I was just involved a headwrecker game. Mental Chess. Beatiful and crazy.
Did I win? Yes and no.I failed but triumphed mentally. I nexted the immortal goddess. She was devastated! Read on...
What follows is the story of my many failures and brilliant comeback:
It was date 2 with China plate, an aesthetic 10. An 'appearing' mid 20's goddess to the male sex.She took a an hour
train to my city to make the date.
We met at lunch time in the city where we went to a lounge/restaurant for a bite to eat. I had a ****tail,
she had a soft drink which she disliked and did not drink. I ordered my food, she complained about this and that
and eventually gave the waitress a headache of 'on the side' have you got this and that etc. High Maintenance, which I
outed immediately.She agreed. COnversation was pleasant, mild flirting. All was good.I paid for the meal
because she had been through a tough time recently with the death of one of her family members.
We then moved on to my place, She complained about how cold my flat was and that was was a clean freak.
I kept things light. We really we wanted somewhere quiet to talk and discuss 'class notes'. We are both adult learners.
This was abandoned after a while where we developed really deep rapport. This was very intimate
and she admitted she was very shy and she was difficult to read and listened more than she talked. I allowed myself to
be vulnerable and spoke of days when i had no confidence and how i used to be shy but now it is blazing. All was good.
And we were on the same wave length.Although I didnt know if she had low interest or was just blatantly shy.
We got close and I went for the kiss. She did not reciprocate but smiled and told me i was naughty and to behave
I laughed it off as it was playful.I assumed this was part of the game of her playing hard to get, testing me.
I was saying, "do i make you nervous?" with a grin. She would just smile. I tried dancing with her and lifting her up and trying again
several times, which i did but she still seemed really shy. She said she was really comfortable with me
and that she could open up with me like no one else. She did moan about all her past partners were psychos and how
she was always having problems with her friends, fighting and so on. Tactics: I then 'broke up with her as friends'
I told her we would never be friends again. All relationships have to end i said. This left us in limbo, I tried to
force her hand. I rejected her on a subtle level. I dont want you as a friend.
She then admitted that she really liked me but this not followed up with anything further.We then left and went to the best
****tail bar in the city. She complained that the ****tails were not ordinary classics. We ordered and then left
not even finishing our drinks.She moaned about the staff when i couldnt see anything wrong with the staff, thought
they were nice but she thought they were nasty? I was having serious doubts at this stage with her mental state.
We walked down the high street, she was moaning about this and that and she was cold so wanted to buy a jacket.
We ended up going through a number of shops so that she could buy one. I played the 'were married' game using
ok honey you know how much i hate shopping. I bantered with shopping assistants and it was fun. I kept it light
but was secretly thinking what am I doing with this chick. This continued and i was making her laugh so much that
she lost it and started getting really 'manic' in the middle of the store. Shealmost wet herself. I picked fun at her
calling her biploar and told her i thought she was nuts. She agreed and didnt know what was wrong with her.I then told
her that "i am divorcing you". I cant be your husband anymore. She found this really fun. But this was another tactic.
I was subtly rejecting her again but she didnt see it.
We found another ****tail bar and it was quiet which she moaned about. We started drinking and she QUICKLY got drunk
but admitted she was just really opinionated. BS, she was drunk. When she went to the toilet, the bar man was like
she's nuts, a bit drunk.
We started talking about sex and but she was not as open as I was to discuss it, she was still shy and called me weak for thinking about it. I disagreed.
I said it was a natural thing. She continued to spill her drinks. And I became more frustrated at her getting drunk.
She started getting loud and confident. Leaning over the table licking her straw and blowing kisses at me,
she was teasing me with her body and lips, she knew i wanted her. I was like " oh my god you are so gorgeous"
she told me how she hated compliments but that she was now feeling really horny and acting all provcative.
Throughout this exchange she was telling me how much attention she gets from guys and how much she hates it
and that she loves how I get her on the inside. I thought this was good. But then she started playing with her phone
and insiting she was waiting on a call from her family member.
At this point she kept going outside and trying to call her. She would be outside for 10-15 mins at a time. Whilst
also chatting to several guys whilst out there.
Now, I'm not the jealous type but I was getting annoyed at 'waiting around' for her during the day. She did this a few times and
on the last time must have been outside for over half an hour, and kept coming back up to the window geturing she would
be a couple of minutes.
At this point the group of guys in the corner, near the window (the guys whom she had been talking to) were looking over
at me again and shouting across at me saying 'is that your bird' they all looked shady. I was like, 'whats she doing?'
So i got up and took my empty glass to the bar, she was chatting to this guy looking all cozy, whilst i was sat there like
an AFC. I got the bill, paid and walked out, past her and this guy.
She shouted my name as I walked off, i came back and she was like, where are you going. "i'm going, i'm off, i've
been waiting around for you for ages, see ya" - she said she was really upset, I walked off.
She texted me a few hours later telling me she was in hospital as she had a fall. And that i had made
things awkward, blaming me as she had come to see me from another city. I replied that i was sorry to hear
that. I then initiated NC.
Conclusion: She was an absolute tease, probably just after attention. I royally messed up, acted AFC at times but empowered myself with rejecting her on a few occassions and ultimately walking away from her bipolar-like actions. Which was super confusing, there were endless mixed messages and tests. I woke up today feeling really great about it - My happiness is way more important than to wait around for some weirdo to figure out if she likes me or not.
Was she trying to make me jealous, was she playing games? Was she playing hard to get? Was she just messed up? Most likely.
