Hi all, It's been a while since I posted. Well, to make a long story short. LOL! My former DJ and I are seeing eachother tonight. I haven't seen him in two or so months. I have begun dating others and happy about it. Actually, happy to be single! Why stress over just one guy, you know. Anyhoo,
He claims to really, really miss me. He has called and called and called. Even when he was on business out of the country.. And again late last night.
Probably just looking for some booty but I sincerely, think we care for one another. I mean we saw eachother for 7 months or so. ALbeit mainly for sex and I was taken big time. Never did get a straight answer from him about a lot of things. Drove me nuts and I still want to know but whatever
. Anyhow, I am seeing him in a couple hours. Going to look very very nice. Want to make him pant ANyways, I am very nervous tho... I am not sure how I will feel. Or how he will. I mean why hasn't he just moved on. I mean he continues to call me even though we haven't had sex for over 2 months. We have talked on the phone and stuff but not seen eachother since.
Was this a mistake. Too late Will I get sucked back into it. Can I just act like his friend. Do I make him suffer a little and tease him to death and then smile and leave. Don't give him an inch. If he wants me so badly, he is going to have to earn my trust the second time around.Sorry, this sounds very mean but at one point he really hurt me and I am just now going to see just how far I have come and learned from this experience. I mean he is the biggest player on the planet!!!! Can I laugh about the whole ordeal with him and tease him about being a player . I dont plan on doing anything sexual with him. He needs to earn a place back in my life. And well, I am happy dating others and just hope he and I can remain friends. I am not sure I will even want him again, you know. TIme has a way of healing things.
Not sure what I am asking this for? Just nervous. I mean it't taken me a long time to get over this and I am scared to see him again. Eek.. Anyhow, hope all is well with everyone on here.
Life is all good and keeping happy and busy. Thanks.
Oh yeah, My ? is how to respond to him. I never have got a straight answer from him. Can I just have fun, be vague and let him do all the talking and let him lead. I am just out for a drink and some dinner and to catch up with an old friend. He originally wanted to come to my place. I said of course, no no no... We'll see... strange.
Like usual, I am rambling! Thanks again!
He claims to really, really miss me. He has called and called and called. Even when he was on business out of the country.. And again late last night.
Probably just looking for some booty but I sincerely, think we care for one another. I mean we saw eachother for 7 months or so. ALbeit mainly for sex and I was taken big time. Never did get a straight answer from him about a lot of things. Drove me nuts and I still want to know but whatever
. Anyhow, I am seeing him in a couple hours. Going to look very very nice. Want to make him pant ANyways, I am very nervous tho... I am not sure how I will feel. Or how he will. I mean why hasn't he just moved on. I mean he continues to call me even though we haven't had sex for over 2 months. We have talked on the phone and stuff but not seen eachother since.
Was this a mistake. Too late Will I get sucked back into it. Can I just act like his friend. Do I make him suffer a little and tease him to death and then smile and leave. Don't give him an inch. If he wants me so badly, he is going to have to earn my trust the second time around.Sorry, this sounds very mean but at one point he really hurt me and I am just now going to see just how far I have come and learned from this experience. I mean he is the biggest player on the planet!!!! Can I laugh about the whole ordeal with him and tease him about being a player . I dont plan on doing anything sexual with him. He needs to earn a place back in my life. And well, I am happy dating others and just hope he and I can remain friends. I am not sure I will even want him again, you know. TIme has a way of healing things.
Not sure what I am asking this for? Just nervous. I mean it't taken me a long time to get over this and I am scared to see him again. Eek.. Anyhow, hope all is well with everyone on here.
Life is all good and keeping happy and busy. Thanks.
Oh yeah, My ? is how to respond to him. I never have got a straight answer from him. Can I just have fun, be vague and let him do all the talking and let him lead. I am just out for a drink and some dinner and to catch up with an old friend. He originally wanted to come to my place. I said of course, no no no... We'll see... strange.
Like usual, I am rambling! Thanks again!