Hey guys, I recently posted about a breakup i went through.
Now I'm at the point where we have cut off contact with each other, no phone talking in over a week and so on. But the problem is that i find myself checking her myspace page or just seeing if she is online for no reason. I worry about her when she isn't home. I wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep. I wake up early and do whatever i can to stay busy but it doesn't seem to help. I keep dwelling and obsessing over her.
My "oneitis" is raging hardcore. AFC behavior is coming to the surface.
She moved right down the street from me into an apartment and i find myself driving by to "just see". Not that I'm a stalker or anything but thats just an example of my stupid behavior as of late.
I am going out, and i have met new people. But all that only lasts until 1-2 in the morning then my mind is back to her.
I keep holding onto that small morsel of hope that we will get back together. Yet I know that it has faded into almost nothing, and i still hold on. She treated me like an idiot for while, and now im sitting here thinking i am an idiot because I love her so much.
How do i stop obsessing?? I have to do something this isn't healthy. Should i delete her myspace and messenger accounts?
Thanks ahead for input.
Now I'm at the point where we have cut off contact with each other, no phone talking in over a week and so on. But the problem is that i find myself checking her myspace page or just seeing if she is online for no reason. I worry about her when she isn't home. I wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep. I wake up early and do whatever i can to stay busy but it doesn't seem to help. I keep dwelling and obsessing over her.
My "oneitis" is raging hardcore. AFC behavior is coming to the surface.
She moved right down the street from me into an apartment and i find myself driving by to "just see". Not that I'm a stalker or anything but thats just an example of my stupid behavior as of late.
I am going out, and i have met new people. But all that only lasts until 1-2 in the morning then my mind is back to her.
I keep holding onto that small morsel of hope that we will get back together. Yet I know that it has faded into almost nothing, and i still hold on. She treated me like an idiot for while, and now im sitting here thinking i am an idiot because I love her so much.
How do i stop obsessing?? I have to do something this isn't healthy. Should i delete her myspace and messenger accounts?
Thanks ahead for input.
