Black heart - think about this!

[TheGambino]

I´m starting to develop a black heart.

I passed so many plates the last couple of years that I had the greatest flings with. I nexted them or they nexted me for understandble and reasons I don´t know about.

I could go on with everything I went true but my point is I simply don´t feel ´´love´´ or ´´affection´´ anymore. I can make out, touch and have s3x pure on lust even if she´s super hot and exactley what I want in a chick (ok my fantsy is a latin girl with a flat belly, a nice round as$, big green eyes, small feet and a huge temperament. Don´t forget the curly hair and the innocent face, but I didn´t have that chance yet).

So I can make out, enjoy s3x to the max, but I don´t feel affection and love and i´m totally not nervous anymore when escalating. I got immune to rejection too. The only thing is ego, when a girl reaches out and wants to hang out it´s only about ego and some excitement for having s3x.

Learning, experiencing, escalating, dating, having s3x, passing so many girls and getting rejected sometimes made me immune for having a fling, loving and creating passion for a girl. Even a couple of days ago I made out with a super hot chick and got what I wanted but I felt empty doing it. I enjoyed it, yes but I didn´t have the burning pleasure Ive felt years ago when I wasn´t on this forum.

My nephew is a pure natural. No forum, hes handsome, tall and uses women. They pay his rent, his food, his drinks, they keep coming too him. Hes charming, fun, bold, and escalates within minutes. He doesn´t care about women at all, black heart. He told me to have a black heart because he doens´t trust women. He f8cked several married women, even seduced them in front of me with her husband around and she came that night too his house to have s3x with him. Hes a true Don Juan, it´s his talent.

Know I understand about having a black heart. He couldn´t care less if a girl left him, they only did when he hurted them too much, and sometimes he even beats them up. All girls in town know him, and hes known for f8cking and dumping. Some girls called him 200times a day where he had to block her. Even though girls know he pumps and dumps they are still flattered by him and open up to him, it´s unbelievable.

I´m starting too get a black heart too, and I don´t know what to think about it. I have absolutley no expectations from girls, and im always ready to dropp them, if they leave, I don´t care its only my ego that gets hurt.

Like I said I don´t think I like it and do you guys experience the same?

 

[ImTheDoubleGreatest!]

A lot of posters are prolly gonna hate me for speaking my mind on this topic, but hey they already do so whatever. I experienced it when I was 14, but towards life in general, not specifically women. It was pretty cool at first but life was so much more dull and I didn't like it after a while. Now I'm a little more 'normal' than before, but have become almost robotic towards my feeling when dealing with women in a sexual manner. Of course they don't see that side of me, but it's like I've become a calculating machine or something. I know exactly how each type of women would react to each action I do. Anomalies that occur happen from the person aspect of them rather than the female aspect, or they're on their period or something lol. This isn't with just with women I view in an intimate way though, it's with people in almost all social situations. I kinda wish I was a natural though. Maybe I am and don't realize it because no one talks about it in real life. Maybe your nephew does think about procedures that work on women or something, but he won't tell you about it. But I think a lot more people have become somewhat sociopathic like this and won't talk about it (because who would?). But in short, yeah I have experienced the same.