find out ex sent half nudes to porn tumblr account..

[narcissist]

Can someone please calm me down because im about to break no contact.

been 48 days of no contact.

checked her tumblr account after 2 weeks of not checking it

went to random blog that REBLOGED one of her artworks

this tumblr account posts nudes that girls send in

saw a pic of her nails which specifically thanked her tumblr account BY NAME

then scrolled down more and saw her, half nudeish, slutty, same phone and case, same lingerie, same pants, same chair in the background same everything. its her

http://31.media.tumblr.com/e3f3e4fe975d3fbc226795779bdac65f/tumblr_myjka0XueY1tneko7o1_500.jpg

thats the pic...

FVCK im pissed.

she used to be so innocent... i took her virginity. now shes turned into a wh0re.

 

[narcissist]

i may be overreacting. but remember that MANY dirty guys are going to be looking at this pic... and SHE knows that.

im just angry at myself for letting me date such a girl

 

[narcissist]

fvck i just have to realize that im not down to get back with her after i broke up with her for cheating on me...

i have to realize that shes not worth my time and that im the prize and shes is a worthless girl with no self respect.

i must realize that she will prolly sleep with a plethora of guys and her pvssy is going to get rammed hard..

just hard to comprehend the fact that she was such an innocent girl when i first started dating her and i took her virginity and now shes prolly had secks with many dudes who dont give a sh!t about her

this is a CLEAR cut reason why LTR are bullsh!t and the BEST thing to do in ones life is CONSTANTLY be in a state of perfecting oneself and living life becoming the best person you can be..

 

[Dgwizdal]

Let it go brah. Your only going to let this b*tch get a stronger hold on you by reaching out. Laugh it off and control yourself. Your ego is taking a beating right now and that's all. This girl aint even worth it.

 

[narcissist]

i know i just have to calm down.

its crazy how girls can crumble your ego in seconds.

and i have mutiple plates right now too, but one little image fvcks with me
...

i have to chill out.

 

[JoeMarron]

When I read the title I was thinking she put nudes up of you. There's no reason to be pissed about her flaunting herself online. For all you know her innocence routine was just an act. You checked her tumblr which means you violated no contact. Don't do that anymore, act as if she never existed and carry on with your life.

 

[Night-hawk]

just hard to comprehend the fact that she was such an innocent girl when i first started dating her and i took her virginity and now shes prolly had secks with many dudes who dont give a sh!t about her

They always are aren't they:crazy:

this is a CLEAR cut reason why LTR are bullsh!t and the BEST thing to do in ones life is CONSTANTLY be in a state of perfecting oneself and living life becoming the best person you can be..

Use this pain as nectar for your self worth. Her value gets no more nourishment from your hurt. Think how better this will make you for future narcissist.

 

[foreverAFC]

can we see more pics of her

 

[narcissist]

so basically i just site blocked her tumblr, twitter, facebook, and everything related to her and REDIRECTED those sites to SOSUAVE so if i type them in and try to go to them it will redirect me here.

i need to phase this b!tch out of my life. im WAY better off without her, it just hurts like a b!tch to find out shes become a slvt.

i WILL not go on her tumblr anymore

and i WILL eradicate this wh0re out of my life for good.

thank god i didnt contact her.

and as for more pics, id have to go on her tumblr for that, and i NEED to steer myself away from there at ALL COSTS

 

[Greasy Pig]

Good work bro. Stay strong and rise above.
Reacting will only feed her ego and damage yourself.
Don't undo all your good work! Be the best damn man you can be and leave trash in the bin where it fvcking belongs.

 

[VladPatton]

This is all your fault, man. It doesn't matter what she does. It doesn't matter if she becomes the world's #1 porn star. Once you finish with a girl you have to delete all forms of contact (FB, Twitter, Tumblr, cell number, all of it!). And for your own sanity, stop creepin on her stuff, you're only gonna loose sleep, since you clearly are not over her.

Move on man, eliminate her from your mind.

 

[Atom Smasher]

She was a whor even before you took her virginity. She didn't change... rather, that which was already germinating inside her was deployed when she reached a certain age.

Don't think for a second that she used to be so innocent. The potential was always there, just waiting to be released.

You're a lot better off without her. Right now you're mourning what you wanted to think she was, not what she actually is. Good job on the redirects. Stay strong. You're experiencing the hardest part right now, and it will get better.

