at the lowest point of my life

[mojo16]

hey fellas, this will be very similar to a lot of posts you read on here!
but i messed up bad and need to vent ha.

I'm sure you've all had a oneitis in your time, i managed to tune mine and started seeing her 2 years after we became friends.

when i met her she was an innocent shy girl who had never touched a boy.

i gave her her first kiss and first everything except sex, she would always lock up when we came close to sex but i acted like i didn't mind coz i liked her heaps. infact i legitimately didn't mind.

there was always this weird vibe to our relationship though, we have kept at it for a year now, but it never seemed like it was progressing, it felt kind of secret and strange, sometimes she was really affectionate and sometimes she was distant and cold. for me it made me like her even more, I'm absolutely crazy about her and i don't even know why. if i could put together a perfect scenario in my head, it would pretty much be the way we came to know each other, all the talks we had, finally kissing her and making her fall for me. on top of that she is insanely good looking and quiet, goddamit i hate myself for even typing this but its the truth.

as i mentioned before, her hot and cold act started getting to me. about 2 months ago she flaked on my via text for no reason other than she couldn't be bothered doing anything. with other girls if they said that i wouldn't even reply, but when its a girl you're dating its a hard thing to respond to.

my response was this: haha okay thats fair enough, since you're so lazy and i cant be bothered waiting to tell you face to face, i think we should just be friends.

when i wrote this, i was expecting her to come running back, which she did. we met up and made out, then we started talking about our relationship, i told her that i didn't want to end it but that i was just frustrated with it.

this did not work at all. she denied me. said it would probably just happen again and said it would be best if we just stayed friends. then she got out of my car and went inside.

its been about 6 weeks since then, and now she is seeing someone else.
she texted me and told me she didn't know how to tell me and that she was sorry she did it over text.

now basically I'm wallowing in my on self pity and wishing i could go back in time and stop myself from acting like a complete b1tch.

im also thinking a lot of thoughts that i know are stupid but i can't help such as, after all the handwork i put into this girl bringing her out of her shell, some other dude has just come along and will take her virginity etc.

im not sure what i expect to get out of posting this. i have lost my manhood and I'm desperate to stop feeling so terrible about myself... i know most of you will say move on. but it just doesn't seem right, i feel like i should fight to get her back but i also know that it isn't possible haha... I've lost it....

what to do with my sorry ass?

 

[Chamber36]

daaaaaaaaaaamn that sweet tight virgin pvssy is going to waste brah.

But I wouldn't worry about it. You nearly did it. If you try it again you can make it happen with another broad.

plenty more fish in the sea

 

[SgtSplacker]

Well dude what you basically have to do is just move on. No really, if her feelings arent there for you then your just clinging to a husk with no corn in it... And theyre not BTW. Well at least that needs to be where your head game is right now. Bear in mind that people can get back together after a breakup, she could learn to appreciate you more after being with someone else so this may be a good thing. What's important is that you let her know that you have moved on and that your not sweating this in the least.... in the least. You must seem mature and confident when you talk to her, it's her loss. She no longer deserves your emotional sincerety. You must be a little cold and distant with her. If she starts the "us" conversation tell her that your time together was a very beautiful and special part of your life, shame it's over, and go cold again. Make her chase it dude, that's why she left you to begin with. Start seeing other people or at least get that ball rolling. Start hanging out with your friends. Last thing you want to be now is be a leftover scrap of her relationship dinner. Maybe your independance of her will bring her back maybe it will bring something better along either way your an independant man. Being sorry gets you tears and an empty room. Buy a new shirt or something you'll be fine.

 

[Tovansky]

time like this you have to be like Barney Stinson: Whenever I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.

move on dude. how do you see yourself right now? if you know that you are the man every women would be lucky to be with, then there a lot of other women, I guarantee 100%, that are much better than her and you can get them if you do the right thing. the right thing: move on.