Distant Light's Journal (Year Long)

[Distant Light]

I've decided to make a journal on this site because my first Journal on another seduction forums was deleted. So i decided to keep my journal here hopefully some people can get motivated and learn some stuff. I will end this journal on nov, 13 2006

About Me
I found out this site about 3 or 4 months ago after wanting to be able to get any girl i desire and have MLTRs. When i first joined i had to time to start keyboard jockey as i was too focused on reading material and trying it. First month i was just trying small things to see how it work to see if i was really wasting my time. I had seen minor improvements. I then decided it was time for me to gather all the information that i found useful and just put it altogether so i can have my little "Cheat Book". I then started to get layed and was able to consistently get girls which i started feeling much better and became way more social.

Inner Game
My inner game was what caused me not to really keyboard jockey or to just read material and not do anything. I had always had the mindset that i didn't care about anything and didn't care what happens. Basically wateva happened in my life happened. So the fear of approaching wasn't really bad. Also after when i actually started getting good it was really a game to me. When i would try out new material and it worked like gold. Right in front of her i would light up like a little kid, I was so happy on how well it worked. It was so much of a game that i then liked to watch people on the street and some of my friends approach girls and i would just quickly in my head say what he had done wrong and how he could have fixed it. (I never approached infront of my friends unless it was a warm up because usually there like 5 feet behind me when i approach. Everything that i needed to know i would search for it and just add to my cheat book. I also love talking about my rejections, or messups, there all pretty funny and love laughing at them.

My Game
When I was first doing this I wasn't looking for LTRs I was just looking for quick lays. But after awhile I now want more than lays. I want to get...
1. Long term Relationship
2. Multiple Long Term Relationships

I also wanted to farther my skill by expanding my game so my game is limitless. I usually go for lone girls, 2 sets, girls in school and cold approaches. I now want to go into the following...
1. Mixed Sets
2. 3-6 sets
3. Clubs (When old enough to get in)

I love trying out new material its alot of fun.

Well now that i done talking about my background since i've been doing this journal for awhile and it got deleted i'm just going to bring you update on whats going on.

Current Girls
1. Hbbigbutt - hb7.5, she liked me for awhile and she tryed to gain rapport with me many times. At the time i didn't realize i was going about it the wrong way. I had acted like an afc that way she would stop because i didn't want a girlfriend. Her interest level is still very high though so i can still get that.

2. Hbbigbreast - hb7, she is friends with hbbigbutt an from day 1 i've been gaming her. Don't see her much but when i do it is pretty good.

3. hbdominican - hb8, she is in 2 my classes from the day 1 also i've been gaming her. She had high interest but i stopped going for her after she was talking about all that sex before marriage and she is real strict with religon. I had no time for that so i kinda backed off. We kino each other alot though. I don't think i'm going to be gaming her no more might just use her as social proof.

4. hbfakegf - hb8.5, Her body is real nice. I tryed most of my testing material on her and now everyone thinks we go out. I use her for social proof, she is suppose to cook for me next week and i'm getting money from her tommorrow.
I am 100% sure i can go out with her, she gives so many IOIs and we do alot of heavy kino. I think my friend trying to get back with her an i have no problem of him getting her as i can just go for someone else. Many people try to ****block when i with her and many Amogs tryed to take over while i with her. We basically act like a couple but we really aren't.

5. hbdominican2 - hb9, she basically started getting into me because of my social proof from hbfakegf. Many times she has sat close by me so i can start up a convo with her and she has gave me numerous AIs. I never really tryed much yet i'm going to soon though.

6. hbpuertorican - hb8, this girls ***** shield is so high i had to take a spaceship just to get over it. When i mean you can't kino her you can't. I swear i am the only male that really kinoed her before. All my friends try to talk to her and they get no where at all. She basically gives that leave me alone look to them. I seriously never thought i would get her interested in me. Her interest level is so high, gives me IOIs everyone day kinos me.

7. hbthug - hb8.5, she is one of them gangsta girls be sexy as i don't know what. She be play fighting with my friends and she usually hangout with us. She has a nice body, this is another girl who is like hbpuertorican. Her ***** shield is also high. But for some reason ever since i met her she never used to treat me how she treat my friends. She rarely talked **** and never try to swing at me lol. We kino each other alot. I've only known 4 people that got passed her ***** shield. An when she play fights lately she would grab up on me and do some move which she end up all on me.

8 and 9. hbsister1/sister2 - hb6.5/7, hbsister1 likes me for awhile now she wanted to see my meat one time. I wanna try and get a threesome with them. Started talking to hbsister2 after i was talking to hbsister1.

