringing the party by screaming to our friends in the back and were just making noise and having fun. Everyone is laughing and reacting to us.
I see a girl I know and just grab her off some chode and pull her in. I start telling her to go home and get ready because when I come were just going to **** and then she can cook food after.
We get in the lunch room and I'm just bouncing around until I see this lady with a hb9. The lady has a camera so..."Hey flash a picture *Posing like I'm a body builder* No wait" I get up and claw in the hb9. An now I'm in a lunch room full of hbs, chodes, and naturals. All I hear...
"He didn't even **** her!"
"He is a virgin!"
"He gets no *****!"
...I laugh (Was this a good or not?) and the lady looks pissed but the hb9 doesn't seem to care. The whole place is now laughing and I'm just so in the moment that I walk off and start talking to more people.
Later on in gym I'm just hanging out talking to this hb. But I'm dominating like a crazy. This hb9 and her friend are just watching me...I don't see directly but I can feel the energy from there wet panties. I just know there looking at me...The ball flys in the air and I'm waiting for it to crash down so I'm there kind of screaming and who do you think is reacting...
...An then I'm walking and see a girl from behind that I swore I knew So I walk up behind her grab her behind the waist and say "O yea baby stay right there just like that" an it wasn't even the girl that I knew I laughed hard because I thought I knew her. She didn't even complain she loved it lol.
This part right here is the only thing I wish I could've done more, but someone kept requesting to see me and as I got to the door I seen this hb9 who is one of the sexiest girls I've seen in a while. Her personality is also sexy too. She surprised me and she stops me to read my shirt. (I should've clawed but I really wasn't thinking) She then rubs my chest and leaves. (Yep I should've kept it going)
The best part was probably after school I seen hbbigbreast and she was walking by herself. I was walking by myself too. Well remember how I said I can only talk for 1 minute. Well 10 minute conversation with the CLAW clamped DOWN!! Only let it go when I dropped my army information. (Yep I took action and went for info on my dream job) But I now see what vibing feels like, the energy level was stable but there was attraction still there and the interaction was still fun.
Right now I feel like a beast. First time in my life I actually felt like I did something to improve. I didn't think I'd do all this and go to the army recruiting center and do all this other stuff. It was way out my comfort zone. But fun nonetheless.