Dire Situation with a relationship of sorts. Need advice. Bear with me.

[ima str8 up pimp]

Dire Situation with a relationship of sorts. Need advice. Bare with me.

I'm no fool for starters I know who and what I want... and I'm aware that reality may be altered, I'm capable of manipulation...

I could crack the mother****ing screen into I have nearly no patience left in the tank But I'm ****ing relentless so Let me explain this dire situation...

So you understand what kind of person I am from the start let me explain... My reputation is basically a crazy jock and a player... I'm 20 years old and recently ended a serious relationship in May that left me somewhat celibate... I have an impressive record when it comes to girls, manipulation ect. .. I'm in double digits with screwing and have hooked up with nearly 40, so don't tell me **** about that I'm pimpin if I want... But I really am looking for a serious relationship/love, especially since this last failed relationship... I'm relentless, it needs to work out now.

I have one true lover in this girl nina... shes been there, she has been steadfast for a little over 3 years... shes extremely smart but is like any other ho at 18... which is a mother****ing slut. Shes at william and mary university and I keep tabs on her, I don't care if she screws around under acceptable circumstances... but I'm having a very ****ing jealous stint right now because...

I TESTED HER!!!

I posed myself on AIM instant messenger as a mother****er I don't know... a basketball player from her previous high school... Instantly she gave me her number and decided she would "think on" becoming **** buddies speaking of "high expectations" in bed.

I myself am so used to her we have our own tone, not as enthusiastic as it once was especially when I posed as this nigga... it was ridiculous.. we agreed to an slightly relationship... not 100% commitment.

I believe shes the one. I was raised by my grandfather who is pimpish and very smart when it comes to relationships but I have too much pride to ask him for help on this... I'm going crazy with anxiety... I told that ***** after she decided to lag on texting and after the aforementioned conversation as the "posed" that I'd be a mother****ing monkey on her back till she really kicks it, we will be together and I'll get her what shes getting and that she'd better get used to it or ****ing kick it... I'll cut her head down to the mother****ing backfat *****!!!"

I'm usually confident in such actions but I need affirmation I havent been on this site in a long while but when I was it never failed to help me... I feel that with the failure of my last relationship (we had even moved in together) even this long term potential will fail as well... AND we've spoken of marraige and kids in the past not very long ago and many times. I feel she's the one. How Do I Get Further Stablization?

 

[Bible_Belt]

LDRs don't work. LTRs barely work at your age without a thousand miles between you. And there will be a lot of girls in your life that you think of as 'the one' - give it time.

 

[ima str8 up pimp]

Almost there.... Loosey Goosey ... Thank you my friend... Almost. I can play around here.. I'm quite capable, you see. I know I want her.. I'm in college for business admin. major in marketing mgmt myself racking up enough money to provide for her one day, she has cried whenever we get the chance to meet up, a few times a year nowadays.

Obviously girls and boys aren't very different in that sexual sort of aspect, I nearly forgot about that. Who I chose to impersonate has a high level of respect and is as good an athlete as I am (what type of guy Nina is attracted to.)

I can't tell you how many girls I've been able to just flip and hookup with just because of my rep, my ego, my stride. I guess I tried putting her on some sort of pedestal... She's like any other ***** sexually speaking, I forgot that since its been so long we've talked to eachother in the tone we have been.. When I first met her I thought I might dog her.. She told me she would mess with me the first ****ing 20 minutes of meeting her, it's just been so long since that kind of rush with her... We're almost there... A good piece of mind cake goes a long way Thank you again friend.

 

[Sinistar]

You're probably gonna get booted out of the MM forum due to age.

To follow up Bible Belts post, you've got a pretty serious case oneitis. Guys who haven't rid themselves of their propensity to serious cases of oneitis usually fail at relationships (actually they usually crash, burn and explode) - especially when you've got so much more life to live.

Rollo often reminds us that it's a disease. Don't shrug that off. If you treat it as anything less (especially subscribing to soulmate sh!t, she's the one, etc) you're just setting yourself up for years of wasted effort, mental emotional hell, etc.

The simplest, easiest way to push away the one you want the most is oneitis. Eventually, she'll do anything and anyone to escape a guy who's fixated on her. Do herself and yourself a favor. Let this one go. Meet lots of other women. Finish college. Get a great job or better yet start you own company. Live life. Forget about her. This is one of many important tests in becoming a MAN. Are you going to pass it or "crack the mother****ing screen"

 

[ima str8 up pimp]

Indeed and I will pass it. I take after my old man, he's been around, he's extremely smart when it comes to taming a girl especially his own old lady in the past small examples.. shes locked him out the house, tried leaving him... Never worked... Not even close because He Put his foot down.

I am a man in the aspect you speak of... This relationship will work... I'm not into divorce or failed relationships... Nina isn't my equal... there have been plenty times when Shes had the aforementioned "oneitis" on me...

Get that term out of my ****ing face.

This is the woman I love.. Granted... shes like any other ****ing *****. That can be dealt with accordingly.

I'll fixate, cut the *****es head down to the back fat, knock out her spine... be a monkey on her back until she wants to kick me out... We're compatible in the aspect that shes got the smarts I desire and I have the good looks and popularity she desires..

She wants to play me? I'll ****ing smash it.

Persist past that. I'm not into 2nd marraiges or divorce, or finding a replacement for such a long relationship. I'll be relentless until I win. And I'll do it again and again the rest of my life... When we're together and thats a certain fact? Cheat on me? HAHA. Don't make me laugh I'll drain the *****. I'm a man. Feel that. :flowers: