greenEyes68
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Ok love the message board guys..
I have come here out of absolute desperation for help
Let me summarize my situation...
I Met a guy 2 years ago... we are both involved with others...
I was very naive to so many things living a sheltered life raising kids being the good mom..... So i meet this guy and he comes on very strong... Normally a turn off for me .. I like elusive men aka jerks lol.... I shy away some from his advances... but he persists with his one liners, compliments inviting me out. I turned him down..... I did give him some erotic pictures.. That seemed to ingite his attention even more...... But he began to play so many headgames... I wasnt used to such behaviour so i fell hook line sinker.... He would tell me we shouldnt talk anymore... so i would go away and see him few weeks later and he would pull me back in.... he would use such manipulation tactics on me i see this now... he would make me believe he was very well endowed yet never proving it to me.... In fact if i asked for a hug etc he would shy away.
So on we go months roll by i am becoming more hooked and Massive oneititis.
I make erotic videos he would say stuff like he didnt watch them he threw them away... or other times he watched and loved them.... In more of an attenpt for me to gain control i was trying everything to get a hold of him... i couoldnt it proved futile... Talk about HEADGAMES THIS MAN RULED ME...
he would invite me out and seem very jealous of the attention i would get from other men... yet i try to get close to him he push me away...
Like he was scared i was gonna find out he was not well endowed .... i started to think he was impotent... in fact talked with him about it one day in very respectful way, he lost it with me..... we would fight he would show such disrespect to me.... only for me to grovel back cos of my oneitis... Yet he welcome me back..... everytime.... I finally started to give up recently was out with a man way more attractive.... he saw me with him... He was so angry ... So i try to approach him and he push me away.....
Past month everything fell apart and i finally stood up to him and told him he can go f*** himself... then i started not to appear as he was so used to the past months..
I never got anything from him but heartache and time wasted... I told myself i will never go around him again and if he really does care he will have to crawl to me and prove it... I am posting here guys cos i need some insight into his mind.... The chemistry between us is downright FIREWORKS.... yet he would never allow me close....he would run scared and play headgames.... controlling me....
Im convinced hes impotent or small and is scared i would find out....
Or is he up to something else ?
I have come here out of absolute desperation for help
Let me summarize my situation...
I Met a guy 2 years ago... we are both involved with others...
I was very naive to so many things living a sheltered life raising kids being the good mom..... So i meet this guy and he comes on very strong... Normally a turn off for me .. I like elusive men aka jerks lol.... I shy away some from his advances... but he persists with his one liners, compliments inviting me out. I turned him down..... I did give him some erotic pictures.. That seemed to ingite his attention even more...... But he began to play so many headgames... I wasnt used to such behaviour so i fell hook line sinker.... He would tell me we shouldnt talk anymore... so i would go away and see him few weeks later and he would pull me back in.... he would use such manipulation tactics on me i see this now... he would make me believe he was very well endowed yet never proving it to me.... In fact if i asked for a hug etc he would shy away.
So on we go months roll by i am becoming more hooked and Massive oneititis.
I make erotic videos he would say stuff like he didnt watch them he threw them away... or other times he watched and loved them.... In more of an attenpt for me to gain control i was trying everything to get a hold of him... i couoldnt it proved futile... Talk about HEADGAMES THIS MAN RULED ME...
he would invite me out and seem very jealous of the attention i would get from other men... yet i try to get close to him he push me away...
Like he was scared i was gonna find out he was not well endowed .... i started to think he was impotent... in fact talked with him about it one day in very respectful way, he lost it with me..... we would fight he would show such disrespect to me.... only for me to grovel back cos of my oneitis... Yet he welcome me back..... everytime.... I finally started to give up recently was out with a man way more attractive.... he saw me with him... He was so angry ... So i try to approach him and he push me away.....
Past month everything fell apart and i finally stood up to him and told him he can go f*** himself... then i started not to appear as he was so used to the past months..
I never got anything from him but heartache and time wasted... I told myself i will never go around him again and if he really does care he will have to crawl to me and prove it... I am posting here guys cos i need some insight into his mind.... The chemistry between us is downright FIREWORKS.... yet he would never allow me close....he would run scared and play headgames.... controlling me....
Im convinced hes impotent or small and is scared i would find out....
Or is he up to something else ?