Epic
Senior Don Juan
The best thing that I can tell you that will get you out there and taking charge in your life is to think about death. Before March of last year I was drinking, doing drugs, partying, and working a job that just paid the bills because they wouldn't drug test me, with few friends and no girls. Then I made a stupid mistake.
I was driving home from a party drunk, I normally wouldn't do that sort of thing, but an ongoing argument at the party ruined my time so I just decided to go home. A few miles from my house, I wrecked my car, unfortunately I was not wearing a seatbelt. My car stopped suddenly and my head crashed into the windshield.The right side of my face struck a shard of glass that cut in a diagonal fashion from my right cheekbone, across my eyelid, to the space in between my eyebrows, and peeled the flesh up to the top of my forehead, severing an artery, and coming millimeters from taking my eye. I was conscious, but within a matter of minutes I had lost most of the blood in my body. I began to lose consciousness and I knew that I was dying. Luckily someone saw the accident and an ambulance was able to reach the scene in time and my life was saved. It took them four hours to stitch my face properly and let me tell you, it was extremely painful since they couldn't kill the pain the whole time because of the state my body was in being drunk and almost drained of blood. Once I was sent home I couldn't get out of bed for two weeks. I went through boughts of depression, but then I thought about what it was like during the accident.
When I was lying in my car and I knew I was dying all I could think of was everything that I had wanted to do, but didn't because I was too scared or too lazy. After my recovery, I was a changed man. I had faced death so at that point everything else paled in comparison as far as fear was concerned. I quit partying, drinking, and doing drugs and whatever I wanted from that point on I went out and got it whether it was a woman, or a talent, or a job, whatever.
Remember there is one thing that you need to be mindful of. For every being on this planet, time is ticking by one minute after the other and eventually it will run out and you may never know if that will be 50 years from now or tomorrow. Live every day to the fullest and live it for yourself, because you never know when that day could be your last. Be proud and respect yourself and if anyone treats you badly, I don't care if it's a woman or not, then remove them from your life. You don't need friends or women who are going to bring you down and not enhance your life because time is still ticking and there are people out there that WILL enhance your life. Most of all just be happy to EXIST because you could have just as easily never had a chance to do anything.
I was driving home from a party drunk, I normally wouldn't do that sort of thing, but an ongoing argument at the party ruined my time so I just decided to go home. A few miles from my house, I wrecked my car, unfortunately I was not wearing a seatbelt. My car stopped suddenly and my head crashed into the windshield.The right side of my face struck a shard of glass that cut in a diagonal fashion from my right cheekbone, across my eyelid, to the space in between my eyebrows, and peeled the flesh up to the top of my forehead, severing an artery, and coming millimeters from taking my eye. I was conscious, but within a matter of minutes I had lost most of the blood in my body. I began to lose consciousness and I knew that I was dying. Luckily someone saw the accident and an ambulance was able to reach the scene in time and my life was saved. It took them four hours to stitch my face properly and let me tell you, it was extremely painful since they couldn't kill the pain the whole time because of the state my body was in being drunk and almost drained of blood. Once I was sent home I couldn't get out of bed for two weeks. I went through boughts of depression, but then I thought about what it was like during the accident.
When I was lying in my car and I knew I was dying all I could think of was everything that I had wanted to do, but didn't because I was too scared or too lazy. After my recovery, I was a changed man. I had faced death so at that point everything else paled in comparison as far as fear was concerned. I quit partying, drinking, and doing drugs and whatever I wanted from that point on I went out and got it whether it was a woman, or a talent, or a job, whatever.
Remember there is one thing that you need to be mindful of. For every being on this planet, time is ticking by one minute after the other and eventually it will run out and you may never know if that will be 50 years from now or tomorrow. Live every day to the fullest and live it for yourself, because you never know when that day could be your last. Be proud and respect yourself and if anyone treats you badly, I don't care if it's a woman or not, then remove them from your life. You don't need friends or women who are going to bring you down and not enhance your life because time is still ticking and there are people out there that WILL enhance your life. Most of all just be happy to EXIST because you could have just as easily never had a chance to do anything.
. Anyway, I thought I would share that with you guys because I know that most of you are intelligent and humble enough to take my advice and learn from my mistakes.