I had my 24th last weekend. A day i wish i was never born. Never had a decent birthday since my mom beat the living "shi*t" out of me on my 15th.
The day started off crappy getting up so late and hitting the gym. Where after i went to the liquor store and picked up a bottle of AfterShock i planned on finishing myself. Then i stopped at the porn shop to buy a bottle of AstroGlide. My gf bought some sexy Lingerie(sp) and was planning on giving me her ass after we went out.
I locked my keys in the car, it cost me $75 to have a tow company come and fish them out for me. On top of me not having a job ( i lost mine a month ago and have been living off bank wich is going down at a rapid pace ). So the tow comany was beyond late due to an accident on the highway. I ended up sitting at the porn shop getting life advice from the guy working the cash register.
I missed my own family get together, where they ended up eating my cake and everyone leaving before i got there (lame). So me and the girl decided to shot gun her friend who was having a party the same day. My day was awful and it was another crappy birthday so i decided to say "fuk it" and get completely drunk. I hardly ever drink and have never gotten drunk around her. I ll have a few.
I remeber arguing with her, saying alot of **** i shouldnt have. I was so drunk i almost told her i loved her (it was purly alcohol talking) and i was ranting and raving. I remeber crying in her arms. I remeber her shaking, i dont know if she was afraid of me or her claims of (too much alcohol) but i puked my guts out and slept like crap only to wake up in the morning having a weird feeling. Like she lost alot of respect for me, im no longer the man, i cried i almost dropped the L word and her Interest level has seemed to plummet.
We were doing great before hand. God drinking was the worst idea ever. I dont remeber much but i can just tell since then everything went to shi*t. Is it possible to redeem the interest level. I wish we both could just forget about that entire night. But knowing how girls work it will come up at the worst time.
The day started off crappy getting up so late and hitting the gym. Where after i went to the liquor store and picked up a bottle of AfterShock i planned on finishing myself. Then i stopped at the porn shop to buy a bottle of AstroGlide. My gf bought some sexy Lingerie(sp) and was planning on giving me her ass after we went out.
I locked my keys in the car, it cost me $75 to have a tow company come and fish them out for me. On top of me not having a job ( i lost mine a month ago and have been living off bank wich is going down at a rapid pace ). So the tow comany was beyond late due to an accident on the highway. I ended up sitting at the porn shop getting life advice from the guy working the cash register.
I missed my own family get together, where they ended up eating my cake and everyone leaving before i got there (lame). So me and the girl decided to shot gun her friend who was having a party the same day. My day was awful and it was another crappy birthday so i decided to say "fuk it" and get completely drunk. I hardly ever drink and have never gotten drunk around her. I ll have a few.
I remeber arguing with her, saying alot of **** i shouldnt have. I was so drunk i almost told her i loved her (it was purly alcohol talking) and i was ranting and raving. I remeber crying in her arms. I remeber her shaking, i dont know if she was afraid of me or her claims of (too much alcohol) but i puked my guts out and slept like crap only to wake up in the morning having a weird feeling. Like she lost alot of respect for me, im no longer the man, i cried i almost dropped the L word and her Interest level has seemed to plummet.
We were doing great before hand. God drinking was the worst idea ever. I dont remeber much but i can just tell since then everything went to shi*t. Is it possible to redeem the interest level. I wish we both could just forget about that entire night. But knowing how girls work it will come up at the worst time.