I regret almost everything I did for this stupid girl.
Its really amazing to me how someone has gone through the same thing as I did and still am. I thought there is no way noone has ever been through this. But I guess there is. My ex gf is the biggest AW. We broke up about 2 weeks ago. She is the biggest slvt.
In the beginning she smothered the living sh*t out of me. I guess it was nice considering I stopped dating this other girl. Anyways she would buy me stuff give me all the attention, go out of her way chose me above any other idiot who was chasing her. Obviously I didn't chase after her in the beginning cause she came on real strong but seemed pretty cool. It was kind of funny cause I would treat her like the biggest piece of sh*t. I would talk with others of how much of a slvt she is, talk stories with my roomate who fvcked around with her at the same time I did. I would basically talk sh*t and she knew I was using her.
She kept on asking for a LTR and I would say no and this is only after knowing me for a couple of weeks. Apparently she would cry when I would reject her. These types of girls have problems and they want to get back at you in the most evil way if they can. If youre not strong enough you will be stressed out and messed up. To get back at me for talking sh*t about her and rejecting her at the same time she went ahead and fvcked one of my friends i introduced her too. She even went to the lengths of inviting me over after the bars laying in bed with her and then getting up to go fvck my friend at his house right down the street. At one point she was boning me my friend and my roomate in the same week. I found this out later. Anyways I got a little jealous of her sexcapades cause we were hanging out a lot and I started liking her cause I was on the rebound. She did that sh*t again of fvcking my friend when I was there threatened to leave her and she said fine dont leave I want a LTR and this is after a couple of months now. Stupid me agreed cause we were pretty close friends and I liked her company.
The beginning of the relationship was fine all good we actually had a blast. Then she started being stupid talking to other guys on the phone right in front of me flirting and stuff like that you know stuff to make me jealous and angry. She would call me a drama queen. I would say stuff to her about being stupid I should have been calm but everything was my fault according to her we got in huge arguments then would make up quickly. We broke up cause I stayed with her for a week and she got annoyed even though I didnt do anything. The funniest thing is when she said she wanted too I said to her that I could get way better than her and she was messed up in the head cause of all the drugs she snorted up her nose. I felt bad though and try to fix things. about a week later everything was good.
Later on it turned into her kind of pulling her self away and me trying to win her approval she would then come back and give me what I wanted then leave again. Then it got to the point where she wanted space and when she said this I got mad at her. She then didnt talk to me for a couple of days even when I saw her out. She called later and wanted to fix things. But before that was done my mom stepped in cause I was telling her about my problems. She got her phone number from my cell phone bill. My mom called her and said some mean things to her and told her to stay away from me. I felt bad and tried to fix things. Its kind of hard to fix that. Now she is trying to break me down and fvck with me try to turn me on my mom and make me realize all this stupid stuff. I am already aware of her fvcking some other dudes and probably svcking some d*ck. Obviously we arent toghter. I kind of find myself trying to fix it and act nice while she is being a bi*ch. Its funny that all I did for her and how many times we slept together and now she feels uncomfortable with me but can still svck a dude that she is aware of of him calling her a slvt and talking sh*t. She will probalby just do that to every guy and leave them in the dust cause she feels I caused everything and screwed her over when in fact she did it ot herself by acting like that. I do have feelings for her how can you not after being with someone for almost a year straight I wish she would slap some sense into herself but she probably wont. Im a good guy I could and will get better than her. But I wish I could help her but I dont think I will or want too. She is in a cycle that will last along time. She is very silent but deadly you gotta be strong and not give a sh*t if you ever deal with a person like this. Watch I wont call her and shell call me sometime or another trying to suck me in but Im not all about that anymore.
Its really amazing to me how someone has gone through the same thing as I did and still am. I thought there is no way noone has ever been through this. But I guess there is. My ex gf is the biggest AW. We broke up about 2 weeks ago. She is the biggest slvt.
In the beginning she smothered the living sh*t out of me. I guess it was nice considering I stopped dating this other girl. Anyways she would buy me stuff give me all the attention, go out of her way chose me above any other idiot who was chasing her. Obviously I didn't chase after her in the beginning cause she came on real strong but seemed pretty cool. It was kind of funny cause I would treat her like the biggest piece of sh*t. I would talk with others of how much of a slvt she is, talk stories with my roomate who fvcked around with her at the same time I did. I would basically talk sh*t and she knew I was using her.
She kept on asking for a LTR and I would say no and this is only after knowing me for a couple of weeks. Apparently she would cry when I would reject her. These types of girls have problems and they want to get back at you in the most evil way if they can. If youre not strong enough you will be stressed out and messed up. To get back at me for talking sh*t about her and rejecting her at the same time she went ahead and fvcked one of my friends i introduced her too. She even went to the lengths of inviting me over after the bars laying in bed with her and then getting up to go fvck my friend at his house right down the street. At one point she was boning me my friend and my roomate in the same week. I found this out later. Anyways I got a little jealous of her sexcapades cause we were hanging out a lot and I started liking her cause I was on the rebound. She did that sh*t again of fvcking my friend when I was there threatened to leave her and she said fine dont leave I want a LTR and this is after a couple of months now. Stupid me agreed cause we were pretty close friends and I liked her company.
The beginning of the relationship was fine all good we actually had a blast. Then she started being stupid talking to other guys on the phone right in front of me flirting and stuff like that you know stuff to make me jealous and angry. She would call me a drama queen. I would say stuff to her about being stupid I should have been calm but everything was my fault according to her we got in huge arguments then would make up quickly. We broke up cause I stayed with her for a week and she got annoyed even though I didnt do anything. The funniest thing is when she said she wanted too I said to her that I could get way better than her and she was messed up in the head cause of all the drugs she snorted up her nose. I felt bad though and try to fix things. about a week later everything was good.
Later on it turned into her kind of pulling her self away and me trying to win her approval she would then come back and give me what I wanted then leave again. Then it got to the point where she wanted space and when she said this I got mad at her. She then didnt talk to me for a couple of days even when I saw her out. She called later and wanted to fix things. But before that was done my mom stepped in cause I was telling her about my problems. She got her phone number from my cell phone bill. My mom called her and said some mean things to her and told her to stay away from me. I felt bad and tried to fix things. Its kind of hard to fix that. Now she is trying to break me down and fvck with me try to turn me on my mom and make me realize all this stupid stuff. I am already aware of her fvcking some other dudes and probably svcking some d*ck. Obviously we arent toghter. I kind of find myself trying to fix it and act nice while she is being a bi*ch. Its funny that all I did for her and how many times we slept together and now she feels uncomfortable with me but can still svck a dude that she is aware of of him calling her a slvt and talking sh*t. She will probalby just do that to every guy and leave them in the dust cause she feels I caused everything and screwed her over when in fact she did it ot herself by acting like that. I do have feelings for her how can you not after being with someone for almost a year straight I wish she would slap some sense into herself but she probably wont. Im a good guy I could and will get better than her. But I wish I could help her but I dont think I will or want too. She is in a cycle that will last along time. She is very silent but deadly you gotta be strong and not give a sh*t if you ever deal with a person like this. Watch I wont call her and shell call me sometime or another trying to suck me in but Im not all about that anymore.