Pzzy is a distraction.
I speak only for myself. For the last month or so I've been hooking up with this chic while digging my well (working on my business) and working a day job. Shes decent. 30s. Average. 1 kid. A little chubby. Fantastic in bed.
But she's a distraction.
Why? Because I'm 1k from being debt free. I'm 3 months from finishing all the ground work on my businesses. I'm swamped at work. I need to spend time with my daughter. I'm getting a few models asking for me to shoot them and landing a few paid gigs. My parents are in their 70s and I'm trying to spend more time with them. Every moment I spend with her, I'm not spending on things I want and I need to do. So she gets 1 day a week for a couple of hours during the week when I have time.
She's a deception.
She knows all of this, she always brings me food, gives me a massages and treats me like a king in bed. She is putting in work. Anything I want I get. This is not who she is. This is who she wants me to fall in love with. That will get off of my mission. She keeps pushing for us to do things publicly together. Right now all we do is hang out, watch a movie and bang. I usually go to work after she leaves. This won't last long. Pretty soon she'll start pushing harder and eventually she will come to a breaking point. She's already joking that I better not be sleeping with anyone else. I joke about my 5 girlfriends which she hates. I refuse to give her my weekend. Friday nights are pool and drinks with the boys, Saturday nights are with my daughter. Sundays are week prep for the next week.
The end game? The end game is that at some point she will realize that this is as good as it's going to get and she's gonna move on. Knowing that, I'm not investing anything. In fact I'm lining up two possible replacements.
I speak only for myself. For the last month or so I've been hooking up with this chic while digging my well (working on my business) and working a day job. Shes decent. 30s. Average. 1 kid. A little chubby. Fantastic in bed.
But she's a distraction.
Why? Because I'm 1k from being debt free. I'm 3 months from finishing all the ground work on my businesses. I'm swamped at work. I need to spend time with my daughter. I'm getting a few models asking for me to shoot them and landing a few paid gigs. My parents are in their 70s and I'm trying to spend more time with them. Every moment I spend with her, I'm not spending on things I want and I need to do. So she gets 1 day a week for a couple of hours during the week when I have time.
She's a deception.
She knows all of this, she always brings me food, gives me a massages and treats me like a king in bed. She is putting in work. Anything I want I get. This is not who she is. This is who she wants me to fall in love with. That will get off of my mission. She keeps pushing for us to do things publicly together. Right now all we do is hang out, watch a movie and bang. I usually go to work after she leaves. This won't last long. Pretty soon she'll start pushing harder and eventually she will come to a breaking point. She's already joking that I better not be sleeping with anyone else. I joke about my 5 girlfriends which she hates. I refuse to give her my weekend. Friday nights are pool and drinks with the boys, Saturday nights are with my daughter. Sundays are week prep for the next week.
The end game? The end game is that at some point she will realize that this is as good as it's going to get and she's gonna move on. Knowing that, I'm not investing anything. In fact I'm lining up two possible replacements.
