Florida Valentines Day shooting/incels

[Skyline]

I got a nasty case of anxiety, very nasty, when I saw an escort back in December 5, 2014. Almost lost my mind. Vowed never go go back and I've been totally sane ever since. I'm more afraid of a mental break-down that occurs after seeing a strange woman, you don't know, and getting intimate like that, as the number 1 threat to an existential crises. This happened during a divorce and after I served the papers to my ex-wife. Don't know how anyone can see an escort and remain sane afterwards.

The only time I've experienced an anxiety attack was when I ate an edible weed cookie. I'm not a smoker so it hit me extremely hard.

It really does feel like you're loosing your mind and feeling my heartbeat everywhere in my body was something else. Then seeing myself in the mirror was also weird, it was like seeing a slightly different version of yourself- like actually seeing your ego in physical form.

That sucks that you can't see women who sell sexual favors like that. Does this happen with strippers?

 

[corrector]

Race stuff aside, generally, most incels are not interested in using escorts. If a guy is feeling depressed about women not being physically attracted to him, paying for sex doesn’t solve the problem. It may even make the guy feel worse afterwards.

This is very interesting. So paying for sex will not solve *that* problem and would even make said guy feel worst afterwards. The thing is, on a rational level, I didn't feel worst after dealing with the escort or both escorts. If I were to put blinders on the "spiritual component" and just dealt with the momentary physical reaction, I'd say that the escorts I dealt with, Suzy and Bianca, made me feel really like I was attractive to the opposite sex. A high that I would soon get snapped out of until the next Speed Dating event which didn't work out that well. IN fact, if I didn't get a mental break-down I may have become Suzy's regular. She asked my name at the end of the session which indicates she liked me and the madam said I could come back at anytime. The spiritual component was too extreme.

 

[corrector]

The only time I've experienced an anxiety attack was when I ate an edible weed cookie. I'm not a smoker so it hit me extremely hard.

It really does feel like you're loosing your mind and feeling my heartbeat everywhere in my body was something else. Then seeing myself in the mirror was also weird, it was like seeing a slightly different version of yourself- like actually seeing your ego in physical form.

That sucks that you can't see women who sell sexual favors like that. Does this happen with strippers?

I've never been to a strip club or to a massage parlour. I am not sure if an anxiety reaction will occur in that environment, but I have no interest in visiting one. Anything involving human to human contact with an immoral type of women could cause a transference of spirits. If it's just me and the computer screen, then nothing can be transferred since I'm just dealing with a machine and machines can't really have spirits.

I had to lie to my mother and tell her I was going to watch the Interstellar movie on IMAX, and then visited the escort behind her back. She found out the next morning when I had the break-down.

 

[corrector]

1. More angry personal style attacks by you, unfortunately I am not surprised..

Logrolling is not a personal attack, it's a name of a game.

2. 1% of people owned slaves, including blacks that owned slaves. If the war was exvusively over slavery, why did New Jersey have slaves, yet choose to fight for the Union? And why weren't their own slaves freed until well after the war started?

That is not true. The main issue from the South was about slavery. Also, the whole society was built around the slave system. You had the Fugitive Slave Act, Slave Patrols, Slave codes, and facilities that jailed run-away slaves. The whole infrastructure of the south was based on that. You ever hear of the Dred Scott Supreme Court case. You also had people who were kidnapped in America and forged a false identity of a runaway slave and put back into slavery.

The facts don't lie. You should study history yourself and either go to school, or search up on the library or internet rather than listen to what other people tell you.

 

[Mike32ct]

This is very interesting. So paying for sex will not solve *that* problem and would even make said guy feel worst afterwards. The thing is, on a rational level, I didn't feel worst after dealing with the escort or both escorts. If I were to put blinders on the "spiritual component" and just dealt with the momentary physical reaction, I'd say that the escorts I dealt with, Suzy and Bianca, made me feel really like I was attractive to the opposite sex. A high that I would soon get snapped out of until the next Speed Dating event which didn't work out that well. IN fact, if I didn't get a mental break-down I may have become Suzy's regular. She asked my name at the end of the session which indicates she liked me and the madam said I could come back at anytime. The spiritual component was too extreme.

I get what you are saying. My point was that incels want to feel wanted by at least some regular (non-escort) women. But of course every guy is different, and they would respond differently to escort encounters.

It’s certainly true that an escort may genuinely LIKE or prefer a certain client, sort of like a friendzone. Maybe the guy is polite, clean, safe, friendly, funny, etc., but not necessarily good looking. Ok fine. She doesn’t mind his company compared to some other sleezy SOBs she deals with lol. So she butters up her preferred clients. And if they walk away with more confidence, fair enough. That’s good.