 

[narcissist]

Good work bro. Stay strong and rise above.
Reacting will only feed her ego and damage yourself.
Don't undo all your good work! Be the best damn man you can be and leave trash in the bin where it fvcking belongs.

this right here is everything i need to hear man, thanks

i love the fact that i know all this sh!t already but applying it when something like this happens to you is HARD as sh!t.. i just felt like hyperventilating, especially when i found out she cheated on me.

to vladpatton:

yeah i agree with you 100% its my fault that i keep fvcking going to her social media and feeding the fire, when i should be dropping this stupid wh0re and doing my own thing. the funny thing is i didnt even sleep last night until 6 am because i couldnt stop thinking about this.

and for 3 weeks prior to last night i slept like a baby, funny how one thing can set my EGO off like that..

to Atom:

your are also absolutely right. the signs were there

she has told me multiple times she started touching herself when she was in grade 5!!! such a young age for a girl. so i think your right. she was always a wh0re i just brought it out of her. another sign was that after i took her virginity she was down to do ANYTHING in bed, choking, an*l, handcuffs, literally anything you can think of.

so i should have known from the start..

im going to place all the blame on myself for this one because the signs were theres and i should have more will power to not go on this b!tches social media because shes a slvt and not worthy of my time.

thanks everyone

 

[narcissist]

but i will admit this sh!t has got me going off the railings looooooool

as much as my rational mind tells me it "shouldnt bother me and move on your a boss"

my emotional state of mind is itching to rip this b!tch apart

is there any way i can deal with the emotional state of mind so i can get back to my rational side?

 

[pdx1138]

^^ you have to distract yourself...by any means necessary.

It will be one of the hardest things you'll ever do, but you
have to for self respect.

 

[Lotus Effect]

Man, I've told this once in the past, and I'm telling you this again!

It is good that you use this redirect stuff. It's safe!

But instead of doing so, you just have to be strong and DO NOT EVER check anything about her anymore!

It will serve you for the best if you know you can handle your own sh*t instead of being dependent in something else!

It is like a drug dude! You will not get clean even if you are not smoking, but you are still rolling the joint!

Be strong! I have not blocked anything from my ex. The only thing I've done was unfriend her! I just know deep down that I will never see anything I will like by checking her social media!

So instead of being a wuss and block stuff. Just have good old backbone and will, and don't check nothing about her! It won't ever do you any good!

The NC Rule, as I've stated before, is not 2 months, 3 months, whatever. It is for the rest of your life. You got closure? Yay!! You haven't? Too bad!!
Checking her stuff will not going to help you in any way.

So you don't contact her. At all! Never again! Not in real life, not online, not anywhere! As some dude above said. It does not matter if she become the #1 porn star in the world, as long as you don't have any kind of contact, it will not affect you, and thus, it won't hurt you!

What the eyes can't see, the heart can't feel!

 

[MM92]

Can someone please calm me down because im about to break no contact.

been 48 days of no contact.

checked her tumblr account after 2 weeks of not checking it

went to random blog that REBLOGED one of her artworks

this tumblr account posts nudes that girls send in

saw a pic of her nails which specifically thanked her tumblr account BY NAME

then scrolled down more and saw her, half nudeish, slutty, same phone and case, same lingerie, same pants, same chair in the background same everything. its her

http://31.media.tumblr.com/e3f3e4fe975d3fbc226795779bdac65f/tumblr_myjka0XueY1tneko7o1_500.jpg

thats the pic...

FVCK im pissed.

she used to be so innocent... i took her virginity. now shes turned into a wh0re.

dem feels. trust me when I say this happens more often than not

 

[TheVirtualMind]

That's considered a slutty pic? Wow...Guess I should tell all those females I know that post pics like that because they are trying to lose some fat and get some abs going that they are doing slutty things...Hope their bf's aren't mad.

Also, if you are doing "no contact" to begin with, then obviously there was something up in the first place. Why does it matter what she is doing now? Do you go find out how your old job is doing after you left?

 

[MM92]

She was a whor even before you took her virginity. She didn't change... rather, that which was already germinating inside her was deployed when she reached a certain age.

Don't think for a second that she used to be so innocent. The potential was always there, just waiting to be released.

You're a lot better off without her. Right now you're mourning what you wanted to think she was, not what she actually is. Good job on the redirects. Stay strong. You're experiencing the hardest part right now, and it will get better.

Absolutely correct. If only I had you around 3 years ago to tell me this **** I wouldn't have gotten myself in such a mess.

 

[foreverAFC]

OP sounds like a psychopath, some of you really dont deserve to get any women at all