RawkinKaoticStyle
Senior Don Juan
hey peoples
something happened to day and it made me think. before today, i saw this girl sitting down. I approach her and we start having a great conversation, shes laughing, shes asking me questoons about myself, im giving her kino on her arms her hands her hair shes responding to it. Definite signs of interest is what i thought.
So boom i get her noticing me. I see her in the halls and she gives me that hit when we cross paths, i do the same thing later on and suprise her. Suprise her because im acting all DJish, like i dont really care much for her. Then i see her and she sits next to me, what i immediatly do is start groping her stuff looking in her purse opening her backpack ( dont ask ) I was trying some bullshyt flirting to get some attraction tension going. maybe it was because im nervous because i know this chick has interest and i might have been afraid to see the interest go down. So thats what exactky happens, her body language turns away and eventually she leaves saying some shyt like " ill leave you by your self"
now i could take this as a rejection and maybe its not a rejection. maybe she was just pissed and i added to her day of bull**** by going through her shyt. Maybe it was a rejection and i was trying to hard, but all this shyt doesent matter to me weather she like me or not, weather she has attraction for me or not because i think about it and i say whats the point to have so much attraction from a chick in high school?
when i see a chick that i like in school , i say " how an i attract this girl " how can i make her like me. And im saying this all the while i have full blast boner. But now that i think about it this theres probley more benefits to not try and build attraction but to just have fun in high school.
Im a guy that doesent want a girlfriend in highschool, i hate the fact of comming to the same school everysingle day seeing the same girl to me it just leads to being less and less spontanious in a way. I like meeting everybody, talking with every chick in the school, flirting with massive kino, but not considered GF and BF just having fun with no crutch of being togeather, Kinda like freinds with benefits but with everybody.
So when i look at an attractive chick and i say " how can i attract this girl to me" im conflicting with what i want to do , have fun
Im just posting this to see if theres any guys out there thinking how im thinking right now.
I just want to have fun in this eduicational prison. Talk and flirt and what ever with chicks but not serious shyt like being togeather, i want to have social freedom in school . Not have a girlfriend and be commited to one girl through out the whole school. I want to be that guy that gives information to he other guy about a chiks hes crushing on because im the guy thats cool with everybody. I dunno that just sounds really fun to me.
then again maybe you can ave a girlfriend and still know alot of chicks?
something happened to day and it made me think. before today, i saw this girl sitting down. I approach her and we start having a great conversation, shes laughing, shes asking me questoons about myself, im giving her kino on her arms her hands her hair shes responding to it. Definite signs of interest is what i thought.
So boom i get her noticing me. I see her in the halls and she gives me that hit when we cross paths, i do the same thing later on and suprise her. Suprise her because im acting all DJish, like i dont really care much for her. Then i see her and she sits next to me, what i immediatly do is start groping her stuff looking in her purse opening her backpack ( dont ask ) I was trying some bullshyt flirting to get some attraction tension going. maybe it was because im nervous because i know this chick has interest and i might have been afraid to see the interest go down. So thats what exactky happens, her body language turns away and eventually she leaves saying some shyt like " ill leave you by your self"
now i could take this as a rejection and maybe its not a rejection. maybe she was just pissed and i added to her day of bull**** by going through her shyt. Maybe it was a rejection and i was trying to hard, but all this shyt doesent matter to me weather she like me or not, weather she has attraction for me or not because i think about it and i say whats the point to have so much attraction from a chick in high school?
when i see a chick that i like in school , i say " how an i attract this girl " how can i make her like me. And im saying this all the while i have full blast boner. But now that i think about it this theres probley more benefits to not try and build attraction but to just have fun in high school.
Im a guy that doesent want a girlfriend in highschool, i hate the fact of comming to the same school everysingle day seeing the same girl to me it just leads to being less and less spontanious in a way. I like meeting everybody, talking with every chick in the school, flirting with massive kino, but not considered GF and BF just having fun with no crutch of being togeather, Kinda like freinds with benefits but with everybody.
So when i look at an attractive chick and i say " how can i attract this girl to me" im conflicting with what i want to do , have fun
Im just posting this to see if theres any guys out there thinking how im thinking right now.
I just want to have fun in this eduicational prison. Talk and flirt and what ever with chicks but not serious shyt like being togeather, i want to have social freedom in school . Not have a girlfriend and be commited to one girl through out the whole school. I want to be that guy that gives information to he other guy about a chiks hes crushing on because im the guy thats cool with everybody. I dunno that just sounds really fun to me.
then again maybe you can ave a girlfriend and still know alot of chicks?