BorisBeef
Don Juan
- Joined
- Mar 5, 2023
- Messages
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- Age
- 26
Good afternoon gentlemen, first of all thank you for allowing me to enter the forum, this is my first article, I subscribed yesterday.
I have been wandering aimlessly, I have known this forum through a book called "The rational man" and the truth that has arrived
into my hands at a key moment in my life, but let me summarize my case as briefly as possible, I look forward to
advice from experienced men, who could emulate the father figure I never had.
I have very little or almost no sexual experience with women, this is the obstacle. The objective, to be able to improve and advance in possible
suitors. At 23 years on the way to 24, I lost my virginity a year and a half ago. I simply set out to lose her because I have evaded
of that thought, and like all bad things, the longer we postpone, the worse its impact. I started communicating with women
around me, (even though I'm a lousy social animal, I'm getting better every day) I supplemented with online dating, and I came to
maintain a relationship with two different women, for my taste they were below average on the beauty scale, but with
In order to get rid of my anxiety, I continued with the protocol. I learned that I am an AFC. I had a premature ejaculation my first time, but
I kept giving other rounds despite having finished quickly. The girl I was with, which I must say that she was very kind and affectionate
she was patient and taught me several basic things, that was my goal, to understand the dynamics and behaviors in intimacy.
I've been with her on 3 time, and each sex was better than the last. She did not believe that I was a virgin, and she was very satisfied
Which greatly increased my self-esteem. But then I discarded her because her anxiety episodes were constant and she really wanted to be in my life in a fundamental way.
Specifications:
I am of average height, I am not very handsome, but people often praise me for my attractiveness, I have always dressed well, I have several tattoos.
I take care of my health, I have a diet that I follow strictly, with macro counting and weight training 3 times a week. I usually pass
most of the time alone, reading various topics, biology, philosophy, science and psychology (although to tell the truth I am quite ignorant because I have no studies) or learning new skills, lately I have improved my culinary skills a lot.
Economic situation:
I used to work in a company dedicated to meat, I was a butcher who separated the cuts from the cows. I have started working from a very young age, I have had many jobs, from construction to supermarket cashier. I come from a broken and poor family, with no father present.
During the night and my free time I used to be an Uber driver for a contact, then I bought a motorcycle with which I delivered food in my free time.
I have taken off work because my stress is negatively affecting my life, that is, at work I could not perform my tasks due to fatigue. Right now I am correcting several aspects, so I said:
Well it's time to fix some things, I'm going to cut costs and change the deck of cards again.
I currently live alone, in a small apartment in a marginal area.
Hobbies:
I don't have many nowadays, when I was young I practiced martial arts, boxing, Muay Thai. Lately I go out to drink a coffee on weekends but no more, I haven't gone out to discos for years.
Social aspect:
Since I've been aware, I haven't had problems socializing, in adolescence I had many suitors, and I had no problem talking to anyone, but it's getting worse every time.
I tried to go to therapy, but my psychologist was very attractive and I couldn't help but show sexual interest in her, the situation became highly tense and then I left.
Current case:
I am not dating, nor throwing myself at women that I find attractive, I always had a lot of control, but since I am on the street a lot, due to my work, I can appreciate the behavior of many women I come across, they usually give me the OK and try to get closer themselves, I maintain control but I am aware that I am not what they think I am,
I have always been told that I look like a criminal, but it is the opposite, they are vestiges of what I have been going through my disgusting life. The girl I was with told me
That she was afraid the minutes before sex, because she saw me as someone with a lot of sexual and life experience, (which was the complete opposite in the act) I laughed because they had told me before.
There are several women I like, but this sick loop is contaminating my mood. There is an older woman, who I believe is between 30 and 36 years old, who owns a grocery store.
I'm not very smart, but I can see her interest in me every time I go to buy cigarettes, and the **** tests she does every time she sees me. HELP.
Forgive me, I've written too much, but believe me I don't have anyone else to talk to, it's not that I'm depressed, although I went through a very dark stage a few years ago. I continue in search of my improvement and be able to cope with this
what we call life
Thank you very much for reading.