10. hbarab - 8.5, this girl is so sexy i'm soon going to talk her up its just i rarely see her.

11. hbonline - 7, this i was just testing out as i hate talking to girls online and on the phone. But i wanted to try some things out and seems to go real well. She really wants to see me so friday i'm going to go to my cuzzin school to meet her. She looks pretty in her pics but my cuzzin said she has no body which i'm not a fan of but ima still go.

There are a few more girls that i talk to but not as important right now. An i'll soon be posting all my FR when i do cold approaches. I hope this one don't get deleted like the last. Also i don't have none of those girls numbers because they go to my school and i don't really count numbers a success i only usually go for them if i 100% sure that i won't meet them again. I'm going to start doing extra Cold approaches that way i can get some 9s and 10s. There ain't no 9s or 10s in my school.

 

[Distant Light]

Past 2 days didn't get to do alot of cold approaches because there was alittle problem monday and then today security kept following me and my friends. I tryed to talk to a girl and Cokblocking security comes infront of me saying i got to leave. (damn homos)


Monday
Before School - I was feeling real hyped up to go sarging so before i went into the school I seen my friend with his gym class going to the park so i hanged out with him until this lady that waits at the bus stop came. (She always giving me AIs if i was 18 i would get that she looks about 26-27. ) So i go up to her...

Me: Hey can i ask you question?
Lady: *smiling* sure
Me: I am going on a blind date i need
know, should i where my glass or put in my contacts?
*take off my glasses then put it back on*
Lady: Leave on the glasses, you look high and have bags under your eyes.
Me: Yep never get no sleep ever since i became a teen club promoter.
Lady: You should do fine on your blind date your a pretty cute young man
Me: yep i know the ladies love me if i was old enough i would have gave you the best time of your life.
Lady: An i would have gone out with you
Me: yep i know , well i'm going to go to school now bye.
lady: bye

1st/2nd period
Walk into class and say hi to hbdomincan, hbbigbutt, and hbbigbreast. I then just chill and talk to one of my friends until were put into groups. I then sit next to hbbigbutt and while my partner sits infront of me. She then stands up and has her ass right infront of me. (omg man i thought about having sex wither right there) I bust out laughing and she turns around saying whats so funny. I stood there laughing for about 5 secs and then i wanted to try something. So i said "You have chalk dust all over your pants" an i begin to brush it off. My partner sat there in shock that i was rubbing her ass right infront of her. Then some cokblock comes and says "why are u rubbing her ass". She then sits down , i turned towards my partner not paying any attention to the kid.

3rd period
Come in smiling and see hbfakegf and hbdomincan2 and a seat right next to both of them. Instantly hbfakegf says "she saved me a seat". I sit there with a big smile looking at her. I begin saying a few ****y and funny things while looking in the corner of my eye i seen hbdomincan2 giggling. Something in me was like to say something to her but i didn't i just got up and went to say hi to hbpuertorican and her cute friend. I then come back and bust on hbfakegf about how she is sitting next to her bf.

4th period
I wanted to chill with my friends so i was hanging with them and left hbbigbreast2 and hbfakegf to talk to each other. Then there was about to be a fight so i walk over to them and sit next to them. I Put my arm around hbbigbreast2 and ask them how come they didn't jump in to help the poor girl. She then had her hand on my thigh (i think she felt my meat, for some reason i always get hard when I around her)

5th/6th period
Was hanging out with hbdominican for a bit just talking and kinoing. Until my teacher asks me to help out this girl who had a crush on me since 7th grade. So i go and sit next to her (hb4) and hbfakegf sees and she is like

hbfakegf: Thats your new girlfriend
Me: No, i'm trying to get back with her
Hbfakgf: *smiling* u used to go out with her
Me: *serious/sad face* yep since 7th grade we broke up in 10th grade
hbfakegf: aawww, did you do anything with her
Me: nope all we ever did was kissed
Hbfakegf: Wow you telling me you went out with her for 3 years and didn't have sex with her
Me:yep...damn i miss that body
hbfakegf: *bust out laughing*

I gave her a smirk and walked back to hb4. I was alittle uncomfortable cause we were close to each other and once in awhile when i said some ****y and funny she pumped me or playfull hit me i wanted to stop being C&F but i couldn't just stop.

