Today I went to a Barnes and Nobles.... drove my family there...to buy some books for my brother.
Now I was looking at some books when I noticed two sisters walk in. These women were gorgeous, I would kill to get with them...easily. They where Hb 10..both of them looks wise..She had a sexy face just the right amount of breasts and body and she didnt even have that look on her face and she looked quite open and relaxed. One was kinda uptight but..not such a big deal.
Anyway I spot them and one of them makes eye contact with me..and maybe 30 seconds later walks behind me and starts to look at the books on the rack behind me.. So all I would have had to do was turn around and use an opener. Well I didnt. Ill tell you why later.
Then Im waiting in line at the starbucks cafe and I'm in line and they are standing to my right maybe half a foot away, one of the other sisters gives me eye contact. They're where just talking..every few seconds and then there would be a lull in the conversation. After they had ordered I stood by the pickup place and they come and stand right behind me. I could have easily turned around and smiled at least or w/e..or said something.
But you guys cant imagine what my body felt like. I was in such fear that i was almost frozen.most of the time. I was speaking to my mother who was standing next to me.. and the words would come out so fast bcuz i was trying to get them out so fast. My hands and my legs felt so locked up, my mind coudnt even think anything..it was flooded with the flight response. All i could feel and concentrate on was my fear. I was having a panic attack almost..I tried to calm myself down.. and remind myself that they where just girls..but all the movement in my body felt really wierd and it felt like the gears in my body hadnt been oiled for a long time. My neck was stiff and my arms felt heavy. My legs weighed a million pounds. My jaw was locked shut and my mind cund think up of a single thing to say.
Thats my story around hot girls most of the time. It happens all the time nfact.. I dont even know what it is.
Now I was looking at some books when I noticed two sisters walk in. These women were gorgeous, I would kill to get with them...easily. They where Hb 10..both of them looks wise..She had a sexy face just the right amount of breasts and body and she didnt even have that look on her face and she looked quite open and relaxed. One was kinda uptight but..not such a big deal.
Anyway I spot them and one of them makes eye contact with me..and maybe 30 seconds later walks behind me and starts to look at the books on the rack behind me.. So all I would have had to do was turn around and use an opener. Well I didnt. Ill tell you why later.
Then Im waiting in line at the starbucks cafe and I'm in line and they are standing to my right maybe half a foot away, one of the other sisters gives me eye contact. They're where just talking..every few seconds and then there would be a lull in the conversation. After they had ordered I stood by the pickup place and they come and stand right behind me. I could have easily turned around and smiled at least or w/e..or said something.
But you guys cant imagine what my body felt like. I was in such fear that i was almost frozen.most of the time. I was speaking to my mother who was standing next to me.. and the words would come out so fast bcuz i was trying to get them out so fast. My hands and my legs felt so locked up, my mind coudnt even think anything..it was flooded with the flight response. All i could feel and concentrate on was my fear. I was having a panic attack almost..I tried to calm myself down.. and remind myself that they where just girls..but all the movement in my body felt really wierd and it felt like the gears in my body hadnt been oiled for a long time. My neck was stiff and my arms felt heavy. My legs weighed a million pounds. My jaw was locked shut and my mind cund think up of a single thing to say.
Thats my story around hot girls most of the time. It happens all the time nfact.. I dont even know what it is.