So I guess this is my first post on here.
A few things, haha, guess it's better, I'm acting more like myself. I was pretty much taught the don't do this and that etc. I can joke around with people, light kino isn't that hard for me (apparently I was alot more touchy as a kid haha).
Eye contact doesn't bother me. Actually, most people at uni don't even look up, most are looking down. I'm tall, but there was a group of a few guys at least 6' 4" taking up the sidewalk, hell if I'm walking on grass cause they're spread out. Guy moved out of the way at the last second hah. Humour is way more natural, stuff I would think but wouldn't say before, now I say it, nothing bad has happened yet
Good thing, I was never really AFC, I wouldn't act like a *****, and sometimes some of my comments would slide out, which was a good thing. I act pretty indifferent too, I don't visibly get angry, or really angry, maybe slightly annoyed inside (have been called a stone and apathetic a few times, that's maybe not so good). Eh, I'm a bit more social and loud now (job prolly helps with that, since I do have to yell/be loud sometimes).
Now, there is this girl I've known for awhile, she was quiet, (I was somewhat too, but people would be around me) So I'd be nice to her and stuff. She started to hang out with the group (the other girls are alot louder then her). I quit, but I still hang out with all of them.
For the last lil bit, every other weekend or so, some of the group + other friends would go catch a movie or hang out at a friends house.
Now, sometimes when we go sit, been cut off by another guy sometimes, I don't care too much.
Well, this girl isn't as shy as she used to be, she can hold a convo now, look me in the eyes. She's pretty light on touching, vs some of the other girls. Just not as wild maybe as some of the other girls.
Well, I know one time, I can't remember what it was, but I was asking her a q, and lightly touched her arm, later she did a bit of kino like when trying to get my attention rubbing my foot with hers (standing).
Well, a little while ago, friend had something at his place, some of the guys were playing Halo 3 (<_<, I still haven't played it yet) I've only played pool a few times, so I was just playing a bit (getting better!) and the girl and her friend came in, I can keep em both laughing and stuff. We played some games, doubles, me and the girl vs her friend and our friend, then "girls vs guys" etc. He kind of wandered off into the other room after, they were still game for pool, it was me vs both of them (they both get to go then me). Well, somehow we were talking about how her friend has a "king's chair" and friend had just got some new chairs (nice cause they're high and you can hang your legs off them.) She sat down in one and I was like, this is totally the king's chair *tugs at her a bit* she kinda braces herself, so I just sit on her lap and she's like "I can live with this*laugh*". Some time in there, her friend was mentioning a guy, how he's totally in love with her, and she was saying how she was tryna basically tell him she wasn't free this weekend, what she was doing. Think I might have met him, he was pretty cool, guess he might just be an AFC.. Sounds like she can be pretty brutal with some guys from a few other things I've heard. Later, the 4 of us went out for some food, she sat beside me, we all had some good laughs, played keep away with a couple of her cards (we were laughing at pics on ID). I don't know what we were talking about, but I was like, "Man, if this was a horror movie, you would be the first to go."
Her: *laughs* "So I'm the ***** then?"
Me: "You better hope the car doesn't break down on the way back."
Friend picked up the tab...they were like, we can pay, him: "It's my treat to my friends." I'll just cover him the next time we go out.
Leaving, he's driving, she's on driver's side, he opens the door and shuts it (not bad I guess considering there was some light traffic.)
Well, back at his place, meet up with the other group, we were somehow gonna be watching Star Wars. Before it started, her and her friend were sitting on the couch, she saw there were some Archie I think, comics and she likes them, there was like, 8 inches between the 2 girls and I just kinda sat down between them (my friend was like "Damn, I was gonna sit there." He likes the girl, he'll go out of his way to drive em home etc.) They both kinda drape their legs over mine, my friend just sit on the other side of her friend. She ask's me if I like the comics, I said never really read them, find me a good story, min later she has one, j/k how I can't read and she does a lil neg on me. Movie starts, She still has her legs over mine, I notice in the movie, her breathing is slow and deep with a pretty rapid exhale. (I could hear it) and she was pretty warm. Make a few jokes at the movie, anytime I'd talk to her, I'd touch her upper thigh. She'd lean her head over. She was drawing a line/circle on her thigh for awhile. (Holy crap, the way I was sitting, I dunno, my back, I'd have to move once in awhile) She got up once went upstairs, maybe to try and get curfew longer, but something seemed to smell a bit minty when she got back.. Yea, I didn't do anything, there was like 10 people in the room, I knew she had to go in a bit, curfew. Friend drove them home. She said bye guys, bye Pyro.
