So I'm 39 and been hanging with someone 19 years younger than me for the last month. She is a hot black girl prone to wearing tight tank tops and boy shorts that show off that sweet ass, and she always smells heavenly. We fooled around to 3rd base on the night we met, and since then the only time we didn't have sex was our first real date, which we were kinda role playing normal people who didn't do that - raised the sexual tension to 11. Since then it has been pure ****ing hedonism. She spends weekends at my place. Within minutes of getting there it looks like a clothes explosion. We alternate smoking blunts naked on the couch watching movies/playing PS to mad makeout sessions then back to the bedroom. My nuts have never been so drained. We clicked on a sexual physical level and have been surprised on how much we have in common in our regular lives, outside of the age difference. We have been steadily drawing closer together with very little of the sappy talk, it's just been a given as we spend more and more time together that we have a thing developing.
So what is the problem? **** our age difference in my opinion is as wide as the grand canyon. I'm a nice family guy (divorced) with partial custody of my kids and not used to things like getting handjobs while at the drive thru at Taco Bell (that little exhibitionist haha). Nor have I ever been an occasional partaker of the herb but she smokes em like cigarettes. I feel that a "nice, responsible" guy like me should be looking for the "norm."
In her words and actions I can tell she is drawing closer to me but my nagging ego/superego tells me do not put my heart on the line because this thing is fleeting and bound to crash. But I can feel my attraction growing - and it seems inevitible that I will end up falling for her. Should I throw caution to the wind and just go for it and let what will happen happen?? Should I even give a damn about what other people think? My ex wife and friend is already giving me a hard time from hell about dating someone nearly half my age (she does not know my girl's real age but has a pretty damn good idea).
So what is the problem? **** our age difference in my opinion is as wide as the grand canyon. I'm a nice family guy (divorced) with partial custody of my kids and not used to things like getting handjobs while at the drive thru at Taco Bell (that little exhibitionist haha). Nor have I ever been an occasional partaker of the herb but she smokes em like cigarettes. I feel that a "nice, responsible" guy like me should be looking for the "norm."
In her words and actions I can tell she is drawing closer to me but my nagging ego/superego tells me do not put my heart on the line because this thing is fleeting and bound to crash. But I can feel my attraction growing - and it seems inevitible that I will end up falling for her. Should I throw caution to the wind and just go for it and let what will happen happen?? Should I even give a damn about what other people think? My ex wife and friend is already giving me a hard time from hell about dating someone nearly half my age (she does not know my girl's real age but has a pretty damn good idea).
