Fell for a chick

[firstbornunicorn]

I've mentioned her on here before. And well, haven't seen her for a month, and even though I've banged others in the meantime, I just cannot get her out of my head or even my dreams.

There's too much distance between us and I dunno when or if I will see her again (which I'm sure adds to the attraction because brains are just meat with electricity in them and prone to illogical BS).

Probably taking a break from dating/sex until I meet someone that I can be fully present with and not have this other one on my mind.

On the one hand I don't like it, but on the other it's nice to know I can still feel this.

 

[firstbornunicorn]

Enjoy it - but don't let it hamper you. If it's something you're deriving pleasure from, it's a good thing. If it feels like it's dragging you down, that's something else.

Is this a girl you banged or more of a puppy love type thing?

It's actually productive. Makes me wanna play music and sing and stuff. Can't not smile when thinking of her. But also trying to not think too much and just letting things happen. Maybe we meet, maybe we don't. We both want to but just have other things going on.

Oh we've had sex, really good sex. She was naturally submissive from the start and triggered something in me. A lot of male/female polarity going on.