Biggest sticking point for me, she is almost 3 years younger I'm almost 19. Pretty ****ty, maybe wait till she's 17 or something. Since I quit, it works pretty well to be away for awhile. I actually have quite a few older friends, in their 20's and stuff, more mature people, some of the other girls I know are pretty immature. This girl seems mature, but, it could just be nervousness, and not being as rambunctious being mistaken for maturity. She has quite a few of the same interests, pretty much how we met, training she's doing right now, she actually has a decent taste of music.
Seems like it's only been AFC's that talk to her..
Girl today at the gym, got some eye contact, nodded at her and she smiled then looked to the ground.
I guess I should add, pretty ****ty, I can be pretty damn picky, like..one thing I don't like about them, they don't seem nearly as hot anymore.
I've been acting myself, and the girls at work are a lil more friendly (always were, but bit moreso) And I've even amog'd the cooler guy at work (pretty accidentally actually, remember me holding comments back before?) a bit, just joking around. One of the cashier's at work (pretty cute) has been doing a bit of kino, tryna throw a few negs my way, I biked to work, I just put my bag on the nearest spot on the table and was grabbing the chair, she had her legs cross and was hooking the leg with her foot from the crossed leg. "Hey, what are you trying to pull here?" She laughs. Yea, work, I'll stay myself with them, but can't see anything at work going anywhere (This isn't a minimum wage job I don't care about).
Eh, so far pretty much all these lil parts are pretty natural for me. I should maybe hit some clubs up or something, see how well I can fair opening some sets, wouldn't mind seeing how I'd do against a big amog. (Actually, holy ****, one friend is damn good, quick witted with some of his comments and logic, seen him pwn some people pretty good). I think just tryna keep up with like 4-5 guys and girls you don't know would be good. Hell, I'm even better at reading body language, crap, can't believe how bad some guys looks with their body language. I actually have most people move out of my way when I walk, some people we brush shoulders turning into each other etc (I'm not moving if I'm at one side and they aren't moving to the other side).
My humour is pretty good, it's kind of all around, ease up on the logic unless it can help a bit, good at remembering words people say etc. I can get the people in my group laughing. I've even been deflecting q's and stuff w/o even noticing. Have to say, I'm glad I'm being more natural.. Way freaking better, I still watch what I say, as I could say some pretty ****ty things, but, stuff seems easier, less hassle, I don't have people trying to challenge me a bit (Guess before it seems like I was a bit alpha, but weak?)
Eh, I dunno, bout the one girl, I've always been meaning to say let's go for a walk, loud in here, but usually there is always a group move etc right as I'm bout to say it.
Forgot, a few things, I dunno, like..4 months ago, she came up to me right off, gave me a few things she got on a trip, and her friend was like "It's taken her a year!" I bugged her a bit bout that, and she was hanging close tryna get my attention (Was talking to a guy I hadn't seen in along time.) She was in another country before, I was saying how I like sand etc, and then like a month before her trip she had a sticky in her bag and her mirror to get some sand. Later at a pool party, I get there late (I was working) and was talking to a guy (Funny, guy, Colbert and self-depreciating humour style) and she hops out of the hot tub after a few when I'm done talking and I get back changed and gives me the sand. She seems to stay a lil further away when this one girl is around, she's liked me for like a year and gets pretty close, tried to be subtle, don't wanna hurt her feelings or anything..she's dropped some pretty big hints..her parents are gone..she turning 18 etc..
Eh, I dunno, any comments? Definitely feels better acting more like myself, guess I just have to socialize some more to get everything down..
Edit: Cripes, it seems like a bunch of incoherent rambling haha. Was trying to write everything down.
