Everything feels wrong..

[oakraiderz2]

Everytime i get a boost of confidence and try to make things work how i want, i always end up sinking. I have a feeling that my friends talk about me and make rumors and ****. I barely have no money cause i have to pay rent for a place i dont want to live. When i go to work i get the vibe that most of the people dont like me. My roomate who i suspect of starting rumors works there which explains that. Hearing people i work with talk about me and treat me like sh*t gets old real fast. I feel like i have nothing. This is me just complaing, this is me getting tired of EVERYTHING around me with no way to esacpe it. I try to talk more, but me trying obviously isnt enough. Its hard to keep trying when you get no real positive results. I try to be positive about things but that can only last so long with nothing goin right. These are all my problems with solutions that i dont have. All i want to do is runaway from it all but thats a problem in itself.

 

[MyNameIsTaken]

Quick! Use this!

http://img68.exs.cx/img68/3706/beretta3ru.jpg



Just point it at your temple, and pull the trigger. Your troubles will be all over with.

 

[oakraiderz2]

Originally posted by MyNameIsTaken
Quick! Use this!

http://img68.exs.cx/img68/3706/beretta3ru.jpg



Just point it at your temple, and pull the trigger. Your troubles will be all over with.

Thanks for the help guy. You should take your own advice.

 

[Bling]

Why can't you move? You're 18, right?

 

[oakraiderz2]

Originally posted by Bling
Why can't you move? You're 18, right?

I suppose i can. I wanna go to florida and if i do that my parents wouldnt help me or support the idea. I wouldnt be able to go to school cause i wouldnt be able to afford it. My goal is to save up 7,000$ so i can leave.

 

[SchuhSohle]

No ... escaping doesn't work like that.
You need to analyze the situation and change it.
If you just move away it won't be different there because you will be the same.
After school I started fresh two times and always ended up in the same situation.
People didn't see me as a loser because I had the attitude ...
but since I wasn't active (never learned how to be active) I didn't get to know anybody.

Show the others that they should take you seriously.
Take yourself seriously. Change ... and their behaviour will change, too.

Usually if people don't like you there is something seriously wrong with how you behave.
Maybe the vibe that you get is wrong?
Have you talked to the people who maybe talk about you?
Maybe ask them what your roommate talks about you.
You might be surprised of what they have to say ...

As long as you see yourself as a victim ... you'll look like a victim.
And they will see you as a victim and treat you accordingly.