Desdinova
Master Don Juan
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So, I went out with my ex from 9 years ago. If I were to sum it up in one word, it would be BORING. However, I'm glad I went. It kinda gives me something to self-analyze.
She hasn't changed much. She's still a smoker, she still talks too quietly, still goes into moments where she zones out, still loves the environment, etc etc. Her body still looks great, but her skin isn't aging very nicely. I had trouble looking at her face, as she's got this layer of blonde fur all over it which is extremely noticeable in the sun, and she's grown a couple of moles. I generally hate moles, especially on a woman's face.
I did the same thing I do on every date: flirt, use C/F, kino, etc. She was enjoying it, but I just didn't feel that certain click I do with most other women. She complimented me a lot, but never really flirted much back (which is pretty normal for her). When the date ended, she suggested that I come over to 'watch a movie or something' on another day. Do I want to? Not really.
I didn't feel any connection with her, and there was no kiss close by my own choice. She wasn't much fun. It's amazing how I never realized what a boring conversationalist she was. I guess 'love' really is blind (and stupid). This chick used to make me pop a woodie just by being around me. I didn't pop a damn thing on this date.
I'll probably LJBF her and continue with Plate #1, the smoking HB8 I've been seeing and progressing with. Now there's a chick I'll be happy to ignore a movie with
She hasn't changed much. She's still a smoker, she still talks too quietly, still goes into moments where she zones out, still loves the environment, etc etc. Her body still looks great, but her skin isn't aging very nicely. I had trouble looking at her face, as she's got this layer of blonde fur all over it which is extremely noticeable in the sun, and she's grown a couple of moles. I generally hate moles, especially on a woman's face.
I did the same thing I do on every date: flirt, use C/F, kino, etc. She was enjoying it, but I just didn't feel that certain click I do with most other women. She complimented me a lot, but never really flirted much back (which is pretty normal for her). When the date ended, she suggested that I come over to 'watch a movie or something' on another day. Do I want to? Not really.
I didn't feel any connection with her, and there was no kiss close by my own choice. She wasn't much fun. It's amazing how I never realized what a boring conversationalist she was. I guess 'love' really is blind (and stupid). This chick used to make me pop a woodie just by being around me. I didn't pop a damn thing on this date.
I'll probably LJBF her and continue with Plate #1, the smoking HB8 I've been seeing and progressing with. Now there's a chick I'll be happy to ignore a movie with