So it's been 3 weeks since we called it off. I declined her "friends" meet up for drinks after that. Been in no contact for 3 weeks or so. Slept with 4 different girls, one spent last weekend with me, had sex several times and gave me the best oral I'd received in over a year...3 times in 2 days. Cooked breakfast for me, everything. Even went out tonight talked to some new girls. Have the one from last weekend coming back over Saturday.
It doesn't even matter. My ex is constantly on my mind like hourly. I haven't contacted her but want to. I know I shouldn't. It's so damn hard. I fell in love with this girl. Probably the second girl I've ever admitted it to. She loved me too, just lost the feeling that she was IN love with me. She over thought so much stuff in the relationship.
Man this sucks. I guess the logical thing to do is stay in no contact and hope the feeling goes away. Previously I've always forgot about my EXs by dating a girl hotter then the last but it's going to be very hard to find one hotter then this one. I know that's weak talk but really guys. She was the kind of girl when you walk in any place at all and every head turns and is looking at her and at you and you know they're jealous. Blonde, 5,9 (I'm 6'2) very nice body and very pretty face. Great personality to match it. God my life seems horrible at times!
It doesn't even matter. My ex is constantly on my mind like hourly. I haven't contacted her but want to. I know I shouldn't. It's so damn hard. I fell in love with this girl. Probably the second girl I've ever admitted it to. She loved me too, just lost the feeling that she was IN love with me. She over thought so much stuff in the relationship.
Man this sucks. I guess the logical thing to do is stay in no contact and hope the feeling goes away. Previously I've always forgot about my EXs by dating a girl hotter then the last but it's going to be very hard to find one hotter then this one. I know that's weak talk but really guys. She was the kind of girl when you walk in any place at all and every head turns and is looking at her and at you and you know they're jealous. Blonde, 5,9 (I'm 6'2) very nice body and very pretty face. Great personality to match it. God my life seems horrible at times!