7th period
Was watching the kids play soccer and told hbfakegf to go in for a bit. So she went and it was me and hbbigbreast2 together. I wanted to try and isolate her that way we can have alittle fun for a bit. So i move her to the less crowded area of the bleachers by sayin come with me to get candy from a friend. So she came wateva and then we stayed over there. So i was standing on the wall as she stood infront of me and of course i was hard once again an this time i had shorts on. She turns around to tell me to look at hbfakegf and notice something in my shorts. She then turn back around and pushes her body right into me and my meat was right on her ass. I held her close to me and said "someone is alittle excited". She laughs and keeps on grinding me. (i wanted to leave the gym to makeout with her but i couldn't) I told her that we are getting alittle too excited infront of everyone and how we should stop so she stops. Hbfakegf comes back and i think she noticed i was hard but tells me how tired she is. I then just talk to them for the whole period.

AfterSchool
We were going to go to our regular spot where i was going to start doing some cold approaches but couldn't because my 2 friends was playing around and hit this guys car so cops stopped them and wasted our whole time. Thats when security came and kicked us out of the area.

 

[Distant Light]

Tuesday
1st/2nd period
I was so tired and came in late that i didn't say much i just said hi to hbbigbreast and hbbigbutt.

3rd period
Walk in and there was a sub so i walk in and hbfakegf greets me.

hbfakegf: Hey Distant
Me: What up
hbfakegf: Sit here with me
Me:Na your boyfriend will get mad if i sit in his seat.
hbfakegf: Sit here plz
Me: Ok since you can't resist
*The kid comes in expecting to get his seat, then he walks to the back*
Me:That was messed up i should give him his seat *begin to get up*
hbfakegf: *grabs me* no don't leave me here with him he stinks
Me: lol

I then begin to talk about what she is going to cook for me. An we begin to talk about foods that we like and she asks me to make shrimp for her. I then told her how come she didn't cook the food for me yet. she says i never came over yet. (hints to get number and address and make a date and time) I told her to let a friend of mine food too and let him go to pick it up. She was like no she wouldn't let him in her house but she would let me. (Flying colors that i could get somewhere) I never tryed to proceed to get number and stuff because i tend to flake alot more than the girl because i am so lazy.

4th period
Came late and seen my friend and hbfakegf sitting together. I then hear hbsister1 scream my name.

hbsister1: DL
DL: Na don't talk to me
hbsister1: Bring your ass overhere
DL: Just because of that i ain't going to come
hbsister1: Plz!!!!

*go by hbfakegf and my friendd*
DL: What up
Friend: What up

*walks over to hbpuertorican and her friend*
Hbpuertorican/hbfriend: Hi DL
DL: Whats up let me get one of your onion rings
HbPuertorican: I know your joking your just joking with us cause were eating school lunch
DL: You know hbfriend my friend over there said hi
hbfriend: Your lieing
DL: I'm serious he whats your number, he helps me out with my promoting parties.
hbfriend: Is he still going out with his gf
DL:Not sure
hbfriend:Ok get his number for me i will call him
DL: Nope it don't work like that you give me your number and i will give it to him
hbfriend: ok *writes number*

*walk to friend and hbfakegf*
DL: Here *hand number*
Friend: Who number is this
DL: That girl over there
Friend: O thinks man did you tell her about my girl
DL: Na
Friend: iight good cause i mess with to many girls in this school ima get caught one day
*Walk to towards hbsister1* (Was about to AMOG these 3 kids that was talking to her and her friend)
Hbfakefg: DL where are you going?
DL: O i going to meet a girl
hbfakegf: What girl?
DL: Some girl i just met she just called me were about to go have some fun
hbfakegf: What she look like?What she wearing?
DL: She is wearing white pants green shirt, you should come join us *grab her hand*
hbfakegf: Nope she wearing white pants and green shirt in this dirty school i aint coming with you
*I then leave the lunchroom leaving her to think if i was lieing or not*

5th/6th period
Had to help on this new girl that has a bf was going to game her but class was done.
7th period
sucked

Afterschool
Meet up with friends and were going to the spot to approach girls. When we get there all the securities are waiting there alrdy to follow us and tell us we can't hang out there. I'm alittle mad but leave early.

At the train station my friend is talking bout all these girls he is working on getting an then asks me why i don't talk to this girl they wanted me talk to but i don't like her at all even though everyone treat her as a hb9.5. Then he said i was scared of girls which got me alittle annoyed so i said man stfu and watch this. An i walked up to a hb8 witha nice body.

