Not that bad, but yes. I used to go after young hotties, but when I seen them years later, it was like "eh..." Funny thing... I'd turn down / avoid older, former hotties (you could just tell) in favor of the younger ones who were pretty much the exact same thing. And I'd do it with those former younger girls who have now aged, as well. HA HA.
But I see people who USED to be attractive - not one's I necessarily dated, or were into - and now look like ****. Almost EVERYONE gained weight, had kids, into drugs and alcohol, and just went off the deep end. Not that they weren't always this way - it just finally caught up to them. They're still crazy, miserable, and drama-obsessed as always. Going to bars, whoring around, being jerks, talking about getting laid and drunk... They'll never change.
Hotties still definitely have it better, though. Some of those decently attractive girls look like complete **** now.
But I don't see or hear from any of them anymore, since Fakebook was deleted, and my phone got disconnected / destroyed. **** the past, and all those fake losers in it.
Not that I should talk... Gained weight, became crazy, suffered from major depression, became a recluse, hated life, etc, as a result of bad choices and a shallow lifestyle. But there's been improvements, and I feel better than when I was considered good looking and cool. Once I get back in shape, get a life, don't associate with losers or *******s, and feel good about myself - things are going to be AWESOME. None of that shallow, egotistical, immature, low self esteem, weak nice guy doormat pushover ****. No more bars or parties or dumb skanks, either. And no one here really knows me, so it's a fresh start. Reborn again, *****es. :woo:
But there's definitely been a lot of missed chances that I don't regret - now that I'm more mature and realize all these things that I didn't before - as they were happening at the time. All of those people were garbage, so I didn't miss anything, and am glad to not have been fully accepted for being different. Could be into all that **** still - fully into it.
Should've still ****ed a lot of those girls, but oh well. I'm definitely faring a lot better than all those dysfunctional ******* players did, and still remained true. God's got this under control.
