Hi guys I’m confused as hell, need some help from the expertise. I decided to stop being an anonymous reader, and becoming a first time poster. Well, my English isn’t to good, but, I’ll do my best for you to understand me.
I met this 32 years old woman, good education, doctor, blond, green eyes, she has everything in the right place and in the right size, she is a 10. Let’s say 8 because we didn’t have sex. I’m 32, and we know each other since we were kids, but never were friends.
Well for some reasons we started talking and we stablish nice rapport, and she always smiled at me. So we went out and everything was fine. In the second date we kisses and start together. Everything was really fine. She said me that she likes me since we were boys and that she would like to make larger our dating process before the first kiss, because she felt insecure about having a relationship of any kind, but she will try because she felt so good with me. When this woman kiss you, you can really feel a kiss. She is cute, takes care of me, smile at me and everything fine. That first week she makes me feel like in paradise.
Now begins the problem. Everything was fine between us, but at the same time she started talking about she feels isn't a good time for her to have a relationship. That she doesn’t want to loose her freedom, but she doesn’t want a non serious relationship either. At the same time she goes to my home 2 or 3 times a week and stays until 3am and it’s very importat to say that she has to wake up for work at 6 am, so she prefers stay with me and sleep only 3 hour, but at the same time still feels insecure about having a relationship. I just don’t get it. If she want me go away why she go to my home at night and sleep only 3 hours? The other thing the furthest I can go is getting her bra off, kiss her beasts and touch everywhere, but when things get really hot and I try to remove her tinny underwear she goes "no no no", so I use every trick I know, hair pulling, biting, dry f.uckin etc. get her really turned on....she should now obviously wanna have sex....and say again “cool down, relax, we can not have sex yet" and everything starts again.
Last Saturday we went out and she start talking again about that, and I was surprised when she decided to end the relationship because she need time to think. She said that she likes me and enjoy the time we spent together but she need to know if is more important to her to stay with me in a relationship or she prefers to be alone. By the way, her last boyfriend was a jerk that sucks her as much money as he could, and by the way, she is beautifull, serious, and have money. I stayed calm and try to erase every point of her leaving her unarmed, so we finish the night smiling, kissing and hugging, but she stills saying that it was our last night together. Returning home, we get my home and at 12 I said, well our time is gone, and she smile at me, gave me a kiss and said that she can gave me 2 more hours. Is she playing games with me? Grgrgrgr.
She knows that I have feelings for her. Maybe I made a mistake, but you don't really have the idea the way she kisses me no matther she is proposing a break up. IT feels pretty high when I'm with her, and when kissing she is really kissing me, you know what I meant. Maybe she is afraid of another failure, maybe she is affrais of being in love, I just don’t know, but I really know I need to stop this process and make her confortable with me and erase those ideas of her mind.
Another fact, I didnt make a strong move, I guess I respect her too much and don’t want to mess things us (usually id go straight ahead but she's different...shes hot but not the type of girl that goes with many guys). I think I was too lovey dovey early on and now I’m on deep S… you knw what.
I know if I can get her she'd be worth it. I went her house and everything fine, more kisses, huggin, and touching when her mom or brother aren't present, but steel saying the same about ending, or simply saying that I don’t respect her decision, but steel kissing me. She ask me for some time apart, saying that if she really needs me she will call, but at the same time why she talks so much with me trying to make longer my visit, and why the kisses, why she makes me feel so good and bad at the same time?. I tried to desapear for a couple of days but she doesn’t call me, or visit me, so I went there again and again she kisses me and the same. Is she affraid? Maybe I’m becoming a wussy, I just don’t know, but I want to make this work.
Your comments and help would be really appreciated guys.
David
I met this 32 years old woman, good education, doctor, blond, green eyes, she has everything in the right place and in the right size, she is a 10. Let’s say 8 because we didn’t have sex. I’m 32, and we know each other since we were kids, but never were friends.
Well for some reasons we started talking and we stablish nice rapport, and she always smiled at me. So we went out and everything was fine. In the second date we kisses and start together. Everything was really fine. She said me that she likes me since we were boys and that she would like to make larger our dating process before the first kiss, because she felt insecure about having a relationship of any kind, but she will try because she felt so good with me. When this woman kiss you, you can really feel a kiss. She is cute, takes care of me, smile at me and everything fine. That first week she makes me feel like in paradise.
Now begins the problem. Everything was fine between us, but at the same time she started talking about she feels isn't a good time for her to have a relationship. That she doesn’t want to loose her freedom, but she doesn’t want a non serious relationship either. At the same time she goes to my home 2 or 3 times a week and stays until 3am and it’s very importat to say that she has to wake up for work at 6 am, so she prefers stay with me and sleep only 3 hour, but at the same time still feels insecure about having a relationship. I just don’t get it. If she want me go away why she go to my home at night and sleep only 3 hours? The other thing the furthest I can go is getting her bra off, kiss her beasts and touch everywhere, but when things get really hot and I try to remove her tinny underwear she goes "no no no", so I use every trick I know, hair pulling, biting, dry f.uckin etc. get her really turned on....she should now obviously wanna have sex....and say again “cool down, relax, we can not have sex yet" and everything starts again.
Last Saturday we went out and she start talking again about that, and I was surprised when she decided to end the relationship because she need time to think. She said that she likes me and enjoy the time we spent together but she need to know if is more important to her to stay with me in a relationship or she prefers to be alone. By the way, her last boyfriend was a jerk that sucks her as much money as he could, and by the way, she is beautifull, serious, and have money. I stayed calm and try to erase every point of her leaving her unarmed, so we finish the night smiling, kissing and hugging, but she stills saying that it was our last night together. Returning home, we get my home and at 12 I said, well our time is gone, and she smile at me, gave me a kiss and said that she can gave me 2 more hours. Is she playing games with me? Grgrgrgr.
She knows that I have feelings for her. Maybe I made a mistake, but you don't really have the idea the way she kisses me no matther she is proposing a break up. IT feels pretty high when I'm with her, and when kissing she is really kissing me, you know what I meant. Maybe she is afraid of another failure, maybe she is affrais of being in love, I just don’t know, but I really know I need to stop this process and make her confortable with me and erase those ideas of her mind.
Another fact, I didnt make a strong move, I guess I respect her too much and don’t want to mess things us (usually id go straight ahead but she's different...shes hot but not the type of girl that goes with many guys). I think I was too lovey dovey early on and now I’m on deep S… you knw what.
I know if I can get her she'd be worth it. I went her house and everything fine, more kisses, huggin, and touching when her mom or brother aren't present, but steel saying the same about ending, or simply saying that I don’t respect her decision, but steel kissing me. She ask me for some time apart, saying that if she really needs me she will call, but at the same time why she talks so much with me trying to make longer my visit, and why the kisses, why she makes me feel so good and bad at the same time?. I tried to desapear for a couple of days but she doesn’t call me, or visit me, so I went there again and again she kisses me and the same. Is she affraid? Maybe I’m becoming a wussy, I just don’t know, but I want to make this work.
Your comments and help would be really appreciated guys.
David