My concern is for the guys who might feel worse afterwards because they might feel like nobody (who isn’t paid) would be attracted to them.

So it’s a mixed bag.

 

[user43770]

Logrolling is not a personal attack, it's a name of a game.



That is not true. The main issue from the South was about slavery. Also, the whole society was built around the slave system. You had the Fugitive Slave Act, Slave Patrols, Slave codes, and facilities that jailed run-away slaves. The whole infrastructure of the south was based on that. You ever hear of the Dred Scott Supreme Court case. You also had people who were kidnapped in America and forged a false identity of a runaway slave and put back into slavery.

The facts don't lie. You should study history yourself and either go to school, or search up on the library or internet rather than listen to what other people tell you.

His point was that only the wealthy had slaves. Most people in that time weren't wealthy. The majority of whites were struggling to put food on the table.

 

[corrector]

His point was that only the wealthy had slaves. Most people in that time weren't wealthy. The majority of whites were struggling to put food on the table.

You could mortgage a slave if you couldn't afford one. People sold their slaves in order to pay off debt if they had financial trouble. Maybe a poorer household may have one slave or help/maid rather than a whole plantation of them.

 

[corrector]

1. You're suggesting something is wrong with me by saying "you have a lot of nerve", that is what I am referencing.

2. What did I post that was not true? Everything I stated was a fact.

You need to see a therapist.

 

[PeasantPlayer]

He is white and was adopted by a Cuban family if I'm not mistaken and took on there name

 

[user43770]

You could mortgage a slave if you couldn't afford one. People sold their slaves in order to pay off debt if they had financial trouble. Maybe a poorer household may have one slave or help/maid rather than a whole plantation of them.

My first ancestor in this country fought in the Revolutionary War. I know this because there is a record of his military pension. He didn't own slaves.

My family since then have mostly been teachers, farmers and carpenters. None of them owned slaves.

To suggest that blacks built the infrastructure of the South is ridiculous, and ignores the vast majority of the population that did most of the farming and building, which were poor whites.

To imply that I have some sort of priveledge because of this is laughable. My family came here, worked hard and never asked for a helping hand. Their only priveledge was their health and their ability to work.

You don't see many Asians on welfare, or hear about them being discriminated against, even though they are a small minority of the population. They work hard, don't think of themselves as victims and eventually rise up and succeed.

 

[corrector]

I see "coulds" and "maybes" but no facts supporting your spurious claim.

The 1% owned slaves, if you think the average Joe did, then it is on you to prove that with data.

Yawn.

http://www.history.com/news/history-lists/5-myths-about-slavery

 

[dk1990S111]

She doesn’t like me cuz I’m white!!!!! Racist!!! Going to report her!!!!....nevermind I’ll just swipe left and go about my day

 

[corrector]

My first ancestor in this country fought in the Revolutionary War. I know this because there is a record of his military pension. He didn't own slaves.

My family since then have mostly been teachers, farmers and carpenters. None of them owned slaves.

Okay, I never said 100% of white families owned slaves. I'd say that in some States, the number may have been as high as 49% of white families, but not higher than that.

But it's not just if they are a slave owner or not. Would they give food to a run-away slave and point them in the right direction? Did they look the other way when they saw a black shot or beaten to death by a slave patrol? There is a saying that when good men do nothing then evil triumphs. If your family saw a police officer execute a black civilian in cold blood, would they give the white officer a pass if they sat in the jury?

To suggest that blacks built the infrastructure of the South is ridiculous, and ignores the vast majority of the population that did most of the farming and building, which were poor whites.

I never said 100%. But 1% is also wrong.

To imply that I have some sort of priveledge because of this is laughable. My family came here, worked hard and never asked for a helping hand. Their only priveledge was their health and their ability to work.

Okay. Read this: http://thethirdreconstruction.com/the-doctrine-of-exclusion/
And this too... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dred_Scott

Look at how Blacks are being treated today and how privilege is interwoved throughout your whole system.

You don't see many Asians on welfare, or hear about them being discriminated against, even though they are a small minority of the population. They work hard, don't think of themselves as victims and eventually rise up and succeed.

I don't believe this to be true and think there is a media bias that's portraying most Blacks as being poor. I'll come up with some links later.

 

[corrector]

She doesn’t like me cuz I’m white!!!!! Racist!!! Going to report her!!!!....nevermind I’ll just swipe left and go about my day

She is not an escort. She may not like any Black man, they still have to be compatible. She's looking for a mate. Has nothing to do with it.

Remember we are talking about the incel's last resort, where people are saying that incels won't feel better with escorts anyway.

 

[corrector]

I see a website that does not cite sources. Imagine that.

Something from the History channel is fair enough for this discussion and is not just any website. This is not an essay.