Hey guys, its been a while since ive posted here, hope your all well.
It seems that lately that i can seem 2 get a girl that ive had a crush on out of my mind. Ive been enjoying life, playing sports meeting different girls and in my final year of college. However for the past 2 years there had always been one girl that has eluded me. I hate the way i feel about her,we have never dated ,ive been flirty with her,gone for drinks with her and her mates and had a laugh. I have never told her i "like" her,but she obviously knows that, Her friends sometimes tease me about it, and also the lads in my dorm. I know this sounds oneitis,and it is.
last night for example we were drivin home from the niteclub, one of the lads tells me she was there,i got depressed all of a sudden,because it was a wasted oppertunity,i dont get 2 see her often. Then the bastard driving points her out walking home with some guy. I swear i felt like $hit, it felt like a total waste of time and effort. If a girl isnt interested thats it, attraction isnt a choice. There is a problem with me and her brother,as we are friends,however he knows that im one of the lads,and i do enjoy meeting girls. He always warned us off his sis,but its something i cant help. Its not just lust is it?
I felt lately things were looking on the up, we chat on msn alot,and the vibe was good. When i told her i would be stayin in college for the wknd,she told me she was going to a 21'st in another town. Im know im better than this, i havent been feeling happy in a long time, my friends dont go out hardly anymore,there all settling down and becoming complacent. There are alot of girls i could have right now,but i keep thinking of the this girl. Im fed up with dirty bit<hes, this girl i presume isnt,and has somthing to say for once. Im not easy to please ..
Guys id appreciate a good verbal bashing or constructive criticism , any thoughts or help i welcome
It seems that lately that i can seem 2 get a girl that ive had a crush on out of my mind. Ive been enjoying life, playing sports meeting different girls and in my final year of college. However for the past 2 years there had always been one girl that has eluded me. I hate the way i feel about her,we have never dated ,ive been flirty with her,gone for drinks with her and her mates and had a laugh. I have never told her i "like" her,but she obviously knows that, Her friends sometimes tease me about it, and also the lads in my dorm. I know this sounds oneitis,and it is.
last night for example we were drivin home from the niteclub, one of the lads tells me she was there,i got depressed all of a sudden,because it was a wasted oppertunity,i dont get 2 see her often. Then the bastard driving points her out walking home with some guy. I swear i felt like $hit, it felt like a total waste of time and effort. If a girl isnt interested thats it, attraction isnt a choice. There is a problem with me and her brother,as we are friends,however he knows that im one of the lads,and i do enjoy meeting girls. He always warned us off his sis,but its something i cant help. Its not just lust is it?
I felt lately things were looking on the up, we chat on msn alot,and the vibe was good. When i told her i would be stayin in college for the wknd,she told me she was going to a 21'st in another town. Im know im better than this, i havent been feeling happy in a long time, my friends dont go out hardly anymore,there all settling down and becoming complacent. There are alot of girls i could have right now,but i keep thinking of the this girl. Im fed up with dirty bit<hes, this girl i presume isnt,and has somthing to say for once. Im not easy to please ..
Guys id appreciate a good verbal bashing or constructive criticism , any thoughts or help i welcome
