attn: to the guy who keeps ranting on about eastern Europe...

[monster squad]

... former Soviet Russian, whatever. How much should I save, and what does it all take?

I'm ****ing done. It's no use fooling myself anymore. My lease is up next Feb. I was planning on moving to Tampa, but **** it. I can't imagine things being better there either.

(sorry for my drunken ranting)

My plans for tonight were stay home and watch a movie, maybe play some video games. No sense in going out anymore, and I'm 9 months into a self-imposed 2 year ban on dating/sex anyway. A friend of mine called me up and invited me over to have some drinks, and whatnot. Ultimately it was a set-up to get me together with his wife's friend, who I briefly had a "thing" with a year and a half ago. Seems she dumped her most recent BF because he was "too controlling" (This always seems to be her excuse, and I can't for the life of me image ****ing why.).

No problems at first. Things were cool, and she was coming on to me. Kept saying how much different I look (I've been killing myself in the gym, but I'm only 1/10 of the way there, in my eyes anyway.). Some of her friends showed up, and we, not my friend and his wife as they have a kid now, all ended up going to some club.

Long story short, by the end of the night she was jerking some doorman off for a set of glow-in-the-dark ****ing beads. I was kinda stuck because her friend gave me a ride, and I needed a ride back to my car, so I acted as politely as possible, rather than puke on the spot at what I was unfortunate enough to be witnessing. Out in the parking lot she was inviting all sorts of other guys along, even though the car was full. I was seriously ready to vomit at this point. I wish I had a number for a cab, so I could get the hell out of there as fast as possible.

I don't consider myself bad looking at all. As a matter of fact, I can't see why any girl wouldn't kill her best friend to get together with me. I'm built like a tank, I have a face to kill for, and everybody and their mom wants to get to know me. I'm ****ing awe insiring. And there she is, inviting some fat slob and his friends along for a ride back with her. What, did they have some goddamn fluorescent beads. Why do I get the feeling that every woman in America is like this? Hmmm... maybe it's because every American women I've ever encountered behaves like this.

I don't know people. I'm at a loss here. My friend (the one who called me up) doesn't seem any better off. I noticed his wife turn to her friend and say things like, "Help me...". Like she doesn't want to be tied down anymore, and would rather go out whoring it up with her friends for old times sake. He's probably a little too "contolling" for her too (he's from India, and has a strong set of ethical beliefs).

Maybe I'm just too old fashioned.

 

[Last Man Standing]

Many hors say, "He's too controlling" - meaning "He won't let me be the hor that I am!!!" Throw the hors that say this away to the pimp trash bin!!

Get a virgin who responds to your masculinity and who is in sync with her genuine femininity!!!!

No such thing as "Old fashioned" - you are just proper - being "proper" is neither old or a fashion!!

 

[Obsidian]

You know, they used to stone women for crap like this...

As a matter of fact, I can't see why any girl wouldn't kill her best friend to get together with me.

But what MORE would she do to get together with you AND four other guys at the same time? And besides, those phosphorescent beads are SOOOOoooo cool!

 

[monster squad]

Heh, find a virgin. The only way that'll happen is if I start scoping out elementry schools.

I'm kidding.

I don't think it's possible at this point. I'm almost 30, and the more women I see, the less I want them. Maybe I should move to Belgium and become a monk. At least they get to drink that awesome beer.

I can't help it, with the "proper" thing. I was brought up Catholic, and despite my early falling out with the church, some of those beliefs still linger. I mean, I did mess up once and had sex with a girl the first time I met her (as a matter of fact, it was the girl I was hanging out with earlier tonight, funny that...) because I drank too much and caved in, but beyond that, I just can't see myself behaving the way guys have to behave out there. And I certainly can't put up with the **** they put up with. I mean, I don't find it "hot" when I see two girls making out. This has nothing to do with any feelings against homosexuality, as I have none, I just hate to see anyone use it for attention. And that's all it is. "I'm straight but open minded.". What the **** does that even mean? I don't think I've even met a girl who hasn't had some sort of lesbian experience. What the hell is going on? Why is this so tolorated, and encouraged? If somebody is gay, good for them. More power. But to mess around with somebody just for the hell of it, there's something wrong there. It's no better than seeing someone with her hand in a guys pants for some five-cent beads. (Those beads are super cool though. I should run to the store and pick up a few thousand for like $2. Imagine what I could get some dumb wh0re to do for that!)

But I'm getting off topic. Just seeing that there are like 90 people currently logged on here (at 5 am EST, sunday morning), I know I'm not the only one who had a piss-poor weekend.

Good night folks.

 

[Obsidian]

maybe you should go find some church girls

or move to China. Once they get that whole communism thing straightened out, it might be a promising sarging field.

 

[monster squad]

Before I go to bed... I did try some church girls in the past. Even a Mormon a few years back. All hors. The Mormon kept trying to get me to smoke pot with her and watch ****ing Fern Gully, or some lousy cartoon like that. I guess she thought it was trippy or something.

She lost her virginity to some drunk in a pickup truck long before I met her.

 

[Serialized3]

No such thing as "Old fashioned" - you are just proper - being "proper" is neither old or a fashion!!

I like that.

 

[Dark Chivalry]

There are proper, feminine women in every town in every country, you just need to pick them out of the umpteen others.

 

[wayword]

he was "too controlling" (This always seems to be her excuse, and I can't for the life of me image ****ing why.).

Long story short, by the end of the night she was jerking some doorman off for a set of glow-in-the-dark ****ing beads.

Out in the parking lot she was inviting all sorts of other guys along, even though the car was full. I was seriously ready to vomit at this point.

Why do I get the feeling that every woman in America is like this?

AW = Attention Whor/American Woman (what's the difference?)

BTW, this disease is spreading ALL OVER. I was chatting with a mainland Chinese girl over the net the other day and she kept telling me how "independent" she is. And how a friend offered to give her a laptop (he had several) but she refused because she wanted to buy one by herself. She also reads the WSJ and NYT. Well, I'm all for self-reliance and women pulling their full weight...but we all know what path those feminist codewords really lead down... Honestly, I was pretty shocked to hear her spitting these feminist buzzwords. The propaganda has spread even a lot faster than I had thought!

 

[Master Bates]

BTW, this disease is spreading ALL OVER. I was chatting with a mainland Chinese girl over the net the other day and she kept telling me how "independent" she is. And how a friend offered to give her a laptop (he had several) but she refused because she wanted to buy one by herself.

IT'S ALL OVER. IT'S ALL OVER.

 

[DJDamage]

Before I go to bed... I did try some church girls in the past. Even a Mormon a few years back. All hors. The Mormon kept trying to get me to smoke pot with her and watch ****ing Fern Gully, or some lousy cartoon like that. I guess she thought it was trippy or something.

She lost her virginity to some drunk in a pickup truck long before I met her.

lol

 

[Play the Game]

I was in the train one night coming back from the city, and there's this eastern european woman sitting near by. Anyway, as soon as this guy realizes where she's from he immediately starts talking to her about how european women are so great and that he'd never marry an american girl.

He was really pathetic actually, i wanted to turn around and just smack him for being such a total wimp. Turns out he got suckered into a relationship with an eastern european broad that took his money married him then ditched him. Who would have thought... turns out there are wh0res everywhere. :crackup: