AttackFormation
Master Don Juan
Talked with a friend a couple of weeks ago, we went over the past at a party. She was saying "ewwww" at how she went to bed with some guy who was "short... and ugly
" and when I asked her why she did it if he was so repulsive she basically said she was drunk (she tried to f*ck another guy before that but he was a nervous virgin and couldn't get it up).
I remember back in the day when I thought girls were like a stone, if you wanted it to get anywhere you would have to move it yourself (frankly I still believe this). I thought guys like him got laid and got around with the girls because they were so good with women and women liked them, that they were "better" than I was. I had no idea how easy it really was to get laid (I still don't) and was nervous about having to be/behave attractive enough to make girls somehow want to have sex with me - I didn't think girls' desire for sex was innate. Makes you understand why plying girls with alcohol has been such a priority all the time. I still don't really get the concept of girls going out just looking for c0ck nor how they don't care about and/or forget about it later and don't want more from the encounter than that.
What's the matter? I feel like I'm being lied to when I get told the "official" version about girls and sex the more I learn, not because I don't think the story I've been told doesn't make sense but because other stories/experiences contradict it. And by story, I don't mean someone sat me down when I was 8 and built up a lie - I mean all the things you've absorbed and processed from what you hear/read/to a much lesser degree see over the years. I'm not talking about a total red pill realisation, just about this. I know the same goes for men who wouldn't want to look at what they took to bed when they were drunk, but I thought women weren't like that and only loosened up to the guys they already wanted to f*ck anyway.
I remember back in the day when I thought girls were like a stone, if you wanted it to get anywhere you would have to move it yourself (frankly I still believe this). I thought guys like him got laid and got around with the girls because they were so good with women and women liked them, that they were "better" than I was. I had no idea how easy it really was to get laid (I still don't) and was nervous about having to be/behave attractive enough to make girls somehow want to have sex with me - I didn't think girls' desire for sex was innate. Makes you understand why plying girls with alcohol has been such a priority all the time. I still don't really get the concept of girls going out just looking for c0ck nor how they don't care about and/or forget about it later and don't want more from the encounter than that.
What's the matter? I feel like I'm being lied to when I get told the "official" version about girls and sex the more I learn, not because I don't think the story I've been told doesn't make sense but because other stories/experiences contradict it. And by story, I don't mean someone sat me down when I was 8 and built up a lie - I mean all the things you've absorbed and processed from what you hear/read/to a much lesser degree see over the years. I'm not talking about a total red pill realisation, just about this. I know the same goes for men who wouldn't want to look at what they took to bed when they were drunk, but I thought women weren't like that and only loosened up to the guys they already wanted to f*ck anyway.
