I never fall for anyone. I’m by no means good at seduction but I’m always trying to talk to a few women. Some I get and some I don’t, the ones I usually get are the more undesirable, and I go through dry spells but also get some here and there. I long to **** hot chicks and I think I slowly get better over time but I make slow progress.
I fell for this one back in late summer, super hard. My friends invited her out and we got drunk one night and I got her snap. I heard she was looking for a boyfriend and I should go after her, so I started talking to her.
She rejected me, and I talked to her for a bit after that and got rejected again. I stopped hitting her up after this but have ran into her once or twice since, I thought I had a good interaction with her but she told a female friend of mine that she got the vibe I was mad at her but that she had nothing against me and thinks I’m decent. It left me confused, I wasn’t mad at her in the slightest?
I try to forget about her but it’s hard. I have a date this coming weekend with someone I find attractive and really liked awhile back but I still think about this girl. I’ve met others since. Every time I start to forget about her something comes up that makes me remember. She was so pretty and sweet but you could tell underneath the surface she was a complete freak.
My roommate was showing me some slutty pics she uploaded to some private Instagram tonight that only a few people follow her on, she posted them months before I talked to her. This would make many people bitter, angry, or sad. But it inspired me. It made me fee anxious and excited. I want to **** with girls like this. I see a near future where I do. Many guys want a girl with a life, college, a career, goals. I say **** all that. I want a bad ***** that’s dependent on me. Maybe multiple. One where I have to run their entire life for them or they can’t survive. I know it’s bad for me. I know it’s sick. But it’s all I care for in life. I want to get a girl like this to settle down and change who she is for me.
I went nuts on acid a few months ago, in a good way. Many will hate on drug use but this is a spiritual tool. I sold everything I own, and decided to focus solely on career, fitness, and game. I have completely changed as a person in a few short months, I've picked up some interesting hobbies along the way, I feel like I'm on the brink of something.
How do I get to this point? I need some pointers, it would be greatly appreciated.
I fell for this one back in late summer, super hard. My friends invited her out and we got drunk one night and I got her snap. I heard she was looking for a boyfriend and I should go after her, so I started talking to her.
She rejected me, and I talked to her for a bit after that and got rejected again. I stopped hitting her up after this but have ran into her once or twice since, I thought I had a good interaction with her but she told a female friend of mine that she got the vibe I was mad at her but that she had nothing against me and thinks I’m decent. It left me confused, I wasn’t mad at her in the slightest?
I try to forget about her but it’s hard. I have a date this coming weekend with someone I find attractive and really liked awhile back but I still think about this girl. I’ve met others since. Every time I start to forget about her something comes up that makes me remember. She was so pretty and sweet but you could tell underneath the surface she was a complete freak.
My roommate was showing me some slutty pics she uploaded to some private Instagram tonight that only a few people follow her on, she posted them months before I talked to her. This would make many people bitter, angry, or sad. But it inspired me. It made me fee anxious and excited. I want to **** with girls like this. I see a near future where I do. Many guys want a girl with a life, college, a career, goals. I say **** all that. I want a bad ***** that’s dependent on me. Maybe multiple. One where I have to run their entire life for them or they can’t survive. I know it’s bad for me. I know it’s sick. But it’s all I care for in life. I want to get a girl like this to settle down and change who she is for me.
I went nuts on acid a few months ago, in a good way. Many will hate on drug use but this is a spiritual tool. I sold everything I own, and decided to focus solely on career, fitness, and game. I have completely changed as a person in a few short months, I've picked up some interesting hobbies along the way, I feel like I'm on the brink of something.
How do I get to this point? I need some pointers, it would be greatly appreciated.