A few things, haha, guess it's better, I'm acting more like myself. I was pretty much taught the don't do this and that etc. I can joke around with people, light kino isn't that hard for me (apparently I was alot more touchy as a kid haha).
Eye contact doesn't bother me. Actually, most people at uni don't even look up, most are looking down. I'm tall, but there was a group of a few guys at least 6' 4" taking up the sidewalk, hell if I'm walking on grass cause they're spread out. Guy moved out of the way at the last second hah. Humour is way more natural, stuff I would think but wouldn't say before, now I say it, nothing bad has happened yet
Good thing, I was never really AFC, I wouldn't act like a *****, and sometimes some of my comments would slide out, which was a good thing. I act pretty indifferent too, I don't visibly get angry, or really angry, maybe slightly annoyed inside (have been called a stone and apathetic a few times, that's maybe not so good). Eh, I'm a bit more social and loud now (job prolly helps with that, since I do have to yell/be loud sometimes).
Now, there is this girl I've known for awhile, she was quiet, (I was somewhat too, but people would be around me) So I'd be nice to her and stuff. She started to hang out with the group (the other girls are alot louder then her). I quit, but I still hang out with all of them.
For the last lil bit, every other weekend or so, some of the group + other friends would go catch a movie or hang out at a friends house.
Now, sometimes when we go sit, been cut off by another guy sometimes, I don't care too much.
Well, this girl isn't as shy as she used to be, she can hold a convo now, look me in the eyes. She's pretty light on touching, vs some of the other girls. Just not as wild maybe as some of the other girls.
Well, I know one time, I can't remember what it was, but I was asking her a q, and lightly touched her arm, later she did a bit of kino like when trying to get my attention rubbing my foot with hers (standing).
Well, a little while ago, friend had something at his place, some of the guys were playing Halo 3 (<_<, I still haven't played it yet
) I've only played pool a few times, so I was just playing a bit (getting better!) and the girl and her friend came in, I can keep em both laughing and stuff. We played some games, doubles, me and the girl vs her friend and our friend, then "girls vs guys" etc. He kind of wandered off into the other room after, they were still game for pool, it was me vs both of them (they both get to go then me). Well, somehow we were talking about how her friend has a "king's chair" and friend had just got some new chairs (nice cause they're high and you can hang your legs off them.) She sat down in one and I was like, this is totally the king's chair *tugs at her a bit* she kinda braces herself, so I just sit on her lap and she's like "I can live with this*laugh*". Some time in there, her friend was mentioning a guy, how he's totally in love with her, and she was saying how she was tryna basically tell him she wasn't free this weekend, what she was doing. Think I might have met him, he was pretty cool, guess he might just be an AFC.. Sounds like she can be pretty brutal with some guys from a few other things I've heard. Later, the 4 of us went out for some food, she sat beside me, we all had some good laughs, played keep away with a couple of her cards (we were laughing at pics on ID). I don't know what we were talking about, but I was like, "Man, if this was a horror movie, you would be the first to go."Her: *laughs* "So I'm the ***** then?"
Me: "You better hope the car doesn't break down on the way back."
Friend picked up the tab...they were like, we can pay, him: "It's my treat to my friends." I'll just cover him the next time we go out.
Leaving, he's driving, she's on driver's side, he opens the door and shuts it (not bad I guess considering there was some light traffic.)
Well, back at his place, meet up with the other group, we were somehow gonna be watching Star Wars. Before it started, her and her friend were sitting on the couch, she saw there were some Archie I think, comics and she likes them, there was like, 8 inches between the 2 girls and I just kinda sat down between them (my friend was like "Damn, I was gonna sit there." He likes the girl, he'll go out of his way to drive em home etc.) They both kinda drape their legs over mine, my friend just sit on the other side of her friend. She ask's me if I like the comics, I said never really read them, find me a good story, min later she has one, j/k how I can't read and she does a lil neg on me. Movie starts, She still has her legs over mine, I notice in the movie, her breathing is slow and deep with a pretty rapid exhale. (I could hear it) and she was pretty warm. Make a few jokes at the movie, anytime I'd talk to her, I'd touch her upper thigh. She'd lean her head over. She was drawing a line/circle on her thigh for awhile. (Holy crap, the way I was sitting, I dunno, my back, I'd have to move once in awhile) She got up once went upstairs, maybe to try and get curfew longer, but something seemed to smell a bit minty when she got back.. Yea, I didn't do anything, there was like 10 people in the room, I knew she had to go in a bit, curfew. Friend drove them home. She said bye guys, bye Pyro.