Me: Hey i'm about to go take a picture they can put it on a card for club ****. SO i need to know should i wear my glasses or not.
hb8:Glasses, When is this party
Me: Its sat and starts at 2am, i work there
hb8: What do you do?
Me: I'm a Male stripper its 8inch and longer night
Hb8: lol really
Me: Yep, Do you think my friend over there looks like a drug dealer
hb8:Ya, the way he is dressed the nice blue leather jacket.
Me: Samething i said because one time a guy comes up to him and asks for some bud and my friend is trying to move from him. Do you believe the guy was in the club looking for my friend to get some bud
Hb8: lol he must have really wanted some weed.
*did ESp and she guessed it right this is the first girl i've done it on that guessed 7*
hb8: Wow how did know
Me: I have powers i can read minds, right now i know you want me but you don't know me enough yet,
hb8: lol your pretty cool you must probably go to some fun parties
Me:Nope me and my friends are the party without us its basically boring.
*Did the lying game for about 3 questions*

Her train then came and i said nice meeting you. She then yells for me to come back.

Hb8: Whats your name?
Me: DL
hb8: I don't usually do this but here i want you to take my number that way we can hangout sometime.
Me: Can you cook?
hb8:YA i'm decent
Me: How would you rate your kiss from 1-10?
Hb8: About a 7-8
Me: Lets find out *kiss her little peck*
Me:That was horrible about a 3
Hb8:Thats because you did a peck who gives peck kisses
Me: Ok lets try again
Me: yep its a 3 , but still give me your number
Hb8: lol wait until see you again
*gets on train and as it moves off i run down the train station waving at her. People in the train station are laughing*

I walk back to my friend and in shock he took the numba to see and then ripped it saying it was fake. An how come it was so easy and i kissed her. I then had alittle argument with him ripping up the number because i didn't fully have it in my head. Hopefully i see her again or she comes to the party. (which really isnt no strip show lol.)

Past 2 days was rather crappy i really want to do some hardcore approaching hopefully the damn securities won't be waiting tomor.

 

[Distant Light]

Journal Starts Here

I had stopped doing this because it got boring. But now I don't alot of cold approaches and today was interesting so going to revive this thread. Everything above this post don't even think about because most of it is done most of those girls aren't even going to my school anymore or I just don't talk to them no more.

So now for the feature presentation I'm just going to run through school stuff and try and stick to more detail when I'm on the streets.


School Time
Well in school was kinda crappy no big highlights, only thing is during computer class girl isolated me out the class room into the hallway to teach her how to fight. (I was alittle slow on knowing we were isolated.) Anyway my gay self go back into class to watch the fight videos and me and her are arm in arm watching the videos.

Bottomline
Was just being a C&F guy the whole day this kinda sunk into me now I'm more comfortable being C&F then just chilling. Day before was working my whole group felt real good just like when I first started learning.

Street Time
During school one my friends (Call him Friend 1) wanted me to meet this girl that he was going to see after school because she was bringing a friend. So at first I'm thinking "no because I want my other friend to try and bag a girl, since he was asking Friend 1 to help him get girls."

So they go and one of them come back to get me, I'm thinking what the heck might as well just do it, so now I go see her notice its a hb7(white girl) from the back. So I'm thinking yep I always wanted to fuvk a girl with blond hair.

I go to see hb7 face and her face was so red. I was like "WTF?"

Before I get into detail on what happened the way that situation was being told to me from my friend, was that the girl picked me out a video saying she wants her friend to talk to me. An he made it sound like he DHVed me alot so I assumed I didn't need opinion openers.

So back to after I seen her face (She was a hb5 overall because face was way to red I have never seen any girls face get red like that thought thats how her face always is) I pass them and say what up to my friend who isn't even next to them the positioning was wierd...

hb5 |
Hbb L
Friend

Thats the positioning above the "|" is thephone booth and "L" is another phone booth and the bottom of the "L" is the side of the booth (My friend was at the bottom of the L not even talking to them). So I was thinking is this guy even gaming them it didn't look like they knew each other and they looked bored and I'm just thinking damn this is stupid. So I just burst out with too much high energy because I was just on the corner talking with friends. So dumb hbblack does some wierd **** like a 360 but the blond says hi smiling and stuff. I was just like wow such low low energy and girl did that dumb Sh!t, I was pissed inside that I had left my friends from all the fun we were having to go meet some girls who werent even responsive towards my friend. So I was like to my boy yo I'm out man I going back to meet my boys down the block.

I then spoke to one of my puerto rican friends and he was giving me a whole bunch of reasons why her face was so red...I should have still practiced.

After that met up with few hbs from school chilled with them until friend with camera came he was going to record us talking to girls but I did a opener on a 2 set and told him to delete it because he needed space to record something else and I didn't even like how it went anyway.

Bottomline
Gaming wise it wasn't all that just gamed the same girls in school and ejected from about 5 different sets all day today, also was having to much fun that I didn't want to go do any cold approaches (Was making a movie with some friends.)

Saturday might go do some stuff but sunday I know I ain't going out. Monday is the start of some little contest me and some of my friends are having so that should be fun.