I have been wandering aimlessly, I have known this forum through a book called "The rational man" and the truth that has arrived
into my hands at a key moment in my life, but let me summarize my case as briefly as possible, I look forward to
advice from experienced men, who could emulate the father figure I never had.
I have very little or almost no sexual experience with women, this is the obstacle. The objective, to be able to improve and advance in possible
suitors. At 23 years on the way to 24, I lost my virginity a year and a half ago. I simply set out to lose her because I have evaded
of that thought, and like all bad things, the longer we postpone, the worse its impact. I started communicating with women
around me, (even though I'm a lousy social animal, I'm getting better every day) I supplemented with online dating, and I came to
maintain a relationship with two different women, for my taste they were below average on the beauty scale, but with
In order to get rid of my anxiety, I continued with the protocol. I learned that I am an AFC. I had a premature ejaculation my first time, but
I kept giving other rounds despite having finished quickly. The girl I was with, which I must say that she was very kind and affectionate
she was patient and taught me several basic things, that was my goal, to understand the dynamics and behaviors in intimacy.
I've been with her on 3 time, and each sex was better than the last. She did not believe that I was a virgin, and she was very satisfied
Which greatly increased my self-esteem. But then I discarded her because her anxiety episodes were constant and she really wanted to be in my life in a fundamental way.
Specifications:
I am of average height, I am not very handsome, but people often praise me for my attractiveness, I have always dressed well, I have several tattoos.
I take care of my health, I have a diet that I follow strictly, with macro counting and weight training 3 times a week. I usually pass
most of the time alone, reading various topics, biology, philosophy, science and psychology (although to tell the truth I am quite ignorant because I have no studies) or learning new skills, lately I have improved my culinary skills a lot.
Economic situation:
I used to work in a company dedicated to meat, I was a butcher who separated the cuts from the cows. I have started working from a very young age, I have had many jobs, from construction to supermarket cashier. I come from a broken and poor family, with no father present.
During the night and my free time I used to be an Uber driver for a contact, then I bought a motorcycle with which I delivered food in my free time.
I have taken off work because my stress is negatively affecting my life, that is, at work I could not perform my tasks due to fatigue. Right now I am correcting several aspects, so I said:
Well it's time to fix some things, I'm going to cut costs and change the deck of cards again.
I currently live alone, in a small apartment in a marginal area.
Hobbies:
I don't have many nowadays, when I was young I practiced martial arts, boxing, Muay Thai. Lately I go out to drink a coffee on weekends but no more, I haven't gone out to discos for years.
Social aspect:
Since I've been aware, I haven't had problems socializing, in adolescence I had many suitors, and I had no problem talking to anyone, but it's getting worse every time.
I tried to go to therapy, but my psychologist was very attractive and I couldn't help but show sexual interest in her, the situation became highly tense and then I left.
Current case:
I am not dating, nor throwing myself at women that I find attractive, I always had a lot of control, but since I am on the street a lot, due to my work, I can appreciate the behavior of many women I come across, they usually give me the OK and try to get closer themselves, I maintain control but I am aware that I am not what they think I am,
I have always been told that I look like a criminal, but it is the opposite, they are vestiges of what I have been going through my disgusting life. The girl I was with told me
That she was afraid the minutes before sex, because she saw me as someone with a lot of sexual and life experience, (which was the complete opposite in the act) I laughed because they had told me before.
There are several women I like, but this sick loop is contaminating my mood. There is an older woman, who I believe is between 30 and 36 years old, who owns a grocery store.
I'm not very smart, but I can see her interest in me every time I go to buy cigarettes, and the **** tests she does every time she sees me. HELP.
Forgive me, I've written too much, but believe me I don't have anyone else to talk to, it's not that I'm depressed, although I went through a very dark stage a few years ago. I continue in search of my improvement and be able to cope with this
what we call life
Thank you very much for reading.