Biggest sticking point for me, she is almost 3 years younger I'm almost 19. Pretty ****ty, maybe wait till she's 17 or something. Since I quit, it works pretty well to be away for awhile. I actually have quite a few older friends, in their 20's and stuff, more mature people, some of the other girls I know are pretty immature. This girl seems mature, but, it could just be nervousness, and not being as rambunctious being mistaken for maturity. She has quite a few of the same interests, pretty much how we met, training she's doing right now, she actually has a decent taste of music.
Seems like it's only been AFC's that talk to her..
Girl today at the gym, got some eye contact, nodded at her and she smiled then looked to the ground.
I guess I should add, pretty ****ty, I can be pretty damn picky, like..one thing I don't like about them, they don't seem nearly as hot anymore.
I've been acting myself, and the girls at work are a lil more friendly (always were, but bit moreso) And I've even amog'd the cooler guy at work (pretty accidentally actually, remember me holding comments back before?) a bit, just joking around. One of the cashier's at work (pretty cute) has been doing a bit of kino, tryna throw a few negs my way, I biked to work, I just put my bag on the nearest spot on the table and was grabbing the chair, she had her legs cross and was hooking the leg with her foot from the crossed leg. "Hey, what are you trying to pull here?" She laughs. Yea, work, I'll stay myself with them, but can't see anything at work going anywhere (This isn't a minimum wage job I don't care about).
Eh, so far pretty much all these lil parts are pretty natural for me. I should maybe hit some clubs up or something, see how well I can fair opening some sets, wouldn't mind seeing how I'd do against a big amog. (Actually, holy ****, one friend is damn good, quick witted with some of his comments and logic, seen him pwn some people pretty good). I think just tryna keep up with like 4-5 guys and girls you don't know would be good. Hell, I'm even better at reading body language, crap, can't believe how bad some guys looks with their body language. I actually have most people move out of my way when I walk, some people we brush shoulders turning into each other etc (I'm not moving if I'm at one side and they aren't moving to the other side).
My humour is pretty good, it's kind of all around, ease up on the logic unless it can help a bit, good at remembering words people say etc. I can get the people in my group laughing. I've even been deflecting q's and stuff w/o even noticing. Have to say, I'm glad I'm being more natural.. Way freaking better, I still watch what I say, as I could say some pretty ****ty things, but, stuff seems easier, less hassle, I don't have people trying to challenge me a bit (Guess before it seems like I was a bit alpha, but weak?)
Eh, I dunno, bout the one girl, I've always been meaning to say let's go for a walk, loud in here, but usually there is always a group move etc right as I'm bout to say it.
Forgot, a few things, I dunno, like..4 months ago, she came up to me right off, gave me a few things she got on a trip, and her friend was like "It's taken her a year!" I bugged her a bit bout that, and she was hanging close tryna get my attention (Was talking to a guy I hadn't seen in along time.) She was in another country before, I was saying how I like sand etc, and then like a month before her trip she had a sticky in her bag and her mirror to get some sand. Later at a pool party, I get there late (I was working) and was talking to a guy (Funny, guy, Colbert and self-depreciating humour style) and she hops out of the hot tub after a few when I'm done talking and I get back changed and gives me the sand. She seems to stay a lil further away when this one girl is around, she's liked me for like a year and gets pretty close, tried to be subtle, don't wanna hurt her feelings or anything..she's dropped some pretty big hints..her parents are gone..she turning 18 etc..
Eh, I dunno, any comments? Definitely feels better acting more like myself, guess I just have to socialize some more to get everything down..
Edit: Cripes, it seems like a bunch of incoherent rambling haha. Was trying to write everything down.