Did I win? Yes and no.I failed but triumphed mentally. I nexted the immortal goddess. She was devastated! Read on...
What follows is the story of my many failures and brilliant comeback:
It was date 2 with China plate, an aesthetic 10. An 'appearing' mid 20's goddess to the male sex.She took a an hour
train to my city to make the date.
We met at lunch time in the city where we went to a lounge/restaurant for a bite to eat. I had a ****tail,
she had a soft drink which she disliked and did not drink. I ordered my food, she complained about this and that
and eventually gave the waitress a headache of 'on the side' have you got this and that etc. High Maintenance, which I
outed immediately.She agreed. COnversation was pleasant, mild flirting. All was good.I paid for the meal
because she had been through a tough time recently with the death of one of her family members.
We then moved on to my place, She complained about how cold my flat was and that was was a clean freak.
I kept things light. We really we wanted somewhere quiet to talk and discuss 'class notes'. We are both adult learners.
This was abandoned after a while where we developed really deep rapport. This was very intimate
and she admitted she was very shy and she was difficult to read and listened more than she talked. I allowed myself to
be vulnerable and spoke of days when i had no confidence and how i used to be shy but now it is blazing. All was good.
And we were on the same wave length.Although I didnt know if she had low interest or was just blatantly shy.
We got close and I went for the kiss. She did not reciprocate but smiled and told me i was naughty and to behave
I laughed it off as it was playful.I assumed this was part of the game of her playing hard to get, testing me.
I was saying, "do i make you nervous?" with a grin. She would just smile. I tried dancing with her and lifting her up and trying again
several times, which i did but she still seemed really shy. She said she was really comfortable with me
and that she could open up with me like no one else. She did moan about all her past partners were psychos and how
she was always having problems with her friends, fighting and so on. Tactics: I then 'broke up with her as friends'
I told her we would never be friends again. All relationships have to end i said. This left us in limbo, I tried to
force her hand. I rejected her on a subtle level. I dont want you as a friend.
She then admitted that she really liked me but this not followed up with anything further.We then left and went to the best
****tail bar in the city. She complained that the ****tails were not ordinary classics. We ordered and then left
not even finishing our drinks.She moaned about the staff when i couldnt see anything wrong with the staff, thought
they were nice but she thought they were nasty? I was having serious doubts at this stage with her mental state.
We walked down the high street, she was moaning about this and that and she was cold so wanted to buy a jacket.
We ended up going through a number of shops so that she could buy one. I played the 'were married' game using
ok honey you know how much i hate shopping. I bantered with shopping assistants and it was fun. I kept it light
but was secretly thinking what am I doing with this chick. This continued and i was making her laugh so much that
she lost it and started getting really 'manic' in the middle of the store. Shealmost wet herself. I picked fun at her
calling her biploar and told her i thought she was nuts. She agreed and didnt know what was wrong with her.I then told
her that "i am divorcing you". I cant be your husband anymore. She found this really fun. But this was another tactic.
I was subtly rejecting her again but she didnt see it.
We found another ****tail bar and it was quiet which she moaned about. We started drinking and she QUICKLY got drunk
but admitted she was just really opinionated. BS, she was drunk. When she went to the toilet, the bar man was like
she's nuts, a bit drunk.
We started talking about sex and but she was not as open as I was to discuss it, she was still shy and called me weak for thinking about it. I disagreed.
I said it was a natural thing. She continued to spill her drinks. And I became more frustrated at her getting drunk.
She started getting loud and confident. Leaning over the table licking her straw and blowing kisses at me,
she was teasing me with her body and lips, she knew i wanted her. I was like " oh my god you are so gorgeous"
she told me how she hated compliments but that she was now feeling really horny and acting all provcative.
Throughout this exchange she was telling me how much attention she gets from guys and how much she hates it
and that she loves how I get her on the inside. I thought this was good. But then she started playing with her phone
and insiting she was waiting on a call from her family member.
At this point she kept going outside and trying to call her. She would be outside for 10-15 mins at a time. Whilst
also chatting to several guys whilst out there.
Now, I'm not the jealous type but I was getting annoyed at 'waiting around' for her during the day. She did this a few times and
on the last time must have been outside for over half an hour, and kept coming back up to the window geturing she would
be a couple of minutes.
At this point the group of guys in the corner, near the window (the guys whom she had been talking to) were looking over
at me again and shouting across at me saying 'is that your bird' they all looked shady. I was like, 'whats she doing?'
So i got up and took my empty glass to the bar, she was chatting to this guy looking all cozy, whilst i was sat there like
an AFC. I got the bill, paid and walked out, past her and this guy.
She shouted my name as I walked off, i came back and she was like, where are you going. "i'm going, i'm off, i've
been waiting around for you for ages, see ya" - she said she was really upset, I walked off.
She texted me a few hours later telling me she was in hospital as she had a fall. And that i had made
things awkward, blaming me as she had come to see me from another city. I replied that i was sorry to hear
that. I then initiated NC.
Conclusion: She was an absolute tease, probably just after attention. I royally messed up, acted AFC at times but empowered myself with rejecting her on a few occassions and ultimately walking away from her bipolar-like actions. Which was super confusing, there were endless mixed messages and tests. I woke up today feeling really great about it - My happiness is way more important than to wait around for some weirdo to figure out if she likes me or not.
Was she trying to make me jealous, was she playing games? Was she playing hard to get? Was she just messed up? Most likely.
