I tried to keep this out of this forum. It's a old problem but I never tried to ask advice about it here. But now the situation got a little out of control and I don't have another option, as no one I know could possibly give me unbiased advice about this issue. I will try to be as clear as possible, but my head start spinning so fast when I'm talking about this I'm sure I'll sound confused. Try to follow, please.
My father, who (not so) suddenly died, left my family with some financial problems. We have debts, but assets too, and with proper management we can (within a reasonable amount of time) pay all the debts and sacrifice only a few assets.
What is the deal, then? My mother. Since I was born we have a VERY strained relationship. She always wanted to took away my masculinity, shamed every little bit of confidence I displayed, and ALWAYS try to dominate me and dictate what I "ought" to be doing. This was long before my father died.
By law, she is the one entitled to manage the stuff. And here lies the problem...
She spends WAY too much money on things we shouldn't EVER be spending on. I'm not going to say what, but be sure it has NOTHING to do with the problem at hand. Try to call her on it, madness awaits.
I want to give up on it, I don't know, get a job or something... and get out of here as soon as I can, but it's not that easy. If she does a poor job managing the stuff, I will be paying. And without my help I'm sure the situation is gonna get REAL WORST. She does a poor job with money. On the other hand, if I keep trying, I'm going to get flamed every now and then, for whatever reason, usually when I try to stop her from spending on useless things.
I really don't know. If I'm to follow DJ advice I would surely think me and just me and do what I please, but even if I follow this I would get confused too, after all I can't get away without penalties (again, if she does sh1t with the stuff and the debt gets bigger, I'm going to pay). But if I continue, hell... I feel like an idiot. I can't live my own life. It's always family stuff, family this family that... I'm tired. I can't be an individual, always have to get the FAMILY STUFF into my schedule... I'm only 20 GOD DAMN IT! Can I just focus on my OWN life? I almost got kicked out of college because I was too busy doing family stuff and got poor grades... I feel like I am married at 20, with a nagging wife (my mother) who demands I do stuff for her and bring material goods, great financial situation AND get nothing back (pretty much what she did with my father)... but me? I still don't even know what I am going to do with my OWN life!
I'm, for the first time since I am on this forum, really sad. Advice please.
My father, who (not so) suddenly died, left my family with some financial problems. We have debts, but assets too, and with proper management we can (within a reasonable amount of time) pay all the debts and sacrifice only a few assets.
What is the deal, then? My mother. Since I was born we have a VERY strained relationship. She always wanted to took away my masculinity, shamed every little bit of confidence I displayed, and ALWAYS try to dominate me and dictate what I "ought" to be doing. This was long before my father died.
By law, she is the one entitled to manage the stuff. And here lies the problem...
She spends WAY too much money on things we shouldn't EVER be spending on. I'm not going to say what, but be sure it has NOTHING to do with the problem at hand. Try to call her on it, madness awaits.
I want to give up on it, I don't know, get a job or something... and get out of here as soon as I can, but it's not that easy. If she does a poor job managing the stuff, I will be paying. And without my help I'm sure the situation is gonna get REAL WORST. She does a poor job with money. On the other hand, if I keep trying, I'm going to get flamed every now and then, for whatever reason, usually when I try to stop her from spending on useless things.
I really don't know. If I'm to follow DJ advice I would surely think me and just me and do what I please, but even if I follow this I would get confused too, after all I can't get away without penalties (again, if she does sh1t with the stuff and the debt gets bigger, I'm going to pay). But if I continue, hell... I feel like an idiot. I can't live my own life. It's always family stuff, family this family that... I'm tired. I can't be an individual, always have to get the FAMILY STUFF into my schedule... I'm only 20 GOD DAMN IT! Can I just focus on my OWN life? I almost got kicked out of college because I was too busy doing family stuff and got poor grades... I feel like I am married at 20, with a nagging wife (my mother) who demands I do stuff for her and bring material goods, great financial situation AND get nothing back (pretty much what she did with my father)... but me? I still don't even know what I am going to do with my OWN life!
I'm, for the first time since I am on this forum, really sad. Advice please.